I'm so sorry for what happened. I'm glad that she's going to be okay, and knowing that you're her friend and there to help her, it will make her very happy. And I'm very glad that you can trust us enough to share something very upsetting. I hope she'll be okay and do tell us her conditions as time progresses. I prayed for her, even when i'm not really religious, but a truth wish should help nonetheless. Best of luck to her!





personally I prefer MARS, I love, love, love every song on that album, but I guess it differs for everyone.

OMG Azn@heart I didn't even read that story at first I am sooo sorry, I feel like such a jerk!
I feel soooooo awful for not even reading it! I'm sorry!
That is soooo awful who could do such a thing!
I hope that she does okay, I still feel like an idiot for not even reading it!
I feel so bad for that poor girl and the family, I hope who ever did that rots in hell!
She's in my prayers!

Don't feel shy ne, I love when you post here *chu*


e-Mule! ^O^ If you want I cand send you a link... o if you don't have e-Mule I can upload it when finished by YSI, in HjSplit files ^___^ (it's a 1,48 G file ).



OMG. I'm so sorry Steph I hope she recovers soon if possible.

When something similar to this happens here, in the TV and stuff almost always the acquaintances says that it seemed like all was going fine. But I think when a family has problems, the last thing they do is let everybody to know... Again, sorry. It's so unfair that, as you said, this has happened to a good person as your friend *hugs*


It's Diabolos hehe


Though all his albums are excellent, for me the best one is MOON I can't say why, maybe the style of the songs, or Gakuto's voice, or the feeling (<-is that the correct word?) that the whole album oozes... ^__^

OMG!! i dunno wat happen to my comp..i can't see GACKT pic!! arghh..sob sob...i miss so many of his pic...

Whoops my bad!
Thanx u!
*hugz*

OMG...that's terrible!

I'm not really religious...but I will pray and light a candle for her.

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Saturday night, her father took out his gun and killed Bin Na's mother and younger brother, shot Bin Na in the head, and then turned the gun on himself. This sort of action was completely unexpected, as her whole family is known to be very friendly and very involved in their local church. However, it happened..and I just feel numb, and I can't help but think this sort of thing happens to "those other people" on TV and in other cities..not to people I know, not to GOOD PEOPLE I know. She is at a local hospital in critical condition, with the bullet too lodged inside her brain to remove yet..but it is really a miracle that she's alive and coherent enough to even hold conversation. I know this isn't the sort of thing we're supposed to do here in the cheery Gackt thread and all, but I know she's into Japanese music and I'd love it and feel so much better if she even had ONE more person praying for her tonight and in the coming days. Thanks for reading that, I really just...I don't know

oh that's so sad =(

I cant pray for her really, seeing as Im atheist, but I do really hope she'll be okay soon.

And stay strong honey *hugs*

Same here.








Wooo~ *dirty thoughts*

Wow, I love these...especially this one ...

QUOTE(Shiva_K @ Apr 18 2006, 01:02 PM) [snapback]2300382[/snapback]

QUOTE

Wooo~ *dirty thoughts*

it wouldn't really be a comfortable place to do anything though, would it?

btw Esti, would you mind terribly re-upping that last Heyx3 clip? The one with Yoshiki? Only I went to download it and the link is dead

Haha yep, it's not the most comfortable place indeed But it's not the worst xD It's necessary only Gackt turns to the left a bit


/Edit Another girl said that the link was dead, so I'm already re-uploading it

QUOTE(Shiva_K @ Apr 18 2006, 01:46 PM) [snapback]2300558[/snapback]

Haha yep, it's not the most comfortable place indeed But it's not the worst xD It's necessary only Gackt turns to the left a bit

the more creative, the better, eh?

QUOTE

/Edit Another girl said that the link was dead, so I'm already re-uploading it

oh yay! *clappie*

I'm not crazy...

You have two voices in your head, of course you're crazy ¬.¬

26! BINGO! I GOT BINGO!

