[knickstorm]

EWWWW I CANT BELIEVE THE REDSKINS WON.
DOUBLE EW.

lol, baltimore lost too........

anyways.....wanted to get an early start to my day ( i have mondays off) i must've missed my alarm clock, woke up and felt great..........then i looked at the time........ 2:19pm!!!!!!!!!

[709394]

sigh...........
we always want what we can't have.
i miss you sooooooooo much it hurts.
i shouldve never added you back on facebook despite your relentless requests ...i shouldve saw this coming, i cant stop looking at your )@(*)@*@@ profile.

but u will never know.
because i will never say it. Cuz whats the use of saying it?
your half a world away anyways. If i say it, itll make both of us sad. If i dont say it, then ill be sad.
so i'd rather be it that i be sad than both of us be sad.

i know one day ull find the love of your life, someone who will treat you nice and I know you will make her feel very special.
And I'll be sitting here going....sigh...why could we never have started.
I wonder why u never txt me or msg me anymore, but how can i blame you when i do the exact same thing? Cuz I'm scared to.
Long distance sucks. Falling in love with a guy half a world away sucks even more.

Even though i know there are manyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy other guys in this world, at this moment now, i dont know if i can ever find a guy like you ever again. I miss U.

[xcarebear]

The boyfriend wants me to gain weight [but I'm not even unhealthy/stick skinny]. Reason is that I'm short/small and he wants to feel like he's hugging a teddy bear. I don't want to! I just want to tone up and lose the last 3 to 4lbs. I'm working hard to lose weight and tone up and this dude.. this dude tells me he wants me to GAIN weight. I feel like all my hard work over the summer is being.. I don't know? Unappreciated? Criticized? Etc? I didn't do it for him though so whatever.. but still don't talk about my weight jerk.

[PaNgIeE]

i hate driving when there's stupid drivers out there! UGH!

[viper2788]

i think im getting kicked out of my university. after a pre-hearing conference(by tomorrow), i'll be certain. this wont be pretty....

[7thprincess]

5 hours. 5 more hours until I tell you my answer.

[Pogichinoy]

I hate traffic. Motorists, damn you all to hell, get off my road!! xD

[LYRA]

My car got rear-ended. john tesh! This has never happened to my before. I mishandled the situation (in the moment, I didn't know I had to call the police to get it reported TT___TT... again, this hasn't happened to me before!!) and not my bumper is scratched and messed It's my mama's car, not mine

I work in an office. I might have tenditis. Dammit. What if I can't use computers ever again?

I'm worried that I'm incapable sometimes. My friend's polishing her abilities for graduate school because she wants to be a psychologist. I want to focus on psychodermatology... but my writing, my comprehension sucks... I feel that as much as I try to improve, I'll fall flat on my face (gah!! stop with the negativity!)

I have execessive eyebags (no exaggeration)... need surgery now...

Why can't I lose 15 lb?!?!!? Why is it so difficult? Is my workout just maintaining my weight?! ARGH.

[jN x3 sK]

Why is my job filled with so many mini cooper talkers. At first they seemed cool and joked around with yuo but then BAM the mother john tesher runs there mouth and snitches to make her way up the totem pole what pinkberry

[xLionHeartx]

I wish I didn't have my morals. I would have probably gotten laid yet I stop myself every time because I want to believe in something more, not just a one-nighter. You were hot, and you really knew how to work me, I'm sorry I didn't reciprocate, and it wasn't cool to call my friends a bunch of dykes. I'm regretting it, seems to be the story of my life. It took a lot of courage for you to do what you did, even if I'm being naive right now and there was a different reason to all this, you were hot, I wanted you, I couldn't have you because of the circumstances. I started regretting it once I left, all throughout the night I kept thinking about it. I'm sorry, not to you, but I'm sorry that I am, who I am.

[asianpanthers]

^^^jesus christ. even when you're trying to be earnest, you sound boastful as sin^^^

to go along with the topic, i find false earnestness annoying as hell. it kind of makes me want to stab my eyeballs with an unsharpened pencil until i go blind.


oh. and it's annoying as heck that my cousin is so effing nice. i'm really annoyed at him right now, but dont have the heart to say so. =/

[tlydia]

Just because I didn't tell you when I found out, doesn't mean I was hiding it from you. I needed time. You really hurt my feeling with your words. Now why is it that I'm the one who is apologizing!

[Simply suZ]

I really don't get why a person would try to stop gay people from getting married. UGH. Especially, when they say they have nothing against gay people. Ok...?

I know I'm evil for even thinking this of a friend, but I don't think she should try to be overtly sexy when she's not. I mean if you are actually sexy I'll say it. But, when you're not and you try to be sexy...it looks kind of ridiculous. It's like Angelina Jolie trying to be cute. o_O!

[wisawisa]

Did I crush again? I don't think I'm ready for the wild goose chase just yet. =/

[tinasarangg]

ah babe you are TOO adorable.
i know its tough, but i know you're doing this for me.
i'll be your moral support for the time being.
aja <3

[mikomi]

Fight! Fight! Fight! This is for my life, for all my dreams! For the ones that have passed and ones that are to be, that which will plague my sleepless nights and what little satisfied moments may be left, or worse, which I let myself have. It's a chant in my ear which has become something I do not recognize, just as a reflection will always aspire to be, but never be the original; it is not the vision which searches but the blindless that pushes. I have lost it.
Conscience and body has polarized. Is there really a heart if it has sunken deep into itself? Fight! Fight! Fight! I see it beating sporadically, pumping life that is clearly not willing to agree. It is life, after all, and it has a mind of its own! I see it but it is no longer my own. It is a monster, a devil, a wanna-be in the reflection which should be of myself and it has my blood, everything, my life and all my dreams captured with it as it screams at me, Fight! Fight! Fight!...chant with me, Fight.

[tlydia]

Who the hecks goes jogging at 5 in the morning?! I forgot, it's you. If you want to go jogging, go right ahead. Why did you have to wake me up from my peaceful sleep and make me tag along with you? Did you know how warm and comfortable our bed was? I know I'm in good shape and keep pretty physical active but throughout our whole relationship, you knew how much I despised jogging, especially that early. Now I'm here at work and I'm tired not to mention I have a four page essay due today in my Special Education's class. How the heck am I suppose to write the paper if I have no energy left.

[Irysinon]

I john teshin' wish these sleeping pills would kick in sooner. I hate staying wide awake at 2 in the morning, while being able to hear sounds blocks away like a dog. I can't remember the last time I had a clean good long relaxing sleep. It's a barbaric world in my head.

[tlydia]

^^^
Ambien 10 mg always knocks me out.

Writing a 2 weeks notice isn't easy at all especially when my employer is so nice and understanding. I don't want to quit my job!!

[caramel.coffee&nuts]

You are freaking pathetic. I already gave you a second chance and you threw it away. And now, you comeback to me like I'm some kind of idiot that will fall for your lies again? Hell the john tesh no. I'm not that stupid to let you back into my life so you can ruin it again. Like I've said before, everything happens for a reason. You are out of my life so stay the john tesh out. I don't want anything to do with you. john tesh off!