[HERMIT]

Okay, I have a rant: I still don't get why I get compared to Chow Yun Fat. He's tall, slender, and debonair. I'm short, squat, and average with a round Charlie Brown head. Man, he's 13 years older and looks better than me, haha. *shrugs*

Shoot, stick a ballcap on me and I'm more liable to look like a older version of Short Round, that little asian sidekick of Indiana Jones.

[JiHyUnEe03]

omg i love this thread. i dont complain much except in my diary..(i dont want to bore people around me with my sob stories) but this is the internet so hey, whatever. =D

-My dad is so KOREAN. (and not in a good way) i dont even know why he lives in america. i try and avoid him as much as possible.
-my dvd player isnt working wvekwdgluhfwbwuhflwv
-my dog mochi pissed on my bed last night when i got up to use the bathroom for like 2 minutes because my step sis was up doing her hw, and decided to tun on my room light, wake my dog up, play with him for like 30 seconds and leave him on the bed (yea, right after he wakes up..thats smart)..mochi knew he shouldn't have done that and was whimpering when i came back in the room. my step sis just looked at me blankly when i asked her why she didnt use common sense and put him on the ground so that he can pee if she woke him up. (actually she didnt even have to use common sense because i told her MANY times...mochi needs to pee after he sleeps, eats and plays a lot..i told her constantly that 90% of the time he pisses almost 10-20 mins after those three things) i ended up crying myself to sleep out of frusturation because i didnt want to scream at her, yet i was aching to say "are you stupid?? or just not listening?? how many times have i told you this???" and because i was cold but didnt have a blanket for the rest of the night. (btw, this is the 3rd time something like this happened..once on my mom's suave couch, once on my dad's...and now this) arghsdbjhfkjfbv&%$%^$@#**
-i only see my bf once a month now because we live so far apart. (i lived with him for 2 years so this is a huge change) and the stress is making me snap at him over the phone constantly.
-mcdonalds gave me dry, burnt fries today. and they were stingy with their ketchup.
-there are about 10 people i can name right now that i want to smack across the face.
-i miss LA and its dirty streets and polluted air.
-redlands is frappin BORING. im engulfed by boredom. im bored when i go out. im bored when i eat. im even bored in my sleep.
-i can't seem to find a job i like. and i need money.
-i've been getting huge migrains, dizzy spells, got a bloody nose this week, and i've been seeing spots of light when i blink occasionally. its annoying me that my body isnt listening to me. i usually have it under control everyday. and i eat well too.
-and my sister's bf pisses me off more everyday. disrespectful little arse. i wanna make his ugly face uglier.

god there'sso much more ( a bit more serious as well) but this will do..it helped anyways ^^

Okay, I have a rant: I still don't get why I get compared to Chow Yun Fat. He's tall, slender, and debonair. I'm short, squat, and average with a round Charlie Brown head. Man, he's 13 years older and looks better than me, haha. *shrugs*

Shoot, stick a ballcap on me and I'm more liable to look like a older version of Short Round, that little asian sidekick of Indiana Jones.

maybe you underestimate yourself. =)

[HERMIT]

maybe you underestimate yourself. =)

Well, I suppose people thought that Short Round actor was kind of cute in The Goonies.

-redlands is frappin BORING. im engulfed by boredom. im bored when i go out. im bored when i eat. im even bored in my sleep.

But isn't being bored in your sleep kind of the goal? God forbid that you have a dream where you're actually doing something. I mean, I went to bed, closed my eyes, and before I knew it I found myself trying to put up Christmas lights around a huge mansion with this guy that looked like the old guy in those vintage Benny Hill shows constantly shaking the ladder when I was high on it. It was so frustrating, I actually woke up even more weary.
Man, I want to have a dream where I'm lying in a hammock. Or in a coffin.

[mrs. pakman]

sometimes...i feel like my mom is so overprotective. i'm sure that's how i'll feel when i have kids...but still!
i'm gonna drive from las vegas to visit home in the bay area and i told her that i wanted to stop by la to visit some friends.
she flipped out and told me to come straight home. la's on the way home! and it's not even like i wanna go out and party.
i want to go to disneyland for goodness sake! i don't know why it's such a big deal cuz it's on the way!
i'm gonna be in the la area anyways on my way home...might as well go to disneyland...
but she insists that i fly to la. waste of money.

