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Dear Jay Park,

by: on Sep 8, 2010 Flag as inappropriate

Dear Jay Park,

Today is September 8, 2010. Today is the one year mark since you've left 2PM. I know you don't wish to bring up the past, but today is also the one year mark since you've changed my life. Jay, I love you. And not as an overly obsessed psycho insane fan girl, But since your my Idol and I've never actually met you those are the only words I can use to explain myself.

You became my motivation in my life. You taught me that no matter how harsh the world may seem, you should still stand back up on your feet and never let anyone bring you down. You did this without saying it directly, instead you showed this in your actions. Since that day I've grown up a lot. I'm not as immature and childish I used to be. I started to realize that you can't stand around and mope and cry over such a small mistake.

I can't thank you enough for changing my life for the better. You of all people showed me what its like to get back up on your feet. You changed my life without saying a word. You changed my life and I haven't even met you in person. Even if I may never get the chance to meet you in person, You'll be one of the most important peoples in my life.

Not only did i mature, I've gotten back into break dancing. <3

Two years ago I gave up on break dancing simply because I had school work and family problems. But now that I think about it, Its not right to give up something you love. I should never let dancing out of my grasp. I should cherish it. Its that small thing in my life that allows me to escape my problems. MUSIC is what allows me to escape my problems.

I know you won't see this... But its worth expressing my happiness (:

Jay park, you are amazing. I have so much faith in you. But above that the only thing i have for you is LOVE&RESPECT.

x, A Jaywalker.

PS. There will always be seven letters in the word HOTTEST.

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Comments

Rainbow-lotus said:
OH P.S on my part, Jay changed me too! I study harder and lost 8 pounds cuz i just think jay is such a hard worker. Seeing him in Hotbloods and what he went through with the controversy.. wow.. it just made me think for strong he is. After watching him for a year, im not longer the lazy person i once was... u only live once, i dont want any mistakes or regrets. Love him <3

on: October 8, 2010 @ 11:26AM | Flag as inappropriate | remove comment
Rainbow-lotus said:
Something extra bcus i think Jay deleted the message. This is brief of what said said on his official site on his july post from my memory. He said he wishes everyone can just move on and leave the past as the past, (and he did apologize again) it wouldn't be fair for him and to others to say/mention anything that can bring up the past for his family,ex-colleagues,2pm fans, as everyone has started the healing process . JYP also wrote their final closure. Jay DID want to return back to 2pm. But plans of JYP that were promised changed. Jay wishes the fans would not fight because there are bad things in the world enough that we really don't need anymore hate. Jay can only do what he does now, and us being fans need to support him reguardless if we miss the old days. Jay only has love for his fans and love for 2pm. Its hard but we need to move on there isnt anything we can do.. its been far enough. I learned to accept it. And if we all remain positive, loyal, support, and HAPPY with love.. it would be best if we never hear this old news again, because i don't want it stuck on Jay forever. Peace and love with you. Respect.

on: October 8, 2010 @ 11:22AM | Flag as inappropriate | remove comment
angelyang94 said:
wow! :) this is so sweet! :) awhhh....its good that he inspired you so much, i know jay really do appreciate it and is glad that he inspired you to continue to bgirl! :)

on: October 1, 2010 @ 02:21PM | Flag as inappropriate | remove comment
Nesquickboo said:
So touching. Jay will read this, i just know it ^-^. This was such a sweet letter. Jay's such an inspiration and I'm glad that you got back into what you enjoy.

on: September 9, 2010 @ 10:04AM | Flag as inappropriate | remove comment
kawaii_lOve said:
ahh.. that's so touching!! i agree that jay is amazing and the seven letter word.. ayyhh.. that was so sweet!!>.<
jay is not only an amazing idol but can also be an inspiration for others ..^^.. good luck to your break dancing.. hope your doing good now;))

on: September 9, 2010 @ 07:52AM | Flag as inappropriate | remove comment
Krazim said:
That was very sweet - the letter. ^^ Hehe, surely, he'll read it. Glad that you got back into something that you love - don't lose that!!! ^^

on: September 9, 2010 @ 07:03AM | Flag as inappropriate | remove comment
monmon21232426 said:
I know he will read this. ^^ for sure.

on: September 9, 2010 @ 03:56AM | Flag as inappropriate | remove comment
lavender4994 said:
He will read this :) Because he is Jay Park and we are Jaywalker <3
Love and respect.

on: September 9, 2010 @ 02:54AM | Flag as inappropriate | remove comment
darkangel138 said:
Soompi tweeted this. And Jay is following Soompi. I believe he will read this ^^. Jay is not only an idol, but also an inspiration for many people. He's not about fancy things as we always see in idol world, but about the real life...

on: September 9, 2010 @ 01:16AM | Flag as inappropriate | remove comment
thisismyv said:
Jay, help me grow up too!

on: September 9, 2010 @ 01:06AM | Flag as inappropriate | remove comment