I dont think I'm the crazy one

*glomps*
aah! e-Mule. i've tried that a long time ago. something abt the IP address and router, which i couldn't figure out, didn't let me dl.
but I'll give e-Mule another try! Yes, the Link Please ^____^
can i come crying to you again, if it doesn't work >.< ??

and Shiva, OBSCURE Sin, the talk abt Gackt's position on the rock...lol
you girls use such innocent smilies for such a perverted talk!


azn@h3art, it's really terrible what happened to your friend!
and i feel bad that my needy post bugging Shiva ws sitting on top of your post....
it was shocking enough for me that this happened to a friend of someone who posts at a forum i read, then it must be terrifying for you... *hugs*
like everyone's said, i hope she will recover too!

^ What a nice pic *________*



LOL!!!

Hahaha


Of course!! But don't cry hehe.
The link is this one: ed2k://|file|Gackt%20-%20Requiem%20Et%20Reminiscence%20-%202001%20At%20Yokohama%20Arena.mpg|1583794908|1FD810F1AC5AC812631BA3618ACC5AD7|/


xDDDD Deep down we're very innocent

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Holy firecrackers

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and Shiva, OBSCURE Sin, the talk abt Gackt's position on the rock...lol
you girls use such innocent smilies for such a perverted talk!

QUOTE(Shiva_K @ Apr 18 2006, 02:10 PM) [snapback]2300652[/snapback]

xDDDD Deep down we're very innocent

golly yes, look at zee halo above my 'ead.

HEEEEEEY!
I'm home!
gosh.. school has started and it sucks badly.. *sigh*
but omg! what nice and pretty pics you girls have posted haha
miss Gackt.. I always miss Gackt.. one day without him is like.. 100 years without cake.. O.o LOL
thanks for all the pics girlies!

Edit: Axn@h3art! omg.. I hope she will be better.. I don't know what else to say than that.. I'm sure she means a lot to u as a friend, and I'm also very sure that you mean a lot to her as well.. Just keep on supporting her and pray for her.. gosh.. how could this happen to such a nice person. I really don't get it.. but thank God that she's alive.. be by her side when she needs a friend the most.
I've always been an atheist, but I really hope she will be ok again.. *hugs*

hey girls!
I found this on youtube! omg! Gackt's voice is AMAZING! O.O
PS: you can also see Chacha and You hehe..
Amber.. take a loot at Chacha's chest lol!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6tDj2KJo65k

Edit HAPPY 200! YAY! *hugs!*

Wheeeeee...I'm back.

Just dropped off my visitor at the train station. Originally she planned to stay overnight, but that got cancelled as for her school starts tomorrow again. Same goes for me...I have my first class at university tomorrow. About audio engineering.



*drools* Oh my...I LOVE that outfit on Cha! And...watching him play...did you see how fast his fingers were moving as he played? *worships* He is my guitar god...will always be.



Yay, we made it! *applauds*

~*~Yay! HAPPY 200 PAGES! ~*~

--going to watch that vid you linked Mai...

OMG! really? haha! how cool! then u can't be that much older than me hehe
I'm gonna study in Japan or in Germany.. I've learned German in about hmm.. 5 years now, so I think I need to use it somehow lol!
Good luck tomorrow sweetie! *you can do it! You can do it!*

make sure to buy a lot of food! or.. you can call Gackt so he can buy food for ya! haha

That's not Last Song It's Kimi ga matte iru kara. And yep Gackt's voice is amazing, but I think that video is not a live...



Wooo hope you'll enjoy it



Happy #200 page

Oh, you got me wrong there... I've been studying for quite a while already, I had to pause because of my illness...diabetes is no fun. *sighs* I'm struggling to finish my master of arts-degree. Oh...btw, I will turn 30 this year. Gosh...sounds so old... It's the new semester that starts tomorrow.



I'll prepare some food at home before I leave...food at university is soooooo expensive.

Estiyeah.. it's not Last Song.. the person who uploaded it got the title wrong.. still it's good ne? hehe

Amber oh.. sorry that i misunderstood hehe.. I know that illness is not fun, my friend has it as well.. but hey! I'm proud that you've decided to finish off the studies hehe have a fun day tomorrow hehe
*so what if the food is expensive? Gackt is rich! LOL *

NP. I don't know yet if I'll really be able to finish...but at least I now want to do something I can use for my future job. And I have decided to continue working as a radio-journalist. Good thing with radio is, your voice is important and not the way you look.

Oh, I will surely have fun. Most of the people tomorrow will be my colleagues from Campus-Radio, as we were especially invited to take that class.




