Sorry, hon...I'm right here but I don't have that much to say at the moment...I could go on ranting about how much my being sick again goes on my nerves and such...*sighs*

Anyway...I drop by every day and read.

*hugs Mihaela*

Oh I'm sorry to hear you're sick again...I will be sick tomorrow if I don't get signatures. Without them I can't participate in the damn contest. This means EVERYTHING to me.

I know sweetie. *hugs tightly* I'll keep my fingers crossed for you.

*sighs* I feel terrible. And no one here to hug me.

haha. yeap it is! XD be watching it again later.

no its not strange! i just found it really sweet. no, cute for them to be posing that way. haha. i find affection between guys very endearing. coz... typical guys are like... ewww.



eeh? your sick again? oh no! how come!! your supposed to be taking your vit Cs, eating and sleeping better! -huggles- stay indoors yea! dun get caught in bad weather again. tsk.

-hands amber pills and tucks her into bed- you get well soon, now. hear?



eeh? wat contest, Mihaela? XD -mouseys in-

You got PM.

wahh~~~

its okayy amber!!~
i thynk im on the verge of getting sick too~ mehh~ at least the cold weather passed~ -i hope-


oo buuberry how much was the DvD? my cousin found out about a Japanese supermarket place in Texas i have no idea if they sell CDs but hey~ its worth a try~

Thanks...and you know we're all here and we all send you hugs over the Internet? I know it's not the same...but I'm happy with it if it's the only thing I can get *patpat*



A scholarship contest, so I can FINALLY get into college. I can't afford it otherwise. *shows empty pockets*



Send me one too?

Yeah we'll prolly talk tomorrow when I actually have something NEW to tell you. Like this, I can only rant...I'm already bored with myself for that.

QUOTE(buuberry @ Feb 21 2007, 08:15 PM) [snapback]5035741[/snapback]

no its not strange! i just found it really sweet. no, cute for them to be posing that way. haha. i find affection between guys very endearing. coz... typical guys are like... ewww.

no, I just meant, is that what you were referring to? Did you think they were touching eachother's legs? Because I dont think they are, I think it's just the angle T_T

I think it's just because of the light, that it look like that. They are NOT touching each other.

*hugs* Yeah, I know. And it's the next best thing...and I'm really glad I have you guys. *hugs all* Without you talking me through sometimes when I'm really down...I don't know if I'd still be here.



Sure. Give me a moment.



*hugs again* I don't do much more than ranting myself at the moment. I have nothing to share, no infos, no new pictures...and everytime I look at my folders it's like all the pics have been posted dozens of times already...which is why I don't post any.

aww aoi and reita holding hands is adorable

*hugs* Oh stop worrying. If you're down just PM me, I'd be glad to talk you through it. I can't make myself feel better, but I can try make someone else...

OK I'm waiting for the PM. Hahaha this place has so much traffic. In the Diru thread I wait for hours to get a reply

QUOTE(AmberKid @ Feb 21 2007, 10:47 PM) [snapback]5036782[/snapback]

*hugs* Yeah, I know. And it's the next best thing...and I'm really glad I have you guys. *hugs all* Without you talking me through sometimes when I'm really down...I don't know if I'd still be here.

aww *hugs* you know we're always here Amber. We are united in our wuv and fangirl craziness

*hugs* for amber~
ahh, i have to go snoop around japanese music stores for the dvd. maybe just maybe they might have it.
though if they were to have vulgarism and NLSG. i dunno which to choose

haha. everyone's getting sick. me too! too much snacking, too little sleep and too much gambling. =X
hrmm i paid... roughly 80USD for it. -sniffs- im broke now... -sobs- fangirlism is not cheap.




aah. coool! heh. education is expensive. baaah. if i could afford a better one, i'd be somewhere overseas doing my masters instead of being stuck in this crappy place. yay for you! at least you got the scholarship already! -hugs-



dang. okiie i did not realise that. i just thought it was what i saw. rawr!

hrmm anyone up for more pictures? i shall go dig ard... aah yes! neo genesis aint up here yet! in a bit yea...

i just found out my comp can read region 2 dvds im so excited i didnt know until i put in the dvd that i got with the new gackt single and i bought the new mago single too and when i get my tax return which is almost 900 dollars me buying gazette stuff

No, I didn't get it yet. I can't even enter the contest without these papers. You cannot possibly live in a place more crappy than I do...this is the ultimate middle of nowhere and it's driving me f**king insane. I can't wait to get to college, so I can leave this damn village. *sigh*

there! new scans! i hope this cheers everyone up! XD

...I think I just choked on my own saliva *__*

thanks for posting. But like oh! my! god! with the PS! Wtf? you need sunglasses to look at them. I swear they're producing their own natural light *runs after the photo editors with a chainsaw*

^Thanks for the scans.

