You've been crying and sad? The feelings mutual, trust me.
"You're a bad friend and a horrible person. You've completely betrayed my trust and I don't think I can forgive you this time. I'm really just done with you."
I saw how much that hurt you when you realized I wasn't going to just let it go.
Don't you think it hurt me too? I cried as well while watching you apologize numerous times begging for forgiveness.
"What can I do to fix this?" i replied with "nothing."
It was then I realized that our almost 3 years of friendship was over. That's why I cried as well, losing you as a friend I admit will be painful. I know it's best for me though. I think it will be good for you as well. Maybe now you know and have learned that you have lost everyone that genuinely cared for you. I really hope you take this situation and view it as a lesson for the future.
You asked me how to be a good friend and show that you care. I replied with our scenarios.
"Remember when you called me crying because of your bf in the summer? It was around 2am. I hopped in my car and drove out of town for 30 minutes to come see you. Although we had not spoke or seen each other for 3 months I came with no hesitation and cried with you. I called you towards the end of the summer upset about something and you hung up saying you were tired.
Remember when you had to switch schools because no one liked you? I know it was unbearable for you because you had to resort to switching schools. I always stood up for you when people would bash you after you left the school. Even came to visit you at your new school at lunch. You never once came to see me at my lunch breaks and you would ditch me for your bf . Everytime.
Remember when you and your bf broke up in September? You had no one, no friends to turn to because you had lost all of them. I was the only one to send you a text making sure you were ok.
You never replied.
Remember that huge party back in September as well? Everyone in our grade was invited but you. Even kids from your new school was talking about it but inside you knew no one wanted you there. I invited you and took you to the party along with me and my other friends. Within 30 minutes the host was yelling at you telling you to leave. I left with you and left behind the first homecoming party of the semester. You didn't thank me once or even show a tad bit of appreciation. Don't treat your future girlfriends like that. "
I don't feel bad for calling you out as a bad friend. You needed to hear it.
Now you left the boy because you said you realized you were losing friends over him. I corrected you and said you lost friends.
You actually hurt him heh? It's funny isn't it, dating him was nothing to you. I talked to him, you manipulated him and made him fall for you so you could get your bit of "love" from him then leave him. He actually liked you. I actually liked him. Even though this must have been nothing to you, it was a big deal for us. You knew these two facts very well yet you screwed around with both of our feelings. Guess what? We have been talking and he is over you, he is over your mood swings and games and so am i.
I'll forgive you over time. I can't hold grudges and i don't like being on bad terms with anyone. Just don't expect us to be as good of friends and I won't be here for you like i always have been.
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