Yep, he is...but I can't put HIS money to use as long as he sits over there in Japan while I'm here in good old Germany.

Unfortunately.

I knew it!
200 pgs whoo hoo!
200 pgs of Gackt! This is nice!
I wuv that guy!
Oh Oh Gackt likes Tostitos???

^ LOL!!!!!!!! I didn't notice it till you said it!!! xDDDDDD Tostitos! That's a Spanish word xD


Sure

I don't know if he really does...or if he just grabbed some stuff to fill the cart. That pic is from a calendar...I just watched the making-of again today.

^ Yep, 2004 Calendar

Okay, I remembered correctly.

We had so much fun today, watching clips and stuff. We watched half of the DIABOLOS-concert and some highlights from the SDSN-concert. The "Saikai~Story~"-part... And she made me promise to write her a fanfic...

^ Glad you had fun guys ^__^



^ This pic is one of the funniest I've seen. That dog is really HAPPY.

*lol* It was "Gackt-fangirl" meets "Klaha-fangirl"...and we both drooled over Yoshiki...



That dog...I always start to laugh when I see it.

LMAO!!!!!! i never paid attantion to the dog in the pic bfr...
when i stare at the dog for too long, it gets a bit creepy... still LMAO!!!!
it's a fangirl in a dog's body, i tell you ^^!

Shiva, i came NOT crying to you
e-Mule not starting the download, and i don't understand their help page >_<
could you please upload to YSI when you finish the dl?? thank you *chuuuu*
i just loooove Wowow for not cutting any parts!

oh! happy 200th!!

and have fun in the uni, amber!

QUOTE(Shiva_K @ Apr 18 2006, 09:49 PM) [snapback]2303221[/snapback]

ROFL that is one happy doggie.

And you just know that the dog's thinking "haha, look who I'm being held by!"

^ Haha I agree xDD





Yep yep, I'll upload it!

Yep...hell, who wouldn't be happy when held by Gakuto? I know I would be.



Okay, a little update on my cosplay-plans...I was rummaging through some old jewelery from my grandmother and look what I found:



I'm still trying to get a good pic of the brooch Cha is wearing...but it's quite close.

^ Oh, is really really nice
Cha's brooch? The one he wears in the neck?




I've uploaded a clip called Gackt & Hyde Photoshoots. Download here


Some screencaps:

This one (I tried to highlight it but the pic-quality isn't the best):





Whoa...what's that look Haido is giving Gakuto? *giggles*

^ Hehe, they're so cute

The brooch is going to be really useful for you, ne? ^O^ Btw, I guess the brooch is the same Gakuto's wearing, isn't it? Maybe you can see it more clearly on a Gackt's screencap


I'm leaving now, good night everybody~ *hugs*

*nods* Absolutely.



I compared it while we were watching the concert...it's smaller than the one they are wearing, but it's pretty close.




Oyasumi! *chu* I will go now, too.

Ahh well I'd love to reply to EVERYONE who commented, but I'm at a loss for time (piano lesson soon!). But I just want to say THANK YOU very very much, I'm sorry if I made you sad I just, for my own sanity I had to write down what I was feeling..as bad of a job as I did. Bin Na is basically in the same position as she was in yesterday, and some of her closer friends who tried to visit her last night were not allowed in to see her But her (and my) history teacher Mr. Rutschman said he fought and fought and found a way to get in and see her, and says she's still very shocked but she can talk! The real problem is...everyone in her family is dead. She has no other family or people to stay with in this country (the rest are in Korea). So when she leaves the hospital..the situation might become even more complicated and money is a real issue so my school is doing a donation drive to help her as much as we can. Once again, I thank ALL OF YOU for listening and praying (or to the atheists out there, just keeping her in your hearts ) and I hope that on some spiritual or supernatural level of some kind that how we feel and how much we care will reach her and help her in the worst time of her life.

ALSO..this picture

made me smile because look at all that junkfood he has! Mmm Tostitos...and I think I've been in that store but I'm not sure

Oh snap!
U know what, Cha reminds me of an actress, I just can't put my finger on it!
Help Help!
I really hope that she pulls it together Amber, and I hope someone opens there hearts to help her!

