[foreverursVi]

stupid bastard....how many times do i have to explain to you how and why we do certain things? if you f---- up my project, i'll break your limbs off.

[cynicmunchkin]

i hate my life and the fact that i know my life sucks

i want to die but i won't be able to say john tesh you at everyone of them after i kill myself

i just don't understand life

i wish there would just be a book to guide me throught this hell

i think what the bible meant by hell is actually living in this world

why is it all about me? I I I I I

because offline, it is all about everyone but me

and no it's not their fault

it's no one's fault

geez i find it hard to accept that

i'll never ever accept that cause it's not true

there's always some one or something to john teshig blame

I just think it is so amazig that everyone thinks im fine but the john teshing truth is im screaming to get my hatred out of every part of my body

here's my john teshing rant

im never been happy for a john teshing long time

it's rather pathetic

im trying to find out what's gonna trigger the climax which is me actually killing myself

im been tired for a very long time i don't know how long i can bare it

it's so painful to pretend the longer i do the more it becomes worse

one day there will be a time when my coping mechanisms won't be able to handle all of my mini coopers

and i dread that time but i also look forward to it cause if it's going to go on like this id rather make it soon

ranting is such a big part of my john teshing delirious head

[duchess]

The communication at work is horrible. Everyone is doing their own thing, no one is on the same page, and everything is all over the place! It's like playing a game of telephone at work! It's ineffective and no one knows the updates or what's going on.

[Irysinon]

I john teshin' hate colds. I'm feeling the prelude to one right now with the sore throat. And why during the summertime? I will never know. It's probably because of the stupid shower with its unbalanced boiler problems. Hot water, cold water, hot water. Then I have a stupid wedding to attend to this upcoming Saturday. Bunch of people I don't even know are gonna be attending and I'm gonna hate it because of the overcrowded-ness. What's with Korea and its obsession with marriage and extending the family line? Makes me sick to my stomach. Don't care about these relatives. And I bumped into the edge of the door. Now I have a john teshin' flesh peeled wound bandaged right below the heel area. This weekend is gonna suck when I have to put on those dress shoes. And, it's gonna rain. john tesh me.

[Love is Pain]

I can't wait until my last exam is over. I'll then be able to focus on bigger and better things for the future.

I want to get a job I actually like. Though I don't actually want to work right now.

I want to cross paths with that elusive girl from my dreams. Though it's unlikely, seeing as how my social circle is quite stagnant. It's also unfortunate to know that life isn't like a fairytale (ahh, I just finished watching the Densha Otoko live action series)

I wish girls that I come across are more graceful and well mannered. Maybe I just have bad luck and come across crazy b!tches. john tesh, why are they all socially and mentally messed up?

I'm going to change myself for the better in the hopes of attracting the right kind of people. Maybe it'll do nothing and I'd have wasted my effort ... that would surely suck and make me hate society even more.

[_dax_]

Question - your sanity.
Imagined words never said.
Objects created,
Your paranoia too great.
Respect limited by anger,
A menacing storm.
Fragile by movement,
The innocent confined.
A white flag goes by,
through waving fingers.
Unable to stop,
A problem unfolds.
To accept
To scream,
To plead.
Bitter thoughts of help,
that will not come.
Only to question your sanity.

[ginger]

Can I say that I just hate, hate, hate, hate, HATE the songs "Crazy" and "Vogue Girl" by Lee Jung Hyun AKA Ava? They're the biggest Lady Gaga rip offs ever and when I see her on tv, my blood kind of boils. I know it's irrational and stupid, but it drives me innnnnnnnsaaaane. She's not fierce, she's not talented, she's just riding off another performer's music and fashion style. Pathetic. Just had to get that out. Sorry.

-ginger

[Sebc]

Why can't I be a normal 20 year old ?
I want to know what to major in, move
out, and actually be able to drive. Stupid car accident
making me to scared to drive for a year and a half almost
2 years. This is stupid.I will never get out on my own the
way I am. Did I mention I need a job?? So it goes...
When will I GROW UP!

[cynicmunchkin]

It does not take a rocket scientist to realize by observation that some people are not to be judged the same way as normal healthy people.
Some people may lack manners, behave oddly, appear to have stunted learning in speech and understanding etc.

Some fail to realize people who appear healthy physically may have disguised mental illnesses.
To the disgust of others, those individuals should be treated with a certain level of respect.

Someone like my younger sister whom was diagnosed with autism and schizophrenia nine years ago; which now is 'very' much improved with the lack of violence due to her schizophrenia stabilization. She may seem toddler-like with her sometimes whiny voice, odd eating attempts at food she has never seen before, and the need to yawn constantly from the strain of keeping focused mentally, but some take her actions as a joke and ridicule.

For example, the couple sitting beside me at a wedding dinner reception:
The guy makes sarcastic comments about my sister acting like a baby and so I inform him.

Later on the evening his wife who has not been informed yet makes some comments.
She asks if my sister was shy and I respond with: she tends to be shy.
She then asks if my sister is not used to going to events like this and I respond with: somewhat she is not used to it.

