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[angryazngirl]

i really need to find another job and quit my current one. Besides the fact that the business i work for is totally unethical, my boss is a psychopath that doesn't know how to make up his mind. He promoted a pathological liar that didn't even know how to do her current job right. As if she'll do better in a higher position. HIghly discriminative too.. He doesn't listen to me when i tell him that a girl is not doing her john teshing job, and he now he's paying for it. The district manager caught her LOL. john teshing retard. I can't wait to leave.

[angryazngirl]

i need to stop


stop


stop


stop


i know that place did nothing good for me and yet i keep visiting over and over again


i need to stop


NOW

[.moony.]

I H.A.T.E MY SISTER

I dunno how many times she has ruined my clothes. This time I have strictly told her do not wear these 2 pair of shorts of mine. I only have 2 pairs so I don't even wear them often. I really like them and I specifically told her not to wear them to the gym. Yet she did. First she wore the dark-colored one and I saw it so I told her again do not wear them to the gym cuz they will get stretched out etc. Then a week later she wore my white short out to the gym and got dirt all over it - which can not be washed off. So now my beloved white short is ruined and I can never wear them out again. She's like double my size so the other pair is also stretched out and looks weird when I wear them.
I'm seriously pissed off. I've shared with you half of my clothes since you are too lazy to go buy your own. I've told you not to touch these and you still did and even ruined them! Gosh you are freaking 4 years older than me. Why can't you act more like an older sister??

[_dax_]

Parents who don't understand technology...

The cell phone plan you are using is a phone card. They charge by the minute NOT seconds.
When I call to give you an important message, I do not appreciate you hanging up with no warning after I say a few words that have not even been completed into a sentence. You could say call back, but most of the time it is because you are freaking out that your phone is charging you for talk time. Most of the time you turn your cell phone off, which is not convenient for emergencies.

Edit---------
So I tell you exactly what I typed above^ after you come home looking at the phone records realizing you missed a very important call. It's not my problem you don't understand the point of a cell phone nor how it charges by the minute and not seconds...If you're going to hang up almost instantly, why bother picking up in the first place, it's a waste of time for both of us.

[_dax_]

Having a very dry throat (the kind that makes you cough) I went into the kitchen to pour myself a glass of water.... not "honoring" the stupid family rule of not being allowed to enter the kitchen until 7am - 9pm. (yes that means I usually don't eat breakfast before school since I leave the house at 6.30am.. Should have predicted this, dad went into the kitchen in a full-blown rage and shouting at me.. doesn't care if I had a dry throat. sigh* I am so sick of living in such a crazy house..

On a side note:
I'm finding a trend amongst my Facebook friends.

The girls like to comment on posts, keeping it to their own wall, or sending messages using the inbox feature.
Yet all of the guy contacts are posting to my wall.

Not that I'm too bothered by this, but I would rather see a 50/50 mix on my wall,
rather than have my wall filled with posts mainly from guys.
This could give off the wrong impression if you know what I mean.

[Myss Blewm]

When we were to see each other again I had always imagined you to be old and disgusting and sad for choosing to stay, and I envisioned myself to be happy, surrounded by my friends and wearing something awesome.

WHY did I have to be wearing my Disney tee and jeans? Why did I have to have my hair frizzy and fug? Why did you have to look better than ever? It wasn't supposed to be like that.

I can only hope you didn't see me.

I wish I could tell someone but no one knew about it, and it kind of makes it look like I don't like the situation that I am in, but it's not true.......on the most part.

[_dax_]

My mind is screaming. I'll be happy the day you die. Don't expect me to attend both of your funerals.

[hayabusa01]

Man, when I return from my deployment to the Middle East... I'm gonna have 95 days of leave. That's over three years worth of accrued leave. Will the Air Force be kind enough to let me use some of those days? Highly doubtful...

[YUNA!]

you have no idea how hard i try not to explode like i did the other day. like a dog on a leash i do whatever the john tesh you want me to do without complaining. i never get a say in anything that happens in my day. i dont say words for the hell of it, so why dont you just see that for once and stop playing that saving face game? john tesh it. i want to go home. you wont even let me go into a john teshing bookstore. what the john tesh is that joke. i have allergies i want to cover, thats why i want to do extensions, not because i want to be pretty. you will NEVER UNDERSTAND THAT because you have nothing to hide. you guys keep making fun of me how i cant make it alone in taiwan and i keep quiet and let you make fun of me because i know you havent seen your sisters in a while. have you ever given me a chance to prove it to you i can make it outside of the house? no, because you never let me.

the only time you guys ever listen to me, since young, is when im sick. do i have to be on my deathbed to be heard? i'm like your john teshing voiceless shadow. what the john tesh vacation is this. i john teshing want to go home.