Wow, you people are very nice Poor girl, she's alone... Maybe she should come back to Korea? Anyway, I hope she'll leave the hospital soon ^__^


Ginny the Hey!x3 is uploaded

OMG!! i feel so pity for them..i'm gonna pray for de girl.. n i'm so sorry for accidently skipped tis topic...

QUOTE(Shiva_K @ Apr 19 2006, 09:09 AM) [snapback]2308920[/snapback]

Ginny the Hey!x3 is uploaded

yay! XD thanks

NP


I got today the Arena 37ºC I won at Gackt_Daily Lj, and my mother took a little look at it. She saw this pic:


And she said "Ohhh I like this pic. 'Cause he's so hot" (está buenísimo in Spanish)


There comes this huge poster (I've not hanged it yet):




^

WOW! Lucky girl! *chu*

I'm in a really good mood at the moment. University was great, the lecturer is really nice, and the class is exactly what I hoped it would be. He'll teach us both the technical side of recording and editing...we even get access to the recording studio that is in the music department of my university! And all I have to do to pass this class is produce something like a report or something...stuff I do anyway for Campus-Radio.

Arigatou


Ohhh it sounds really interesting & enterteining

Hai, dozo!



It was...we'll skip next week because he's in another town then, but in 14 days we will start working in the studio. I'm SO looking forward to that.

And what is fascinating about that guy...he's an audio engineer but he's also a professional singer! And we are only nine people in that class and he promised that we can come to him anytime should we have problems with the equipment or the editing programs.

I know that. Same happens with all my Driver CDs. They have just decided to leave me and moved in with people who treat them better, I swear.



Thank you . *hugs*


This is about the most terrible story I´ve ever heard. Interesting thing is that you said, it´s normally always those people "on TV". But then again tragedies like that happen everyday unfortunately and many of them don´t even get shown on TV. My heart goes out to that girl and as I´m also atheist, I can´t pray for her but I do wish her all the best and hope that she will recover. I remember a similar thing from my school days, though not as tragic and cruel as what you told about, but a girl in my class got in a car crash with her parents and little brother. Her parents were killed and she got into hospital. It was a strange waiting for her return and of course noone really knew what to say to her when she came back. The worst thing afterwards was that because her parents were from Yugoslawia and she had had no other known relatives anywhere, she and her brother were adopted afterwards, but with different parents. I found that terrible. Not only had she lost her parents but also had to separate from her brother afterwards, the only real family that she had left. She was one of the brightest girls in my class and she returned to class looking strong and determined but you could see that her smiles were never as bright again as they had been before that incident. I hate to think about how unfair life can be sometimes, there was another girl when I was in fourth grade and at one day she didn´t come to class anymore. Noone told us what was wrong and we learned only months later that she had died of cancer inbetween, at only ten years age. Horrible things like that happen everyday, it´s so sad ....


Cough, cough.... 32... cough cough. And my semester has started again two weeks ago . Work overload again. But I´m hoping to get my B.A. after next semester and will probably continue for the Master Degree. I started studying again late, so I´m not really "overdue" studywise, but as I pay large fees every semester it´s an absolute demandment to finish study as soon as possible and after that I wanna go abroad. I thought about getting my Master degree in HK maybe, but I guess it would be highly unrealistic financially so I´ll rather finish it here... unless I change my mind that is ....




So cute. Those were still their puppy love days ....

I'm not the oldest! I always am these days...

I started studying right after school, when was 19. Two years later the diebetes was diagnosed and from there on it all went down. I had to fight and struggle to continue. Until now I haven't been paying those extraordinara large fees, but I will have to, unless I apply for a case of hardship. I will do that, because otherwise I couldn't afford to continue my studies.



*laughs* Yeah, right. So cute...

Thanks for pointing it out like THAT ....



I started studying with 19 too but quit my first studies. After that I had a wild career of different waitressing jobs for some time before I decided that it wasn´t gonna get me somewhere . I got trained as a media designer and after that I went back to university, at 27. Considering that I´m working 20-30 hours a week next to university, I´m quite satisfied with my study results lately and I loved that year when I just took the time off from my majors and visited japanese classes (God, I miss it sooo much ). But as you said, with those extraordinay fees ( I pay 800 € each semester) I have no other way than focus on the "important" things now which are my two majors german studies and media studies and try to get my job right in order to pay for all of this "fun" . But as I said, an end is in sight which is great because it´ll free me for other stuff ...