The lady then gets on the defensive side with a disgusted look on her face saying: You know we all are in an uncomfortable situation. All of us has never met each other before but we all deal with it being polite and all.

An informal way of saying: I am fed up with your sister, can't she smarten up? Lovely ignorance.

I respond with: It's nice meeting new people, then drop the little chat to talk with my other sister.
I will leave it up to her husband to inform her since I noticed he completely froze after his wife made those comments, looking straight forward looking at neither of us. I was not in the mood to re-explain again.

I will admit I WAS NOT happy by her defensive comments.
Too bad we were in a wedding environment or I could challenge her comments but it is not worth it.
Too time consuming to explain to every single person who meets my sister or the occasional stranger that makes rude comments aloud.

To defend or not. I won't be able to be by her side forever. And I know she does not understand the hateful comments toward her.
I would appreciate if the guy rephrased his comments to: So, I noticed your sister, is there a reason why she acts the way she does.
I cannot say with age comes wisdom since I observe the majority of those ridiculing my sister are adults.

There are two sides to everything. I am glad my sister is no longer severely depressed with suicidal thoughts.
It doesn't help with all the ignorance surrounding her though.

it's a relief that at least there is someone who really cares for her.... im kinda jealous cause i hate my sister to death

[JJM]

Thanks for having your boyfriend buy all those beers and then have the rest of us pay for it. <___< If I knew this was going to happen I wouldn't have invited you.

OMG! This happened to ME. I went to a bday party and everyone ordered drinks then split. My bf was left to pay half the food tab with the bday girl and I took the booze bill. $200 for booze I drank only $12 of. Never again. I knew I should've told the waitress separate checks.

[BAZINGA!]

OMG! This happened to ME. I went to a bday party and everyone ordered drinks then split. My bf was left to pay half the food tab with the bday girl and I took the booze bill. $200 for booze I drank only $12 of. Never again. I knew I should've told the waitress separate checks.

WOW! That's really john teshed up. Who the john tesh does that? Rude.

[JJM]

^^ I know. And these were people we didn't even know. I wouldn't mind if they were my friends. At least, I knew they would pay next time around. But my friends aren't rude people, so yep... never again.

[kissez*]

OMG! This happened to ME. I went to a bday party and everyone ordered drinks then split. My bf was left to pay half the food tab with the bday girl and I took the booze bill. $200 for booze I drank only $12 of. Never again. I knew I should've told the waitress separate checks.

I hate people like that. They left the bill with the BIRTHDAY GIRL?
UGH.

[JJM]

Very shietty! It was around $200 too, so my bf was nice to help her out. Heaven's sake, it was her day.

So we actually paid $300 for food and drinks we had (that actually came out to be less than say $60). They just think my bf's made of money because he's a poker player.

[Myss Blewm]

OMG! This happened to ME. I went to a bday party and everyone ordered drinks then split. My bf was left to pay half the food tab with the bday girl and I took the booze bill. $200 for booze I drank only $12 of. Never again. I knew I should've told the waitress separate checks.

Ulgh I hate freeloaders who do that! In my case, I didn't even drink. It was a coworker's boyfriend and his friend who bought like twenty beers and they didn't pay for any of it.

[BAZINGA!]

john tesh landlords.

john tesh you double rent in july.
john tesh you Chase
john tesh you strome.
john tesh you laptop
john tesh you economy.
john tesh you LG Vu.


yeah man, I said it. john tesh you.

[booney]

urggghhghgg, im not sure if someone already posted a scenario about this,
i hate when i see girls with intense compact and bronzer on their face that dont even match the real neck skin color. like their face color from all the compact and bronzer dont even match their neck color!

[[A][C][E]]

Just a well thought out opinion on the great debate about global warming....

Am i one of the only few smart people in the world that thinks it's not humans that are causing the earth to heat up...
BUT THE SUN!!!!!!!!! hello? where do u think all that heat is coming from in the first place!!
such an obvious solution to it as well.....build a giant wall to block the sun therefore no more global warming....problem solved..

But seriously, why the hell did i choose to major in engineering.....

[HERMIT]

Just a well thought out opinion on the great debate about global warming....

Am i one of the only few smart people in the world that thinks it's not humans that are causing the earth to heat up...
BUT THE SUN!!!!!!!!! hello? where do u think all that heat is coming from in the first place!!
such an obvious solution to it as well.....build a giant wall to block the sun therefore no more global warming....problem solved..

But seriously, why the hell did i choose to major in engineering.....

Haha, we can't even get a wall built between the US and Mexico - how are we going to build a wall to block the sun?

But really, I think I remember hearing somewhere that part of the reason for all the global warming is the methodical breaking down of the ozone layer by man-made chemicals that are released into the atmosphere - such as freon from our car and home air conditioning units.
I know this sounds paradoxical, but I find it humorous that in order for us to cool down the earth we can start off by turning off our air conditioning.

[my_monkey]

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