- On my weekends, I drive to a parking lot and sit there for hours to make my mother think I have friends.

- They forgot to announce my name at graduation.

- The only time a girl has talked to me is on April Fools day.

AW your first one.

I'll be your friend! ^^

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I'm the only girl out of all my friends who has never been asked out.

I have absolutely no confidence in my face or my personality.

I like someone who is three years older than me. ><

well thats depressing...


- i live 3 different lives.. the one my family sees, and the one my friends see. and the one i actually live in.

-ive also never been asked out until i was 18, over msn..

- i go out on walks sometimes because i have absolutely no one to talk to or hang out with, thus hanging out with myself is my resort.

-i sometimes get that sinking feeling that mylife is going no where.

- the only real friends i have are thousands of miles away and i have not seen them for 1/2 a year now.

- i have alot of other depressing stuff to say. but my cat just jumped on my lap and fell alseep ontop of me . making it really hard to type ith oone ahnd.


ye!e654

I never have the confidence to show people what I can do.

I've had a crush on my friend for about three years now, and it keeps growing and I haven't told him nor do I know if he knows. He's 7 months younger than me.

- I think I'm retarded @.@

- Things easily go to my head

- I think I'm sooOo cool but I'm just a retarded dork xD

- I think I will do very bad in high school ._.

- I'm a potato made of plastic whem i'm with my friends -.-

Gosh, that's depressing.


The only thing I have to admit here is that it's been so hard to control my life. I can't seem to keep things in order, despite the perfectionist image I give off in public.

wow. man thats depressing =(

mm. mine would be, I'm not as mentally strong and resilient as everyone thinks i am. Custody battles do that to you.

1.i also live 3 different lives. haha
me w/ family: serious, calm, goody goody
me w/ friends: crazy, funny, daring
me w/ myself: almost insane haha.
2. i keep a lot of secrets from my mom
3. i want to do a lot more things that friends wouldnt expect me to do (they were shocked when i gave my friend a lap dance- cant imagine their reaction to other stuff...)
4. i think it would be fun to be a cage dancer- or a dancer at a club or something.

>.<

that's really sad

-I cry a lot
-I put on different faces for different people, but only a few have seen what I'm really like
-I fall for guys easily

- i really want to wear makeup =X

there's a ton of embarassing stuff in my life, but i'm willing to share them to people i trust should the occasion arise

ProductofChina, that's really sad. If you lived near me, I'd befriend you Loneliness is something people shouldn't have to suffer from

- I actually enjoy long rides on public transport even if it's more than an hour. You see a lot of interesting people
- I would honestly emotionally perish if either one of my parents die, despite the fact we're distant
- I misjudged my ex-bestfriends. Now I miss them, but I never want to admit it because they'd never accept me back
deleted. there are quite a number of people on this forum who know me in real life so just to keep things to myself, I deleted this one
Wow I can't believe I even admitted the last one. I have never talked about it. Ever.

i'll be your friend! seriously.

-in a way, im somewhat letting my crush influence how well i do in school.
-im a total fake.
-i actually take people's words (especially criticism) to heart more than anyone would ever guess, and end up going through a phase of self-loathing every time someone yells at me.
-i think i don't sing that bad and i want to try out to sing the national anthem for one of our school's assemblies.
-i still like my family friend who's four years older than me.
-i have some really disgusting physical traits that i'm too embarrassed to even put here.
-i'll probably never love my family more than my friends.

-i'm really not that smart as people say i come off to be..i feel bad when i have to ask questions ><
-i act differently in front of different people..i shouldn't feel like i have to, it's so hard to be completely open though :[
-i want to become an actress
-i don't have high self esteem
-i've realized that i'm pretty judgmental..
-i love to dance

i probably have a bunch more if i thought about it more..too much :[

My parents have beat me numerous times and still do when I do something wrong.
I hate a good amount of my so called "friends"
I always bottle up my emotions , no matter what.

