It has been a long time since i came here to blog. (:

Today, i had my last performance as a school band members. Kinda mark a end to my middle school life after my major exams and this last performance.

This post gonna be a long and boring post on different stage of friends that i have throughout my whole 16 years of living in Earth. (:

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I happened to read this post on 1 of my friend's blog and i think through about it a few time even before she blogged about it.

"I wonder whether are we still going to be close friends, or just like any other friends of mine. That will end up drifted away?"

I have lots of friends. Really, on my msn contact, but actually, more than half of them i have never really chatted with them before.

Then, what's the use of adding them or not deleting them?
Who knows, one day i might need their help or the other way round?
Thus, i rarely delete away my msn contact.If i were to delete away, i can ensure myself that, i will only left with less than 10 that i really chatted with.

Some, i have know them for a long period of time.
We might have been once a very good/close friend, but now?
We hardly even pm each other.

They are not really just a fair weather friends,
they have accompany me throughout my life of growing up and i'm thankful to know them.
As i realize that, almost at different stage of my life, i will have different kind of group of friends.
Whether they are a good or bad influence, they do mark something in my life and usually,
i'm one of those that remember almost every single things.

I used to have this group of friends whereby i'm the youngest among them.
We were a group of friends that alway chased/ stalked idols.
You might think that they are a bad influence to me since i was only 11 or 12+ when i know them.

But, they taught me alot of stuffs that i can never get to learn in school.
For example, people.

We are not alway surrounding by good people, there are people that treated you as a good friends but actually, they are just using you to get whatever they want.
Never trust a person that much because you will never know what the person is up to.

Another group of friends, which somehow i still keep contact with 1 or 2 ; they were really the group that taught me the most.
They bring me to see the world, that 2 sided people and people that betray you then backstabbed you are alway around.
Of course they are not the one xD but we saw how it happen to 1 of the girl's friend.
It's kinda sad to know that your closest friends are the one that go round and spread rumour about you.
They were much more mature than my previous group of friends, thus they will know more than me.
But now? Other than those few, the rest we hardly even contact despite we added each other in msn.

sometime, i feel sad about it.

but i know there's nothing i can do to it.

still, i thankful to know them and they did change my way of thinking 

to be less childish and more mature.

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it's really a short and pointless one X=
because i got a farewell party tomorrow and it's 2.05 am now >O<
not a prom night D=