[CIRee]

man i just woke up and this is freaking buzz kill. i really need to stop drinking ;D

[kidd]

Lessons ending when I'm in the middle of learning a song sucks. Figuring out chord voicing for my own arrangement owns me.

[JF21©]

Lessons ending when I'm in the middle of learning a song sucks. Figuring out chord voicing for my own arrangement owns me.

oh god i feel you on that one..i've only got one more lesson left in and i'm still learning a song...too broke to pay for more lessons, i have to save for my trip....anybody feel like giving free vocal lessons in NYC?

[709394]

i just walked in 1 hour late to my FINAL. by that time, i had 4 minutes until it ended.
30MC, 2 page short answer that i did in 30 minutes...my gsi was nice enough to even give me 30minutes...

i was litearlly holding back my tears when i walked into a whole classroom full of ppl taking tests.
How can i be so stupid not to double check the time of my final...
i wrote it down on my PDA an d i assumed it was right.......

MY GOD>!!!!!!!!!!! now im scared that im not going to graduate

[tofuyum]

oh man...and i thought that i was the only one having bad luck. Maybe you can try to apply for special consideration and try to get a medical certificate from your doctor?

I recently got fired from work because my manager wasn't happy with me when he found out that I was looking for another job. He refuse to be my referee. Now I have to go ask this other accountant tomorrow....I really hope that she says yes otherwise it would be such a huge waste:(

[Korowa]

Life sure knows how to play games with you.

Even when you don't want to play games with it.

[YUNA!]

no one understands how painful it is to be a middle child in this family.

whenever i try to justify myself whenever my littest sister does something wrong to me
my "older brother" comes in to her rescue and beats me up.
i lock myself in the washroom while my brother is trying to hunt for me, and when i sneak back in my room, i find it in a mess.

when i finally burst into hysterical tears
thats when my 'brother' stops.
thats when he is happy.

no one understands...
no one undestands..

he even threatens me that he wont give me money when mom and dad retires.
who the hell careS?
do you think i really want your money?

i'd rather rot in hell.

[Echoe]

Gosh!


And he better not have a girlfriend. He better not. Because that spot is reserved for my ass. And if he does, by some wackadilistic chance, he better split with her before I come, see, and conquer.

[mz simmonz]

To my dearest Mother,

Just in case you didn't get the memo I am 22. I will be 22 for a full year, not just when you feel like pointing out I'm 22 and I should be "having more responsibilities in my life and in the home" other than being a student and working part-time. I am still 22 when you feel that I am too young to make my own decisions about small things like what to wear, what I should spend my money on and who I spend my time with. I am still 22 when you feel that I am "too old" to be having fun with friends or watching stupid shows on tv.

I love you Mom, but the suggestion box for my life is full. with your comments.

[papabear]

no one understands how painful it is to be a middle child in this family.

whenever i try to justify myself whenever my littest sister does something wrong to me
my "older brother" comes in to her rescue and beats me up.
i lock myself in the washroom while my brother is trying to hunt for me, and when i sneak back in my room, i find it in a mess.

when i finally burst into hysterical tears
thats when my 'brother' stops.
thats when he is happy.

no one understands...
no one undestands..

he even threatens me that he wont give me money when mom and dad retires.
who the hell careS?
do you think i really want your money?

i'd rather rot in hell.

Take care of yourself. I wish you could move out.

[Evigilant]

I feel as if I have nothing left worth losing.

My attitude at this time is: I'm going to shoot anything that I can when I'm gone. Anything and everything. Trash on the side of the road, it's getting shot at.

My only solace is that this is the last time I can be deployed. This will be my last tour, and I'm not re-enlisting. Seeing how the military is going down the shitter, at least the army in general, I'd rather just get out of it and finish school and get my life on track. I hate politics, especially in the military.

How much of the world am I going to lose after 15+ months? How many people are going to forget about me again, am I going to feel abandoned once more? Come home to be spit on once more? Am I going to have to rebuild all my friendships and find all new friends because these ones get married and or move away?

I just want to be in Iraq right now and get away from all the pissant Americans that annoy the mini cooper out of me daily. People who don't care at all about their country, people who pinkberry about the smallest thing and demand payment. I need to get away from those fools.

2 weeks of freedom left, and so far I've been drunk everyday. My plan is going well so far.

