^ actually, yeah, i cant believe they used that heading - how can u say god's dead?
coz as long as the fans are here, as long as joon, kye, danny, hoi and tae woo are well and breathing...
god's not going anywhere. they can count on that. they can count on the FANS for that.
*sigh* i still dunno how i stand with the news. on one hand, i'm actually quite *happy*, coz like god said, snce they debuted ,they've been working non stop (and this' actually so true), and now they finally will get a much deserved break, without having any pressure over them. joon might even be able to find someone, and soon maybe start his family.....

i sure hope he does - cant wait to see him be an awesome father ^^ and danny- i'm waiting for him to leave his mark in the world... kye, hoi and tae woo, just do the best they can to serve their country...
but on the other hand...i've realized it's even hard for me to smile >.< and that's very very very unlike me man... i just love these guys too much, and now, i may not even be able to fulfill one of my goals which is to see them in concert and meet them in person (unless a miracle happens this nov/dec ^^) just to let them know that I AM a fan of them, and i thank them for so many reasons that i cant possibly let them know all the details in just one meeting... and just that simply, thank them for inspiring me, and for just being god.
i can imagine other ppl going like 'it's just a band - they'll get back one day - it's not the end of the world..'
but my gawd, god is honestly much more than 'just a band' to me - they were so real, and so much a part of my life. i mean, their music, their personality, their friendship, their determination, the hardship they also seem to have to go through, and rise back from...
how can i not NOT learn from these guys?
w/out god, i wouldnt have met so many people that i consider my best friends now. heck, i wouldnt have met u awesome people in this forum from all around the country ^^. i wouldnt be so lucky as i am today.i wouldnt be a ble to gain half of the great experiences and memories that i have now because of god's influence. i wouldnt be able to get introduced to many other wonderful music of k-pop.
but the sad thing for me if i wouldnt have ever known god existed.. i wouldnt have known;
joon hyung - the greatest 'big brother' in the world! confirms that age does not matter - just do your thing, no matter what people say (and heck, i wanna be as cool as him at THAT age!)
kye sang - his eyes!

his goofy personality and unbelieveable talent
danny ahn - i would never know that the most gorgoeus guy on earth existed at this very mo - and moreover, he has a great personality that matches. that's something VERY hard to live up to.
tae woo - his voice says it all. how could i not ever know about THAT voice?
and...ho young - his smile.
the scariest thing is that i would have never known about ho young's smile.
dman, and i thought i already got over this whole 'bursting out crying at any given moment...'