[losborrachos]

ok, so i go to a religious college, whoopdeedoo... what's so frustrating is that i'm not of the religion that the school is based in, but most people are... and all they wanna do is find a future spouse that's basically that religion, so once word is out that you're not, you're basically labeled "NOT DATEABLE"... and that is so frustrating because basically there's absolutely no one to blame and there's really nothing i can do abt it... it's just my dumb luck to be stuck here for the next two years...
and then situations keep happening like i have a hot TA that i've had a crush on cos he's hot and nice and perfect and hot and i think he's attracted to me too and we get stuck in a dark room where we have to load film into a 16mm camera magazine... there's no light whatsoever and for 20 minutes we just feel each other out (he has to test and make sure the film is on w/e w/e w/e so we keep passing the damn thing around) in complete darkness and i wanna jump on him so bad but i can't because technically i'm NOT DATEABLE... (okay this is basically a rant abt getting stuck in a dark room with a god and being incredibly turned on but not being able to do anything abt it)
whew good thing i'm above 20 but w/e...

[JF21©]

^^

i woulda so copped a feel...

[incyphe]

ok, so i go to a religious college, whoopdeedoo... what's so frustrating is that i'm not of the religion that the school is based in, but most people are... and all they wanna do is find a future spouse that's basically that religion, so once word is out that you're not, you're basically labeled "NOT DATEABLE"... and that is so frustrating because basically there's absolutely no one to blame and there's really nothing i can do abt it... it's just my dumb luck to be stuck here for the next two years...
and then situations keep happening like i have a hot TA that i've had a crush on cos he's hot and nice and perfect and hot and i think he's attracted to me too and we get stuck in a dark room where we have to load film into a 16mm camera magazine... there's no light whatsoever and for 20 minutes we just feel each other out (he has to test and make sure the film is on w/e w/e w/e so we keep passing the damn thing around) in complete darkness and i wanna jump on him so bad but i can't because technically i'm NOT DATEABLE... (okay this is basically a rant abt getting stuck in a dark room with a god and being incredibly turned on but not being able to do anything abt it)
whew good thing i'm above 20 but w/e...

This is totally a porno novel!

[losborrachos]

^^

i woulda so copped a feel...

the thing is i don't know if i did or not... ok the dark room is a non-functioning bathroom around.. 5'x10' with a sink and everything so there wasn't a whole lot of room... it was so dark we had to reach out and feel around for the light switch every time we needed to turn on the lights... AND to top it off we had to put gaff tape (think scotch tape so hardcore you can build a house with it) on the edges of the door so no light could seep in, effectively trapping ourselves in... and we had to switch positions a couple of times because we had to put the film stuff on the sink... in such a situation, of course you'll "accidentally" touch each other, and we did... the only thing is it was so dark i don't know what i ended up touching (though obviously i could feel what he was touching)

This is totally a porno novel!

you're right... this story is turning into a harlequin romance, except in reality it didn't, and i kinda wish it did ... kishouldstopnow... soooo what's everyone ranting about?

[melkimx]

i'm not sure if this qualifies as a rant, but i haven't properly participated in this thread yet, so here goes:

i work in a very small office, but we work for a much bigger corporation, so we often meet with people who work there. so my boss and i met with this one engineer today, and using my email address, he inferred my last name, which is really typical korean. he took down this giant globe in his cubicle and started showing me how he'd learned that koreans had probably landed in america long before anyone else because of a certain current, and that koreans on rafts would have floated all the way to what is now california. and then he said his wife had seen a picture of a latina girl somewhere, but that this girl looked completely asian. and then he took down a picture of his granddaughter and said, "doesn't she look latina? but she's indonesian and white." and i said, "well, i guess so," because i didn't know what else to say. and then he mentioned again that koreans were probably the forefathers of latino people, and he said, "i learned that from my race preservation magazine." and it was just such a wtf moment. i was thinking to myself, "what the hell is a race preservation magazine? is that what i think it sounds like?" and i was just mulling this over, trying to figure it out, and then he's like, "ok, we need to go talk to mr. kim now... your distant cousin!" (for the record, there are a TON of people there with my last name. if i have to hear that i'm distantly related to all of them... ugh.) and then on the way to see mr. kim, he started talking about this girl he used to know who taught english in korea, and because she was white and koreans love white people, she made tons of money as an escort (but not the sexual kind) and got to meet the president of korea on her first night there and he was very nice to her even though she was just wearing jeans and didn't know who he was.