[melkimx]

my mom and brother just flew in today to visit me... i haven't seen them for months and i've been looking forward to it sooooooooooooooooooooooo much. but i think i repressed from memory how critical mothers can be of their children's physical appearance. mine has managed to put in, lord knows how many times in the span of less than a day, that i look like a skeleton, even though i weigh exactly what i weighed last time i saw her... although of course she complained back then too. thanks mom! and has been grilling me on my eating habits. she got on the phone and told my dad i look sick. i don't think i look that bad!

i actually just painted my nails black, like some little goth-wannabe kid... i think it'll give her something else to complain about... because i'm for sure she'll hate this. man i revert into the biggest kid ever around my mom... i swear.

but i have to add that i love her... she's my mom. she's the cutest mom ever.

[koneee]

HAHA awww glad you got to see em! :]

I GOT AN A ON MY PHOLOGY MIDTERM BABY YEAAAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I GOT 3-4 MORE STINKIN WEEKS OF SCHOOOOOOL!!!
ARGHHH I HATE IT SO MUCHHHH!! I WANNA BE DONE ALREADY!!!!

[momo08]

my boss pisses me off so badddddddd...she's a friggin dumb blonde who thinks she's the top fashionista of the industry.

-work hour starts at 9 for you, sharp, NOT 9:15 NOT 9:35 and absolutely NOT 9:45..and there's NO traffic at 10:00 either
-dont nag after me if i come in at 8:05 instead of 8:00, btw i make up your friggin 5 minutes at the end of the day anyways.
-i cant talk on the phone for more then 5 min, but if you talk on the phone with your date and giggle for 45 min thats ok??
-putting makeup on during 30 min in work hours to go to your after hours with you bff AND lying about it ("i have an appointment at the bank") is NOT ok
-its ok that ONE hair on your head if out of place..you aint gonna die if thats what you thought
-dont wear sweater dresses, because your love handles are puke material
-you need some bedroom action, NOW
-getting old is hard, i know, but dont dump on me
-the whole IT dept says your an airhead, you just dont know about it
-dont b<3tch at me, cuz i'll do just the same
-dont step on my feet because if i quit, you're dead meat sweetie

[WhiteMorningStar]

I feel as if I have nothing left worth losing.

My attitude at this time is: I'm going to shoot anything that I can when I'm gone. Anything and everything. Trash on the side of the road, it's getting shot at.

My only solace is that this is the last time I can be deployed. This will be my last tour, and I'm not re-enlisting. Seeing how the military is going down the shitter, at least the army in general, I'd rather just get out of it and finish school and get my life on track. I hate politics, especially in the military.

How much of the world am I going to lose after 15+ months? How many people are going to forget about me again, am I going to feel abandoned once more? Come home to be spit on once more? Am I going to have to rebuild all my friendships and find all new friends because these ones get married and or move away?

I just want to be in Iraq right now and get away from all the pissant Americans that annoy the mini cooper out of me daily. People who don't care at all about their country, people who pinkberry about the smallest thing and demand payment. I need to get away from those fools.

2 weeks of freedom left, and so far I've been drunk everyday. My plan is going well so far.

My deepest sympathies and prayers. *pats back*

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[papabear]

I feel as if I have nothing left worth losing.

My attitude at this time is: I'm going to shoot anything that I can when I'm gone. Anything and everything. Trash on the side of the road, it's getting shot at.

My only solace is that this is the last time I can be deployed. This will be my last tour, and I'm not re-enlisting. Seeing how the military is going down the shitter, at least the army in general, I'd rather just get out of it and finish school and get my life on track. I hate politics, especially in the military.

How much of the world am I going to lose after 15+ months? How many people are going to forget about me again, am I going to feel abandoned once more? Come home to be spit on once more? Am I going to have to rebuild all my friendships and find all new friends because these ones get married and or move away?

I just want to be in Iraq right now and get away from all the pissant Americans that annoy the mini cooper out of me daily. People who don't care at all about their country, people who pinkberry about the smallest thing and demand payment. I need to get away from those fools.

2 weeks of freedom left, and so far I've been drunk everyday. My plan is going well so far.

