[void216]

so this explains why this forum is pretty quiet, everyone just rants in here instead of making topics. I don not have anything to rant about just felt like commenting

[child2child]

what the heck how did someone like HER get so friggen popular? DO YOU PEOPLE NOT SEE WHO SHE REALLY IS? geebus...the world is going insane -_____-

[.moony.]

man I'm literally so sad T_T I dont know why I still went and did that thing. after all that thinking I decided not to do it...but for one moment i went crazy and did it anyway T_T WTF is wrong with me. It's now too late to regret.
i want to smack myself several times to remind me that this is another lesson of "we can't undo things"...time ain't gonna go back and no one can undo it for me T_T gosh
im so stupid ....i hate myself very much at this moment T_T

[kennesu]

how dare you say those things when the other party is not even in the room!

and i find it disgusting that everyone sat there like nothing happened. you worked with him for 2 and a half years!

bastards.

[srenity]

I always seem to put my friends above myself.
Deep inside, I ask myself: "What about what I want?" <--I can't say this out loud 'cause I like seeing them happy and have fun so I don't want to ruin the mood in any way.

I hate being a pushover, but I can't help myself D:

[*wenDzie^^*]

can't. go. back. to. sleep. because i'll be dreaming of you again.

[Millou]

urgh...so bored, feel sick...want to go outside, but feel sick...
and internet is sooo slow...

[_dax_]

Started at 7am, the neighbor has been blaring music through the wall for about two hours, still counting..

[xstarBURST]

whats up with this, i'll talk to you when i want to attitude, but when I want to talk to you you always have some excuse not to talk to me.

wtf, are you my boyfriend or are you just another friend who i've mistaken as my boyfriend?

[Myss Blewm]

Am I just a crazy beeyotch who has serious social issues? Are you blowing me off or....am I reading too much into your actions/non-actions? I question myself this every time there is an exceedingly long break we've all taken from each other. Like wtf? One of you leaves all the way to the other side of the country and failed to tell the rest of us? And you seemed unfazed when I asked, "And you didn't tell us before you left?" It was like, "Oh by the way, I left and I won't return for a month. I tell everyone we're like SUPER BFFS, but I won't even bother calling you or texting to say that I'll be on the other side of the country." And you only called me back after I called you and left a voicemail demanding if you had witnessed a murder and were put into Witness Protection. And then another one of you just completely stopped calling me and obviously got rid of your cell phone because I tried texting you but your number no longer existed. Thanks for informing. And like another one of you has totally turned into the "we" person. I can understand that couples do things without their lame single friends but I specifically set a date for us to do something and you OK'd it. The day comes and you just casually blow me off. WTF? I even mention Friend-Who's-In-Another-State couldn't be reached because they left the state a week ago, and your reaction? "O RLY?" Fine, so I'm exaggerating, but you seemed rather nonchalant about the whole ordeal. Like, "Oh well, that's what they did. We have to go, bye." But then I take this huge step back and I'm consumed by this wave of guilt. I'm not completely blameless. I guess you all stopped trying to reach me since I tend to not pick up when you call....but I'm so being an ass and say, I work a completely different schedule from you all. I've said over and over again, best times to ALWAYS reach me are anywhere between around seven in the AM to right before noon. But WTF you all call me at john teshing five in the afternoon. Ummm yeah, do I call you all at four in the john teshing morning when I know you have get up for work and/or school in just a few hours? Like john teshing someone who lives in a different time zone knows when to call or text me, but YOU who lives in the same state and have to put up with my constant whining of sleeping at odd hours can't grasp that you shouldn't call me to make conversations/weekend plans/run random errands that you JUST CAN'T GET TO yourself when I'm sleeping because I have to work later that night. Back to my guilt, I do get this afterthought that maybe you all realize that we're all busy therefore we're not going to be like how we were when we were all bums/school kids. And I'm the only one who's always so freaking pissed off is because I'm insecure about whether or not you all even give a mini cooper about me anymore, and you all clearly seem to not so I'm scared that I have no one to hang out with aside from my family so I'm getting pissed that you don't care about me. Damn it, I'm one of those conceited pinkberryes who no one likes because I'm insecure and clingy. I should get a shrink.....once I have money.

And wtf playlist? I only downloaded Good Charlotte because of that update where I put in one of your songs to make people LOL and you insist on playing them? WTF? *skip*skip*skip*skip*

[Mani4ever]

I'm worried about you, but you make it seem as if I'm just after you. DAMNIT! Why do you have to be like this?! Not eating anything, acting like a mini cooper, fasting during ramadan and then eat a meal a bird would barely enjoy. You're too thin! You get sick easily! You have NO energy! You get headaches and I massage you whenever you're hurt. Why are you so stubborn? I can't even talk to you about this, because you won't even listen. Everyone is worried about you, but you don't listen. Is this seeking for attention? No, cannot be.
This is so dangerous. You're playing with fire.


Our trip is really going to get cancelled? I really hate this pink berry. Whenever I start something, it always ends with nothing! So all of my hard work was for nothing?!

I want to cry but it just wont come.

Just forget it!

[child2child]

uuuuggghhhhhhhhhhh


i am officially never drinking again X_____x

[xstarBURST]

ugh my eyes hurt so bad from all that crying.

I know you really like me a lot, but it's hard for me to put things in the past and move on. Especially in the past if you haven't been there for me. I know you promised me that your going to be there for me in the future and that you haven't broken a single promise. What you said hurts my feelings and I have a feeling you can't stand me cry just like you can't stand drunk people....

the only reason why i drink is because I have no other way of forgetting how upset i am and how much it hurts sometimes how you neglect me while you have fun with your friends. I'm not an alcoholic nor do i have a drinking problem. I know when to stop, i just like the feeling of being drunk and having a care free time with my friends joking about things and not being so emo.

heh.

[YUNA!]

and eventually, you learn to trust no one but yourself.

[GwendolynGuillotine]

This may not come off as a rant... but anyways...

Both of my parents lost their job since their company is moving out of the States. It took me a few weeks to find out. My mother is in good strength to find a job as a nurse. My dad, I'm not sure of. The fact that he's a man of macho working, I'm sure he's in a need for a job.

My brother spends quite a lot on clothes, and I mean EXPENSIVE clothes. Not sure when he get control in that. Since we're the only two employed in the family.

About to head on to an Art school, but due to the recession, I'm doing another major at the Community College. My dreams and plan changed a bit.

I did felt pretty lonely and lost for some past few months, but thankfully I was able to talk to at least one person who I haven't even met before. Been talking to him eversince. I feel <3 once again, life isn't so bad afterall.

[lee-chan]

ARGH! Why can't this insecure bloke understand anything?! If he does not learn how to trust then step aside sonny. It was already wrong for you to give me a choice that isn't worth answering. Its a crazy question! No one in his right mind would ask such a thing! YOU are not the only thing that runs in my world. I have a life too and maybe your just insecure that your not making an effort to enjoy it as well. No siree, don't include me in your problems. If you can't bear with it then leave me alone!

[ManekiNeko~*]

rather infelicitous ass phone company


i'd shove kaka in their face if i could


at&t john teshing sucks

[kissez*]

I look like the walking dead.
I feel as though I haven't slept in months (I probably look like it too ahaha).
It's really difficult trying to balance working part time, going to school full time and making time for my friends.
*bangs head against the desk

[ManekiNeko~*]

damn dog has more gas than a freaking gas station!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


stop john teshing farting so much

[xstarBURST]

well my ex now just broke up with me....

i swear ive never cried so hard over a guy.