and i guess i was getting slightly annoyed by this point, but it was outweighed by sheer curiosity of what the heck went on in this guy's mind, and whether i'm special or he subjects all of his korean coworkers to these ramblings. anyway, it made me really glad i work in a small office with people i like.

[incyphe]

^what a complete moron...

[JF21©]

i'm not sure if this qualifies as a rant, but i haven't properly participated in this thread yet, so here goes:

i work in a very small office, but we work for a much bigger corporation, so we often meet with people who work there. so my boss and i met with this one engineer today, and using my email address, he inferred my last name, which is really typical korean. he took down this giant globe in his cubicle and started showing me how he'd learned that koreans had probably landed in america long before anyone else because of a certain current, and that koreans on rafts would have floated all the way to what is now california. and then he said his wife had seen a picture of a latina girl somewhere, but that this girl looked completely asian. and then he took down a picture of his granddaughter and said, "doesn't she look latina? but she's indonesian and white." and i said, "well, i guess so," because i didn't know what else to say. and then he mentioned again that koreans were probably the forefathers of latino people, and he said, "i learned that from my race preservation magazine." and it was just such a wtf moment. i was thinking to myself, "what the hell is a race preservation magazine? is that what i think it sounds like?" and i was just mulling this over, trying to figure it out, and then he's like, "ok, we need to go talk to mr. kim now... your distant cousin!" (for the record, there are a TON of people there with my last name. if i have to hear that i'm distantly related to all of them... ugh.) and then on the way to see mr. kim, he started talking about this girl he used to know who taught english in korea, and because she was white and koreans love white people, she made tons of money as an escort (but not the sexual kind) and got to meet the president of korea on her first night there and he was very nice to her even though she was just wearing jeans and didn't know who he was.

and i guess i was getting slightly annoyed by this point, but it was outweighed by sheer curiosity of what the heck went on in this guy's mind, and whether i'm special or he subjects all of his korean coworkers to these ramblings. anyway, it made me really glad i work in a small office with people i like.

john tesh THE WHAT?! are you serious...a ''race preservation magazine''?!!?!! sounds completely racist to me..lol even if he isn't the violent kind...john tesh the what...

you should have totally agreed with him...but be overly into it..like I KNOW but then when somebody else walked in/by give him the look like ::shh:: haha man..i woulda had a field day messing with this guy...haha