Maybe reading Marcus Aurlieus' Meditations would do you some good... in case I don't get a chance to reply to one of your posts again before you ship off, take care of yourself over there.

btw, NBC is doing an investigation on Dragonskin, and of course various generals are doing their best to criticize Dragonskin while playing up the supposed quality of Interceptor. Not to add to your disgust, but it is rather sickening. So what can you do but look out for the guy next to you and try to ignore the _____ higher up.

my mom and brother just flew in today to visit me... i haven't seen them for months and i've been looking forward to it sooooooooooooooooooooooo much. but i think i repressed from memory how critical mothers can be of their children's physical appearance. mine has managed to put in, lord knows how many times in the span of less than a day, that i look like a skeleton, even though i weigh exactly what i weighed last time i saw her... although of course she complained back then too. thanks mom! and has been grilling me on my eating habits. she got on the phone and told my dad i look sick. i don't think i look that bad!

i actually just painted my nails black, like some little goth-wannabe kid... i think it'll give her something else to complain about... because i'm for sure she'll hate this. man i revert into the biggest kid ever around my mom... i swear.

but i have to add that i love her... she's my mom. she's the cutest mom ever.

she's sounds critical, but that's her way of expressing her worry... alas, sometimes people don't know how to express their concern in a more beneficial way...

hope you have a pleasant time with your mom and brother

[YUNA!]

Please, forgive me for being a baby.........................

Maybe you can, I can't pretend like I don't care.
Yes, you have finals. I understand.
But I'm going through a domestic war---------------can you not tell how much I need you?

I don't have a best friend anymore, ever since she decided her john teshing boyfriend is more important than a six years plus friendship.
I can't go to my other friends, because I dont want to give my parents the bad "face".
You are the only person that can make me sane..
Every day when you say sorry for ignoring me, or for declining my invitations to go out, I say, it's okay, I understand.

But in reality, I don't......
The bitterness of alcohol is the only constant in my life... however, it doesn't do much anymore...

Sure, it makes me high and happy for a few hours.... but after a while.. when I sober up and need someone to talk to..
I need you..........
And when you didn't pick up your home phone/cell/text me back........


it feels like I have no one.

[Aziraphale]

Leave him alone. For the last time, LEAVE HIM ALONE!!!! What part of that did you losers not get? Who the hell do you think you are that you're such an expert on him suddenly? You ridiculous bunch of idiots. You call yourselves diehard fans but the first chance you get, you slam him left right centre. Absolute fools. You show the guy zero respect and that's how you claim to support him.

Damn you fools to hell!

[~~PuhPuhMuh~~]

i have exams in a few weeks.. have to study but no mood..
i think i'm failing my year.. i have no motivation

[WhiteMorningStar]

How many people in the 20s section is really over 20, I wonder?
Sometimes, I read things people write and I think to myself, 'there is no way on earth this person is over 20! He/she has the mentality/mind set of a middle/high schooler!'

Why girls leave their friends for their men when men manage to still have time for their friends AND loves, it irks me. Who do they run over to when the relationship is on the rocks? Who is there from beginning to the end when boyfriends come and go? Who sits there for hours, days, weeks, months and years listening to the same story over and over again, listening to the possible STD scare, the possible pregnancy scare, the possible break up scares, who is there listening and lending a shoulder through it all? FRIENDS! I have lost faith in finding a true, meaningful and lasting friendship amongst the females of our species-- this is why I now love my gay guy friends.

Another one of my irks is friends not keeping secrets. If I don't tell my new guy something about me, it's because 1). I have just met him and don't trust him yet with my past or my secrets and don't really want him to know 2). I don't want him to know 3). I don't want him to know. Just because I'm dating a new person does not mean he has to know everything about me. That's why relationships don't last these days because everything is so fast-paced. Boom! Bang! Next! With time, he'll earn my trust and when that trust is earned, he'll know. In time. And this pertains to not only "new loves" but friends also. What's wrong with taking the time to get to know a person instead of shooting questions the moment we meet and judge me and decide if you like me or not by the first minute when there is so much to me?

Another thing on gossip. Certain things may not matter to others but everyone walks in different shoes. An issue which may not be an issue to me may be an issue to another person. Just because it doesn't concern YOU, pertain to YOU or you just don't care about it, don't talk about me, judge me, gossip about me to another friend because it concerns ME, it pertains to ME and I CARE and I trusted you in the first place with an information (which now you've proven to me you are incapable of keeping to yourself and now, my trust in you is broken forever and perhaps even our friendship-- I base my friendship on trust, loyalty and care... and haven't found any in you).

If you call someone a friend, have the decency not to judge/gossip about that friend. Learn to distinguish the difference between a friend and an acquaintance. It cheaps the meaning and the value of friendship.