Hahahah Ruki's new hair <3

haha. yes. ruki's curly hair!

he loooks damn hot in tt photoshoot and tts why i loove his new hair soo much! haha.


new promo on Make on the Holiday show! waiting for someone to rip tt vid... XD

RUKI<33

ahh but im not loving his new hair much

ruki looks meaner without makeup and kai looks adorable

and thanks for the scans dear i already seen them and made an icon out of 1 of the pics (see avatar)

WAHHHH THANK YOOO!!!~ i wanna watch tht show~ even thoug i wouldnt understand wut their saying i'll prolly get a gist~

...pictures ish sooooooo.........thanks for it...

haha. ruki is such a badass -spanks- but he's hot that way. heh.

no prob! uruha = gorgeous in the shoot. someone was pointing out tt uru's thighs werent that smooth in this. haha dont ask me why they noticed. XD

I like Ruki's new hair, it's smexy. He can make anything work in my opinion he's Ruki, he's cool whatever. He changes it so often though. It took my this long to realise I like the dreads and now he has silky curls XD;;

Err, please don't kill me people...but this photoshoot kinda doesn't work for me. It's just sooo perfect, not a spontaneous pixel in those pictures

buuberry THANKS FOR THOSE SCANS! =)

Ruki+Cowboy-ish hat = S:LDKJFLSKJDHF *has heart attack* @______@

Must restrain from opening... Photoshop @___@ Must study <____<

KYAHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~ xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
PICTURES!!!!! I MISSED THEM SSSSSOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!
THNK YOU SOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH!!!

RUKI HAS WAVY HAIR
ASKDJALSKDFJASDLKGJAOWEIFJSADKLFJSDLFKJSDFKSJDF

i'm so happy *saves like crazy*

reitas so hott i could just lick him.

^hey! back back Reita is mine! You can have Uruha....

hahaha. everyone's going crazy for a bit. which is good! this thread was a little dying. -laughs-

well, i guess photoshoots have to churn out perfect pictures everytime. mean, it is done for tt reason. thou i have to agree, i prefer them impromptu too. haha.

yea im soo tempted to PS some new icons and stuff too. but baaah, my com's half dead already.

their sign is just bunch of scribbles...LOL i wonder if anyone can read their name from that

and where is kai looking at? so cute(X

^ whoa i juss noticed ruki's pointing his middle finger up! hehehehe

KAIII!!~~ AOI!!~~~ REITA!!~~~~ WAHHHH!!~~

i miss this thread...but i have to go sleep now..soo i be back tom to look at alll the page i miss..hehe..

RUKI<3 forever...

here! randomly posted some scans... i forgot who scanned these.

but we all need something new to look at, dont we.

Arena37 March 2007

i thought this was really funny when i did it, except for the ending .

ladies and gentlemen, a GAZETTE mad-lib:

Once upon a time there has a young NURSE named AOI. He was HAPPILY SUNNING in the SHINY forest when he met SWEET KAI, a run-away BUM from the ICKY Queen EM_MIE.

AOI could see that SWEET KAI was hungry so he reached into his REFRIGERATOR and give him his HOT ICE CREAM. SWEET KAI was thankful for AOI's ICE CREAM, so he told AOI a very BLUE story about Queen EM_MIE's daughter EM_MIE #2. How her mother, the ICKY Queen EM_MIE, kept her locked away in a DORM protected by a gigantic DOLPHIN, because EM_MIE #2 was so BLIND.

AOI JUMPED. He vowed to SWEET KAI the BUM that he would save the BLIND EM_MIE #2. He would CLIMB the DOLPHIN, and take EM_MIE #2 far away from her eveil mother, the ICKY Queen EM_MIE, and SIT her.

Then, all of the sudden, there was a PAINFUL RAIN and SWEET KAI the BUM began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic DOLPHIN from his story. ICKY Queen EM_MIE DANCED out from behind a POTATOE and struck AOI dead. In the far off DORM you could hear a PING.

THE END.
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I dug up this url from my bookmarks when I was spring cleaning today: http://www.fuali.com/BoldWord.aspx?id=50f4...0d-8ca7ba47ad81

-laughs- i tried that and mine came out worse then yours.

LOL.

ahh i think im gonna try that when i get home

*cries*
omfg, MAKE ON THE HOLIDAY! Lead used go on it!


i actually quite like Ruki's hair =D actually, i've always loved his hair~

haha yea. Make on the Holiday. im still waiting for someone to rip that vid!! XD

ditto! i loove ruki in any hairstyle. haha.

''Bath Room''

Why can't I sleep? I was fascinated by the silence.
It is empty to talk to myself in a damp room again.
Why can't I sleep? Because I saw you.
You look down at the wet floor. Leaning the head while sleeping.

I just didn't have any feelings for the uninteresting reality.
I adoringly looked at you without saying a word and even forgetting to blink.

