It's always the same deal.  Someone offers you the chance of a life time to fulfill your dream and you take it thinking you have nothing to lose.  That is until half way before the deal is sealed you realize you do have something to lose.  Somehow that dream became an obligation, a responsibilty, a promise you made to yourself and losing that... well, losing something that isn't entirely yours yet is quite the pivotal moment I should say.

So I'm new to this gig (the main soompi site I mean). I guess you can say I'm guilty of boredom.