[questions987]

^^^HAHA now I know how to find you! Next time I'm by Tea N More, Im going to look for a mini cooper.

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Now for my rant:

Why don't you get it? I love every minute I'm with you, but I can't breathe when you're around. I miss you and it hurts when I'm not with you, but I don't have to watch everything I do aorund you. We cannot have a friendship like this, you either are uncomfortable or I am. That is not a friendship, we need to be oursevels around each other.

I know - I shouldn't close off my options, and the thought of hurting you, KILLS ME. But I want to go back to me, I want to go back to us. I just don't get it, you won't talk about it, you bargin with me about it, you tell me it'll be okay, but it never seems to be.

AND THE THINGS YOU SAY: You've never had such an emotional connection to anyone? Fine okay - then make me want to stay, you aren't ready but you won't give me the options of down the line, you just say not right now and you don't know if ever. Thats not fair to me. It's a friendship, if I walk away - IT'S NOT LEAVING YOU. You ask me if I'm leaving you? Thats something that wives do to husbands, girlfriends do to boyfriends. You and I? ARE FRIENDS. If I stop hanging out with you - we just stop being friends, it's not leaving.

All I want, all I really want for Christmas this year - a chance, an actual chance, an actual opportunity to be in a realtionship with you. To be with you - not saying that it would work, not saying that we'd even last past a week but the pull and the confusion, it'd be easier if I dated you and ended it and I knew that we tried rather than this stupid push/pull thing. Nobody wants me to leave you because they see somethng that I wish I could see. They see how you care about me, they hear how you miss me, they know when you think about me but I don't. I see, feel, and know when you push me away and put up your barriers. Everyone worries about what it will do to you when I walk away. They worry about how cold I'd be when I go back to life without you. I just want to try, JUST TO FREAKING TRY.

I hate love, I hate emotions, I hate relationships, and part of me wishes that I never took that speech class, I never met you.

[derrek]

You played yourself, I'm done, peace ONE!

[*wenDzie^^*]

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[HERMIT]

^^^HAHA now I know how to find you! Next time I'm by Tea N More, Im going to look for a mini cooper.

Haha, no way! Now I'll know better and simply park my lil' red 'meanie' across the street ... but which side, I won't tell. Heehee. Guess you'll have to do a little footwork if you really want to hunt me down...

[tinasarangg]

john tesh my life.
200$ gone.
200$ that i busted my ass for.
john tesh the world. seriously.

[huyen2501]

thanks for officially creeping me out. i don't even want to leave work by myself anymore. -__- are there any decent guys out there??

[ManekiNeko~*]

BWAHREWKRHEWRHIEWKRFKJSHDF

[questions987]

Haha, no way! Now I'll know better and simply park my lil' red 'meanie' across the street ... but which side, I won't tell. Heehee. Guess you'll have to do a little footwork if you really want to hunt me down...

In the words of some old music group:

I would walk 500 miles and I would walk 500 more....blah blah blah. I'd find you Hermie, I really would.

[Aerolite]

I'm surprised that because I haven't actively used my facebook in a couple months....People think I'm dead or just MIA.

...Call me instead? You all have my number.

[Mr Boo Boo]

I'm surprised that because I haven't actively used my facebook in a couple months....People think I'm dead or just MIA.

...Call me instead? You all have my number.

calling people?? whats that??

[YUNA!]

john tesh you, evil senile old woman.
You know why you're all alone at home with no one, and nothing?
You know why you're not out there shopping for your friends or having people over?
BECAUSE YOU john teshING HAVE NO FRIENDS TO BEGIN WITH, SO YOU SPEND ALL YOUR TIME SCREAMING AT PEOPLE OUTSIDE YOUR john teshING APARTMENT!

What's so john teshing wrong about bringing my dog out to play in the snow?
It doesn't give YOU THE john teshING RIGHT to lean out your window and john teshing yell at me like that - well, unless you are the property's owner. Then I'll bow down to your ugly ass wrinkly face. BUT otherwise please eat your own mini cooper and shut the john tesh up =_=! Go waste your time yelling at your reflection. Or exercising. I was amazed at how you didn't FALL OUT YOUR WINDOW with your weight. And I thought you were an adult. Yelling at me is fine; then I learn you yell at everyone. That makes you look ugly, did you know? Too bad. You were already ugly to begin with. Next time you yell at me, I take it to your apartment manager. john tesh you!

btw I hope you heard what I kindly said about you through your OPEN WINDOW AT -5 DEGREES WEATHER. And I hope you enjoyed my piercing eyes through your window. It's time for the tiger to come out of the kitten~

[ahndee]

I can't stand cheap people...expect prices to go up when our economy is falling. If you can't afford it don't buy it and stop complaining. I can't stand dumb drivers especially in the snow, you're not invincible with your awd, slow down and stop tailgating and snow chains will break if you drive them on cement and don't try to return them to get your money back.

[jurassic5]

at the office on Christmas Eve...blah.

[ninomy]

I'm going to love this place =).

*Ranting mode*
First of all. . .to whoever I'm referring to
I'm a writer and not your personal assistant.
I don't care whatever you say, you sucks
i hate your money minded corrupted mind
i hate the way you showed your authority
i dont fancy following all the rules of the company~
gah. . .

[coreancc]

Yay for working at a place that doesn't give us Christmas Eve off, or the day after Christmas! Well, can't complain... I have a lot of friends who will be working on Christmas.
What I AM here to complain about is the mail. Our carrier hasn't shown up for a week now!? I called the post office and they said that I'll have to come by and pick up my mail myself, as well as drop off anything I want to go out. They told me mail is delayed due to weather conditions.
None of my Christmas cards will get delivered to friends until around New Years.

[Bamidele]

Why do I always have to be the one to get sick during the Holidays? I will be spending my Christmas in bed doped up on NyQuil and sore throat drops....lameness

[Myss Blewm]

What I wrote on the card:
Dear friend,
Merry Christmas! It's been a tough year, so sorry I couldn't get you a gift. But here's to a merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
-Your friend

What I should have written:
Dear Pretend Friend,
You're a [toolbox]. I know the only reason you bother being "friendly" with me is because you want to be accepted by my other friend. I didn't get you a gift because I knew you were too cheap to buy me a gift. I know you'd rather waste your money on the precious ecstasy that you're going to take on New Year's Eve (yeah! *soandso* told me about how you complained that she's wasting money getting them for $11 a pill when you can get it for $10 a pill). Have fun continuing to ruin your brain. You know, I thought getting that DUI and spending 8 hours in jail would wake you up to you [toolbox]ing up your life, but clearly you didn't learn your lesson. I hope you hate this crappy card I got you.
-Your Used To Be Best Friend (you know, before you ditched me for drugs)

[questions987]

you Ass. if youre going to surf the web on my phone john teshIng make sure that YOU DONT VISIT PORN DATING SITES. I WAITED, I WAS PAITENT, I EVEN john teshING LOVED YOU,.GOD DAMN BASTARD. HERES TO YOU, JACKASS

[KuYA II]

Flyleaf - I'm so sick

I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

please just leave me alone. I'm so sick of everyone!! leave me be...thats all i could ask okay?!?!?!

[Inevitable]

ONE freakin day!!! ONE FREAKIN DAY!!!


stupid ONE. so small yet so powerful.