I want to fall asleep, just feeling the fear of awaking.
I want to forget everything. It is selfish nonsense.
I call your name. I go mad with the silence.
I shouted while holding your thin shoulder, it was too frail with warmth.

I was fascinated by the uninteresting reality.
I fount out that it even was meaningless that I had been borne not to cry.

The voice at my back kept on.
The reason was not important.
Only you look so sad in front of me.
I hate myself so much because I couldn't do anything for you.

I tell to you, who gave me my name. Can you be beside me as it is.
Yeh, for me you are the first and last "mother".

I softly lined you with deep red color on the white wall.
I came close, the still warm cheek. I just smiled calmly.
A big teardrop was filled with you. And I felt we could become one.
The time when the eyelids close and the warmth is gone, I am beside you.



I know everybody probably knows the lyrics, but I just really felt like posting them. This is my favorite Gaze song, and today I've been listening to it all day...it always makes me feel calmer. I'm in a sad mood. I think the idiot (my former school principal) ruined my chance to get that scholarship, and mostly all I can think of today is stomping into his office waving a baseball bat (in lack of large medieval weaponry) and shouting out 'A**HOLE!!! ARRGH!!!' while repeatedly kicking him in the balls. I keep thinking about something that a person I admire once said, something along the lines that he wouldn't let anything stop him, except maybe a meteor that hits Earth and destroys it. It's such a funny statement *laughs* But well, I feel really guilty and angry at myself for not being able to stop this little fish, the irresponsible principal, from slowing me down/stopping me from reaching my goals. And from trampling on my dreams like that. But well, I'll get over it with time, and try again next year... *sits in emo bathroom corner*

ah, Mihaela, is your principal still being useless? *sigh* go on, kick him in the balls is what I say =D

Nah, seriously, I'm sorry you're still having trouble with that. I also love Bath Room (it's awesome on NLSG too). That and Kodou are two of the most atmospheric songs I've ever heard. I sort of understood the songs before I read the translations.

NIL is one amazing album, the lyrics to Cassis are also very beautiful, but I think Taion also has a great atmosphere:

A wintry sky and the broken streetlight cold wind.
Unknown shadow the footprint of desertion.
Freedom was taken.

If it wakes up a gloomy ceiling.
A laughing voice sinks in the eardrum it is soiled.
And violence rapes me.

An understanding is impossible.
Why was I chosen? Someone should answer...

edit: one of my favourite screencaps from Taion

he's beautiful.

*gives Mihaele a big hug*

Yeah girl, go ahead and kick some sense into this man!

NIL is indeed an awesome album...Cassis is the song that touches me most. I can't tell you why. It calms me and makes me smile, even when I'm on the verge of tears.

*sighs* And I adore Aoi's guitarplay in that song. Wish I could play like him. But it seems I'm totally without talent when it comes to playing guitar.

Aoi's playing in that song is amazing. I remember watching it on NLSG and when he does the bit right at the end I'm always just Aoi...

I always love that thing he does in Taion too, it's hard to explain properly but when he pulls his hand sharply up the stem of the guitar and it makes that "shmm" noise.

I could go on about how cool they are forever xD it makes me wonder why some people get interested in bands mostly for their looks, when they play so amazingly that you shouldn't be able to ignore it. There's so much feeling when Gazette play (and other bands too, but I'm not going to spam). And afterwards you dont know whether, to cry, laugh nervously, or just clap with all your might.

There was a performance on Heisei Banka (can't remember what song ==u ) where Ruki's voice is just so amazing, that when he's done there is a huge pause where the audience dont seem to know what to do. And instead of a cheer or scream, or a yell of "Ruki!" following immediately after, it was applause.

^*nods* I know what you mean. I love watching them play...sometimes even to the point where I totally forget about the song, because I'm so mesmerized.

*sighs* Great...my best friend has another depression attack...and through my fault. Because I'm too broke to visit her...I hate my life.

*put's Cassis into the player* Need that now to calm me.

Oh Amber...*patpat* If you need to talk I'm here...

i listen to Gazette when i sleep and stuff and if i cant sleep im always in awe....i remember the first tyme i was all lyk "why does ruki sing lyk thys??" but i noticed how close minded i was nd i listened deeper into the song and i realized he has so much passion and he and the rest of gazette members put in SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much passionnnnnn!!!!!!!!!! thts why i love them so much!!!! and whenever i see them peform live i'll juss shut out the world and focus on them....i freaking love the guitar solos...and the drums and bass solo are usually more upbeat either way i love them

i like their slower songs but i have to say "filth in the beauty" is my current favorite. Every time i listen to it I always imagine the headbanging sessions from the video. i try to but i just get dizzy and a headache. (￣‥￣)

Second favorite song is "taion" cuz ruki's voice is AMAZING! i lurve it when he goes from yelling/screaming to holding those long notes and showing us how bada$$ a singer he is.