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first i would liek to start off with, it took me forever to figure out how to post a new blog LOL

ok, anyways, im FINALLY done school. finished exams, EVERYTHING. feels, relaxing...until it hits me that i'm done. for good. and questions start to float through my head. what am i doing? where am i going? what do i really want to do? am i going back to school for something else? am i taking time off to work? how do i pay off my student loan? i dont even know. im young, i feel like i should get myself back in school, but i dont want to just take anything, i want it to be something i really like. so i looked into it, and makeup school sounds good. only problem is how do i pay for that? should i take out a bank loan? i dont really know. of course everyon tells me to talk to my parents, well ha! if you only knew how many times i approached them only to recieve the "well you've been working you should have money saved" well i dont. i guess you can say i screwed myself over by not having a savings fund. so what have i been doing? printing off heap loads of resumes and handing it into pretty much ANY place that's hiring. yes, it includes places that's not in my feild of study. but what else can i do? im in debt. also i have my drivers test in 2weeks, and guess what i suck. yes i suck at driving. you know how ppl always make fun of the crazy asian drivers? about how much they suck at driving? well you know what thats me. all the examples they give out that are ridiculous is pretty much aimed at me.

what am i trying to get at? what am i trying to state? i dont know. im confused.

stupid blog post. i know.