and yeah i hate it when you share the same last name with a few ppl...those relative jokes are soo corny and very cringeworthy...lmao
~~~~~~
on another note i read a story in COSMO about a white woman who went to Japan on a business trip and got caught up in the escort business (not sexual either) but she made a LOT of money..but her...um..pimp if you can call him that...would always keep her and the rest of the girls drunk off their asses or he'd beat them to keep them from leaving the country...pretty crazy ish right there [/ramble]

[losborrachos]

haha white-indonesian mix and latina... can kinda look alike i guess... anyways, that guy is a total creep, although if i were you i'd ask to see some of these "racial preservation" magazines just so i can get some laughs out of it... and that distant cousin joke is as annoying as disguised racism can get... you know, sometimes it just completely blows me away how ignorant some people are...

[tontamoo]

I'm sort of in a despair right now. I'm having no success in my job search and I'm filled with all this regret -- what I should've done during my school years to make myself more prepared for the workplace. I dunno. I'm at a loss at what to do at this point. Sigh. A long hug and a good cry would be nice right now.

[melkimx]

^ i know it's tough, but you'll find a job sooner or later. good luck.

you should have totally agreed with him...but be overly into it..like I KNOW but then when somebody else walked in/by give him the look like ::shh:: haha man..i woulda had a field day messing with this guy...haha

haha white-indonesian mix and latina... can kinda look alike i guess... anyways, that guy is a total creep, although if i were you i'd ask to see some of these "racial preservation" magazines just so i can get some laughs out of it... and that distant cousin joke is as annoying as disguised racism can get... you know, sometimes it just completely blows me away how ignorant some people are...

haha i know... my friend said next time i see him, i need to ask to be put on the subscription list of that awesome magazine. seriously, i was sitting there wondering if i even heard that correctly because i can't imagine such a stupid thing exists. well, i can... i just would rather not.

[rahrah]

OMG

EVERYONe iS GOING SNOWBOARDING WTF

I had knee surgery (torn ACL) 6 months ago from an accident while playing at a softball tournament, and since i been at a desk all the time, i haven't been able to heal properly. So i still can't run hard, just jog. And I DEFINITELY Can't snowboard!!!

WTF!! Im gonna miss a whole season again. i love being in the mountains. getting away from society, i need to that feeling of being free, and outdoors in lake tahoe, at a top of kirkwood, all peaceful, tranquil, like totally being inthe moment.

my gawd, that keeps me going for months, now i can't have that. it s.....u...c...k..s....f..u................................................k!

[YUNA!]

ahaha

So today I finally broke down at work.
This has been waiting to happen for a long time..
I was positioned over the hot cooker to make some pies and stuff for two freaking hours..
And I was getting really .... well, "cooked up" LOL! from the heat and stuff, and I asked my managers if I could go back on floor serving customers, but they said no.. so I had to go back making those stupid things.
Then, I really couldnt take it anymore, cuz two hours passed when I almost fainted from the direct heat..
Big, fat tears started rolling down my cheeks =P, but I tried to hide it..
A coworker saw them and he helped me, but I couldn't say anything cause I know that I'll really start crying;;

But later everyone was just telling me to do this do that do this do that do this do that and I guess everything bottled up and I just.. exploded haha... 'cuz also the fact that it was midterm week last two weeks plus this week haha XD... so I couldnt take it nemore n ditched my station.. I stormed off to the girls' washroom and broke down crying.. I cried hysterically 'till I couldn't breathe haha~

I dunno..
Also the fact that another scary co-worker was trying to pressure me in going out with him since last June tore me up a bit too~
I guess I felt like I wasn't getting any respect, from both the managers & that guy??~~~~ Hahaha.. yeah~ my managers n I had a nice long chat (while I was still hyperventilating XD)....

Any of you broke down at work before??~~~ @@ ,............

[son_lin]

Okay, I have a rant: I still don't get why I get compared to Chow Yun Fat. He's tall, slender, and debonair. I'm short, squat, and average with a round Charlie Brown head. Man, he's 13 years older and looks better than me, haha. *shrugs*

Shoot, stick a ballcap on me and I'm more liable to look like a older version of Short Round, that little asian sidekick of Indiana Jones.

Well Short Round can be pretty hot.

And Charlie Brown ain't half bad too. Actually Eli, if you grab yourself a blanket and start walking around like Linus, I'll be all over you.

[HERMIT]

^Oh wow.
You just reminded me of an old high school nickname: Eli-nus.

[son_lin]

^Oh wow.
You just reminded me of an old high school nickname: Eli-nus.

And i just realised i can be a Lin-us

you can be my Eli-nus anytime

[JiHyUnEe03]

Well, I suppose people thought that Short Round actor was kind of cute in The Goonies.
But isn't being bored in your sleep kind of the goal? God forbid that you have a dream where you're actually doing something. I mean, I went to bed, closed my eyes, and before I knew it I found myself trying to put up Christmas lights around a huge mansion with this guy that looked like the old guy in those vintage Benny Hill shows constantly shaking the ladder when I was high on it. It was so frustrating, I actually woke up even more weary.
Man, I want to have a dream where I'm lying in a hammock. Or in a coffin.

ahahahhaha ^^* i actually really enjoy dreaming. it helps me feel refreshed when i wake up. if its a scary dream i wake up startled and pretty freaked out so its hard for me to go back to sleep (which is good when i have work...and because i have a dog that i need to take out to pee and poo) but either way, dreaming makes sleeping last much longer for me. in redlands however, most of the time as soon as i close my eyes, i wake up in what seems like 2 minutes. and im still frappin tired. i waste all my money on venti white mocca fraps at starbucks.