So much!3.26(Thu) 11:43
It feels like there's so much going on I don't know where to start!
So the album is out digitally on iTunes and Amazon? I believe? It's dancing between no. 2, 3 on the Pop chart on iTunes, AWESOME

I came back a little while ago from the NY Sephora Event. There were so many people outside the store, on 5th Avenue, it was pretty insane! Actually, it may have the craziest outing I have been to, in terms of being nearly mobbed by a huge crowd.
This is the first time for me and my management to do appearances like this, outside of doing concerts, just interacting with fans, I mean, so we were a bit overwhelmed yesterday, but we learned a lot and made revisions today, so I think things were a little better organized. Got to spend more time answering questions from the crowd, sign a few autographs along the way, and I even got to say a proper farewell! Quite an improvement LOL
Usually, when I'm stopped on the street, places outside, for autographs, I always do it gladly (I even signed a girl's passport once... isn't that illegal??) but during official outings, in the past, my management had a policy for me not to sign stuff randomly because it can get out of hand... but I made it a point today to sign things when I can, even if it's just a few, it made a big difference for me. I'm glad I did.
There were a lot of people at the LA store that I wished I could have signed autographs for... there were a couple of times when I could've and really wanted to, on my way in and out of the store, but I hesitated and then I was ushered by security to keep on going.
There was this one guy who stood out, right as I was exiting, if you're reading this, please forgive me! I hope I can see you again somewhere...
I usually don't dwell on things, but I felt so bad , especially when I found out later that the photos I presigned (100 for the LA store) weren't enough to go around for everyone. And I know many of my fans in the US have been waiting for years for an opportunity like this.
Am I just caring too much?! I do feel like I am stressing too much over this... it's just hard for me to look at my fans as "a bunch of fans", it's like a one to one, person to person interaction for me... I mean with each person, you know?
Aye, I have to get more used to doing this kind of stuff, though, otherwise I'll die of guilt, trying to make everyone happy and be fair, which is impossible.
I was much happier with how things went today, though! I shall sleep better

good night!
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