I know you prefer the songs to be in english, but I think you definitely should listen to Let Go - M-flo ft. Yoshika. This song is so amazing, the lyrics are so conflicting but I think that reflects how people truly feel when they have to "let go." If you can't (or don't want to) listen to the song, at least check out the lyrics.
Credit to Cori's Jpop Lyrics and translation by Malraux
Let Go
by: m-flo loves YOSHIKA
Translated by: Malraux
How things stand, I couldn't just forget you
I can't just shut you away
While I know that we couldn't let it get any deeper
No matter what, I've got to let you know how I feel
Especially when I'm giving it all I've got
I want your heart boy, even if it's just for one moment
** I'm still drowning in this love that cannot be
I don't want to wake from this dream CAN'T LET GO
It's selfish, but I don't care
I want your unwavering love right here
come one now baby, come on...
(RAP)
yeah, yeah, yeah...
It all started off with "Hey how you doin'?"
yeah, yeah, yeah...
A love story wound open as we met eye to eye
yeah, yeah, yeah...
And now, I'm left wondering "do love and loss come as a set?"
yeah, yeah, yeah...
Time stands still, even though I left you
(RAP)
I make myself believe that I'm alright
Though it hurts my heart for you not to be by my side
Just wonderin' if you feel the same (same)
I wanna see if these feelings are for real
(RAP)
Idling away your life doesn't make you nobody
So don't be afraid, loosen up your reins
If you wanna be free, let go... I'm tellin' you
EGO is terrorism of the heart
so, just listen
Though sweet and silent time passes by
My body - It's breaking apart, boy why does it have to be like this?
*** I'm envoloped by dark anxiety. (I feel like I'm going to break.)
Oh why do I try to monopolise love?
All without saying a thing
All I want is for your love to be right here
(RAP)
I lept aboard just as the Love Train's doors began to shut
A man who doesn't like to wait, straight no chase
Speeding towards the reality we now face. run, run run,
The hands on my watch don't stop
The magic that only works once, the key to destiny
How suddenly things changed, it ridicules logic
Don't hurry and Mr. Heartbreak might stay
Rewind, fade, the memory returns
Tell me how to be free
Oh baby, oh baby
Will my heart be free
So tell me even for just a moment
**, *** repeat
http://www.corichan.com/contrib/eigomalraux.html#let*edit by the way if you want the song, just pm me. I have both the regular version and the acoustic version(I love the acoustic one)