[.moony.]

i hate one of the managers at my job. hes a dumb show off brick i HATE HIM!!! gosh i wish i never had to go on any job managed by him again. but sadly i will for 5 of them yeah go me...i always get all the luck -___-
i'm sad that my love life is non existent. I keep being bothered by this guy I absolutely don't like. Why can't he freakin take a message?? I always turned him down and didn't want to answer his phone calls, yet he kept pestering me. Get some self-esteem, dude.
On top of that, the guy I really like (and i haven't liked a guy this much in 4 years) just got a gf. his first gf probably. john tesh it, why do I always come later?? Just 2 weeks after getting to know him, he got his first gf. Like seriously, I finally meet a good guy and he's taken.
Worst thing is I dont know why people always misunderstand me (in a not very negative way but still, not positive either.) They think I'm rich. They think I have too many friends so I don't really care about anyone in general. They think I have high standards. If I tell them the truth that I'm not rich or having high standards for a bf (the guy I like is pretty darn ugly), then they will tell me to stop lying. Wtf?? I know my appearance and my indifferent attitude may seem like some rich kids but I am telling the truth that I am not rich. My overseas travelling is funded from outside sources, not mine or my parents' money. My incharge even thinks I'm not serious bout my job cuz I'm a rich kid and probably just working for fun.....It sucks when people assume things they don't even know...
I promised that I'd change myself. Show my true feelings to people. Show them I care and prove it through actions. I will try to be a sweeter girl. But it's so hard. I'm still kind of immature and talk like a kid sometimes. Darn changing one's self is hard.

[Myss Blewm]

I have never been close to my older sister, especially when we grew into adolescence. It was awkward having a five minute conversation with her over the phone.

Also, john tesh YOU, expensive ass contacts! john tesh YOU.

I should really get more sleep. Instead I've wasted hours these past two days writing long emails to my friends. I don't mind it, but I wish I'd write them earlier so I'd get to bed earlier. I fail.

[turquoise_and_ta...]

It's nearly the end of the year and I have done nothing to make myself feel good...I am going to miss my sleeping ins, laziness and playing games atleast 4hours a day because next year will probably full on. I don't want it to be though........no.

[Bamidele]

I love my family, but they just don't get me at all. They drive me absolutely insane sometimes with their indifference to how I am feeling. It's like they are blind to my emotions. Then they wonder why I keep my feelings to myself.

Sometimes I don't want to talk, or see you, or anything. Sometimes I just need me time, to just be me, and think about my life and where I am going. That kind of thought process cannot happen with you hovering, interrupting, and just getting in my business. When I say leave me alone, it's because you have pushed me into a corner and I need to break free.

I always feel like the oddball in this family, and that's why I will never fit in, because sometimes/most times I feel like I don't belong here. So give me a break, and let me figure out where I belong and what I should do. If you want to support me, great. But if you want to become an obstacle stay out of my way because I don't need you or the drama.

I love my family, but that does not mean I like them all the time!

[_dax_]

Roots are finally starting to show...even when wearing a beanie.
Besides, it has been 8 months since my last cut/color/bleach appointment..

Should I stay blonde? Go light ash brown? go a medium ash brown full dye...Maybe mix in some darker browns. Go dark brown altogether with a few lighter brown bits? Or maybe try a combination of light reds/pinks and dark brown. Or maybe go a base of red with some dark brown and bits of blonde?...

If only I could decide. I should have taken some hairdressing courses...

[cystaltears]

WHY IS THERE NO CENTRAL HEATING IN JAPAN?! It's freezing! I have no heater! It gets soooo cold here...why don't they ever build houses with central heating?!

[Myss Blewm]

My eyes are dry. I haven't slept in over 20 hours. I don't have to be up but I choose to be...to hang out with you. Now you don't even pick up your mobile. It'd be nice if you had the decency to at least text me that you have other plans. I won't be hurt. It actually pisses me the john tesh off that you say that you want to hang out but never get back to me when it comes to the going out. Just john teshing call me so I won't feel bad that I fell asleep when you called to tell me that you're on your way to meet up with me.

[Zoie]

Just got off the phone with my mom and one of the things she said was
"Are you still thinking about going to the University with these 32% fee increases?"

What am I supposed to say? I worked this hard to get back to school and this is what happens.
I'm feeling so hopeless right now, I'm not even sure that I should continue.
I really can't put my family through all this especially if I'm debating whether or not its really worth it.

Sometimes I wish I hadn't taken a break and then I would be graduating this year and these ridiculous fees wouldn't be so bad. But, now if I do continue I'm going to have find ways to pay for it all. And once I do get back in school, I'm still going to have to make sacrifices. I can't even continue with the majors and minors that I want do, instead I have to focus on graduating as soon as possible.

And what scares me the most is "what I am I going to do after all this is said and done?" I If I can't find a job to pay back all these loans that I'm most likely am going to have take out, then what?

[Myss Blewm]

You're so full of mini cooper. I don't know why you lied and why need to lie.