Hi everyone. I'm not sure if this is the right forum to post this in, but I am in the midst of making a life-changing decision right now. I'm not even sure of what I want, so I wanted soompier's advice on this.
I am a first year student at OCAD (Ontario College of Art and Design) in Canada, fresh out of high school. In grade 12, I have applied to a couple of U.S. art schools (Pratt, SVA, Parsons, and RISD) and got accept into all of them. Unfortunately, I thought that the tuition was way out of my budget because all those American schools average $50k per year while OCAD is just $5k per year. However during the summer I've regretted my decision in declining all those offers from the States.
Now after attending OCAD for just over a month, I hate all my courses and assignments, and I feel like I'm wasting my time here. The only advantages of attending OCAD are that I can run over to University of Toronto or Ryerson University to see my close high school friends, and going back home as well. I guess the real reason for me attending OCAD is to save money and see my family and friends.
Attending RISD has always been a lifetime goal for me, and being held back from going there merely because of financial issues seem pathetic. I'm applying as a transfer student for Fall 2010, but I'm still unsure if I would go for sure because of the financial issues. The only difference this time is that I'm applying for a couple of scholarships but there is no guarantee that I would receive any.
Do you think that it's worth going into debt for a better school? What would you do if you were in my situation? I would appreciate anyone's advice. Thank you for reading this long thing. P.S. I am majoring in illustration.