I would just like to say: LOL. That is all.

i'm actually stupid, unlike what they think yet i can't admit it coz i think they won't believe me XD
it's hard making friends

I post on soompi.

I am actually a post-op transvestite.

I eat reese's for breakfast.

I follow people too much.
I have no confidence in myself. I try to fake it in front of friends.
I'm too nosy for my own good.

- I drink wayyy too much soda
- I think the cooks below me sucks, except for one haha
- I can cut anyone out of my life on my snap
- I care alot about the world
- I'm alot nicer and considerate than people think I am
- I listen to pink floyd til wee early in the morning
- I'm very good at lying and deceiving people
- I look down on people too much
- I'm too flirty and greedy at times
- I think religion is cool, though I am agnostic.

i pretend i am a model and strut around the house when nobody else is at home lol

have suicidal thoughts.

want to slit my wrist but am too scared

ahh sigh*
- I get jealous really easily
- I have BIG emotional issues
- I like to keep my friends by my side - kinda don't want them to have any other friends other than me. lol

I guess hard this side of me pretty well.. T.T

I'll be your friend too! )

i stole a bottle of sleeping pills from the medicine cabinet and kept it in my bedside drawer when i was feeling really depressed/suicidal once; i put it back recently, though.

i'm really attached to my stuffed animal toy.

i'm extremely against organized religion.

-i find it hard to completely open up to someone.
-i'm not as smart as people think
-i worry a lot

Aw, I'll be your friend too. Seriously. (: <3


- I get jealous easily.
- I've had/been in a long distance relationship once when I was younger.
- I really do care a lot about each and everyone of my friends even if I haven't talked to them in years or even if we're not friends anymore. I still care.
- I worry too much.


...and I can't think of anything else at the moment. :3

I'm borderline depressed, too flirtatious, I worry too much about the past, present, future. I speculate too much and I'm indecisive to the point where I'll just go along with anything even if I don't want to.

Yepyep. And I'm dependent but I try and act like I'm strong and independent. Fun stuff. :]

If I find out a guy likes me but I don't like him, I like to lead him on.
I'm really conceited inside.
My parents don't know much about my life outside of home.
I wish I was prettier and I get really jealous when I see good-looking girls.

How much time I spend on the computer (or rather the internet watching Asian dramas)

I'm afraid that in the next few years, I won't have any girl friends to throw me an engagement party, to be my bridesmaids, or to throw me a baby shower. I don't have that many friends.

makeup is hard.

LOLSSS! =X

- I feel like I'm never myself with my friends.
- I dance like a freakin maniac and shake my money maker when I'm alone at my house
- I want to become an actress
- I sometimes feel hated by my mom, like she doesn't acknowledge my exsitence and only her friends matter.

LOL, x SaRaNg HaE x, i'm exactly like you.
Except I don't have a bf & I don't flirt. lol

- If I go somewhere by myself, I take a knife, been attacked twice - ain't gonna be a third.

Sometimes I think I'm bipolar, but I seriously think it's just my monthly issue.
I get jealous easily. but keep it to myself.
I seriously don't think I'm smart, just thoughtful and curious.
I feel pretty only when I'm at home, by myself.
I think I have more friends online than in real life.
The real friends I have in real life are limited to a handful.
I've contemplated/attempted suicide.
My most recent ex seriously messed me up and my outlook on relationships.
I can be such a fiend.

double post?
funky school internet. -_____-

Ive slit my wrist last year...

I never tell anyone how i really feel.

Bad things i get up to when im out...

your first fact's funny but kinda sad. there there ..

- i watch too many cooking shows
- i have dry hands(oh why ..)
- i stalk my crush's facebook(haha)
- i wanna be a dancer(tch, low mobility .. a big nono)

that i am quite ignorant

i'll be your friend!

-i have absolutely no confidence in my plans in life although i've proudly told my family about my plans..
-i get suicidal thoughts when i've done something wrong to my family or friends that makes me think they'll hate me..
-i had a crush on my cousin that only some of my friends and my sister knows
-i'm afraid to share stuff about myself because people will think i think too much about myself so i just don't say anything at all or talk a bit at times..
-i feel like a burden to everyone when i have a problem so i'd keep it even though my friends keep on telling me to not keep it..
-i used to be a loner in highschool until this girl came and became a great friend to me and i have cool friends in college..

I'm extremely afraid of failure and rejection. I can't take either.

- I'm kind of fake. HA HA. Like, really smiley fake... the "ha ha you're so awesome ehh not really I wish you'd just drop dead BFFs FOREVER!" fake...
- I lead people on a lot.
- I lie about things just for the hell of it
- I do unexplainable things just to see if I can get away with it (which I usually do HA HA - again, the fake sweetness fools 'em everytime)
- I only cry when I know there's NO OTHER WAY out of the mess I've made for myself
- I feed off of other's emotions more than I'd like to admit.

- i'm too sensitive.
- i like to pretend i'm happy even if things aren't going well.
- i can never say what i really want to say.
- i can be really superior at times.

lol, this is such a liberating thing to do. haha, i love the internet.

Mine:


• i'm not as happy as i always seem to be. (i remember my friend writing me a letter and she said something like 'you're always so happy and i've never seen you sad') but i get sad pretty often.
• i used to be depressed.
• i used to be anorexic.
• i always want to be better than everyone, even my best friends.
• i get jealous so easily.
• i manipulate people sometimes.
• i sometimes wish i can be another person, the type of person that is so contented with her life even if she doesn't have that much.
• i always seem to want everything.
• i hate myself. and i want my old perfect little self back and i hate what i've become.
• i'm not as optimistic as i seem.

gosh, how depressing. :|
people think i'm so happy and problem-free and happy-go-lucky, but i feel like my real self is the opposite and i hate it that it has to be that way.

I'm too sensitive that I have to put on a front to look like I'm okay even though I feel horrible inside.

I find is easier to fall out of a friendship than into one. I have this thing where I can end my friendship there and then with anyone..

Nicolexr, i could be your long lost sister or something. we are so alike. ;/

- im generally afraid of boys confessing to me.

ditto and those 3 personas are somehow different from each other.



things that i have to add+

*while i may appear cold and distant, i'm actually very empathic inside. i feel people's pain and that's the reason why i can't stand watching people cry, unless it was on tv or cinema.

*i have my selfish tendencies.

*i'm really nice towards my friends but i can be just as arrogant with strangers. my mom once told me that her acquaintance said she felt intimidated by me. then i just flatly replied my mom with "well... she's not my friend so i don't feel the need to be friendly with her." sad. i know.

I've never told anyone this. Never. Well, I'm actually a cow.

- i want to be skinny badly, but i just have no motivation. therefore, i will be fat my whole life.
- i make the worst decisions ever. so much that my entire life in ruined because of it.
- i seriously got not much friends, i just hate people in general. my bf can be my only friend, and i wouldn't care.
- i love to be in power and in control of things. otherwise it drives me up the walls. aka bossy pinkberry.

-use to cut myself
-use to cry myself to sleep everday when i was in 6th-8th grade
-really sensitive even though i act so tough irl
-i always act happy but i'm so depressed inside
-use to get hit by my dad, until i was able to speak my mind out loud

there's more but i rather not post >_<;

Oh my...
#1. You don't need to have friends to live, why do you have to do that?
#2. What happen after you realize they didn't call your name?
#3. They are probably shy and use the fool day to really get to know you...or maybe they didn't realize it's fool's day!


As for me...it's much harder. I couldn't be honest with anyone I know at all. I was in debt and couldn't tell my family why I can't save money. I was in debt and didn't want to start dating because I was afraid they might not accept me. I have so much sadness but I couldn't tell anyone and I just buried them inside me.

omg i think we're twins.