[Axela]

New to this, but I have so much things to rant rant rant!!!

I am insanely lost since I will be getting my degree this april!!! Where should I go?! I'm so scare I couldnt find a job... and beside studying criminology is like studying SOCIOLOGY!!!!!! ..... SIGH....

Pissed off at my supervisor because she's not taking our assignment seriously. We have to host an event beginning of april and WE JUST STARTED! Why must people be so difficult?! Why?

It's Chinese New Year, shouldnt have so much hate. *sigh*.

Happy Chinese New Year......

[cin]

WOO HOO!
I'm so darn /
I came out of all my 3 classes today and have just recieved my first exam grades back. I score a 100% on all three tests!!
But my last class, Communication, I got a big 60%. I did not even pass it. T_T I study really hard for it... and how could i not pass.... EVIL!

[alley]

ok so.. sometimes i feel like nothing goes right for me. as if i'm an unlucky person. i plan things out for myself, and.. somehow a situation comes up where everything gets all screwed up. this has been making my relationship w. my bf go downhill a lot since he thinks im an irresponsible person. it just feels like these situations happen out of my control, and yet i get the cold shoulder for it. times like this~ i js wish i disappeared

[TygrrLilly]

I would like to be able to breathe through my nose again sometime soon. I'm finally over the majority of that weird flu-like virus thing that was going around, execpt for the stuffy nose.

I miss breathing like I used to, I don't like being a mouth-breather.

I'm also nearly out of tissues.., I had about 4 full boxes last week and I'm down to the last 1/8th of a box.

Ick.

[bellaangel012]

In 2 years time, I want to be living abroad, finish my masters and get the heck away from my family.

[Pogichinoy]

Sometimes I don't know why I even bother...

[Sycho1ogY]

i have friends but I still feel lonely most of the time. Despite what other people have told me they think, I'm discontent with myself and feel like I haven't really lived my life. Now that i'm done with school and working I feel like there's nothing left for me to look forward to. I wish my heart didn't drop 3/4 of the time I look in the mirror. I wish I could move back out and live my own life without feeling guilty for abandoning people. I wish I didn't always have to pretend like I'm satisfied with my life like I've never wanted anything more than this because I'm afraid that it will cause other people guilt. I wish i could say these things aloud. I wish the older women at work would stop pestering me about my non-existent love life, no I don't want to meet your son or nephew, I don't think its funny or amusing so lets not make this into a full ten minute discussion during lunch hour AGAIN. On the same note, I wish those same co-workers would stop asking me " what kind of guys DO you like..." as if I have some insanely particular and obscure standards that make it my fault I'm not dating. Sometimes I just want to say "i'm shy, boring, and unattractive" now lets just end these types of conversations because there is nothing mysterious about me for you to prod. I wish the males that showed interest in me weren't either in hs, middle aged, illiterate or vulgar. I wish my choices among men consisted more than guys I'm afraid to lead on and guys I'm afraid of period.

[YUNA!]

just stop nagging me already
i am not 12 years old.
just stop using violence as a method of discipline already
it's getting old
and im not scared anymore

just go ahead and do whatever you want
if hitting me seems to satisfy your hunger for power
go ahead
i dont care anymore.
how it used to eat me up inside all the time, it doesn't anymore
all these years has trained me

not to care

[megaSTEPxo]

although I am sure I'll meet all the deadlines
but can't help but worry over it because there's so much to do

and I am still missing someone.. after so many months
well it's not as bad as before because I've been so busy
and in the back of my mind, I know that nothing can be done now
I wish he knew..
There's never a day that goes by where I dont think of him....

[joann_m]

This has been in the works, but has finally become official. My brother, this coming Monday will be moving to Mexico for 2 years to help build up this company. And hearing this makes me really really sad. It came really short notice, that's why it hasn't completely sunk in yet. But a few nights ago, I layed in bed and thought about it for a while and just started crying.
My bro is a lot older than I am. He was basically my third parent and was always able to argue for me when I couldn't with my parents.
My whole family is really close, and I'm happy for my brother. Of course deep inside, I still want him to stay, but this is a great opportunity for him. It's just my selfishness as a sister. I see him all the time cause he lives with us, and to not be able to see him for 2 years... is really difficult.
It's just I wished that we were given more time for this, not just, "In a week and a half I'm going to be moving." I want to be able to spend some more time with him before he leaves. It sucks that my parents and I have work on Sunday so we can't hang.

[dunpingy]

accidentally scratched and dented my new car on stupid pillar next to parking spot
its only 2 months old
im freaking pissed

[Juliang]

I'm currently at work right now and it's raining cats and dogs. I actually had the time this morning to make my hair all pretty and put on makeup since its Valentines and all. Anyways, all that hard work down the drain because I left my umbrella at home! Waaa!

[melkimx]

i'm cooking tonight for the first time in... idk how long. so i have this recipe that i got from rachael ray. and it's full of stupid instructions that don't make sense, such as "handful flat-leaf parsley" (whose handful? mine? rachael's? andre the giant's?) and "eyeball it in your palm." srsly eyeball in my palm wtf? do you know how dumb i think this sounds? i don't want to see the word "eyeball" in my list of ingredients, period. and then there was one sentence in particular that was just KILLING me: "Heat 1 tablespoon extra-virgin olive oil 1 turn of the pan, with 1 tablespoon butter in a medium skillet over medium to medium high heat." i had NO CLUE what 1 tablespoon extra-virgin olive oil 1 turn of the pan means, or whether pan and skillet were supposed to refer to two different things. i read it over and over and over, then asked my brother. he didn't know. he asked his friend who watches the food network. she thought for a bit, then finally recognized that rachael ray apparently often indicates that her precious EVOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO is one tablespoon when you drizzle it around the pan once to make a full circle.

WTF. i don't even want to tell you how long it took me to get this information because it's embarrassing, but like ok. you don't have to "make things easier" by adding in these stupid little "intuitive" descriptions. this is a preposterous ridiculous horrible set of procedures. i'm actually rewriting it so i don't have to look at this crap when i cook tonight.

[m3th3rgin]

oh god ................my life is so miserable ....cant take it anymore...........i was in the hospital for 2 days without sleeping watching my grandma.......waiting for the results of the exam for nursing that i took last yr.........damn i think im gonna be crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...my life is full of mini cooper.........

[thislove]

3 midterms coming up and I don't know how I'll survive since my first mt results weren't so good I wish I was born a genius or something Then I can't even go home this weekend when its a 3-day break cuz I know I won't be studying at home

[PleaseCallMeSam]

after several years of being with my ex on-and-off (her leaving and coming back), she led me to believe things were really going to work out this time. She was nothing but smiles and joy until AFTER valentines...she decided to shatter my heart like a hammer to a mirror the day after valentines. Yeah, I was stupid for loving her. I'm not the type to "fall in love" at all. This just went to show me how stupid I was for believing in it and thinking love can exist in this day-and-age.

There's something horribly wrong with the way society is looking at things, especially relationships. It seems that the motto for present times is "If it doesn't make you happy 100% of the time, get off the ship". There seems to be a lack of commitment and integrity everywhere I look.

Anyways.

I wish the best for the rest, may you never be played like I have.
But be careful, there's some serious monsters out there.

[sarsee]

What's the deal with some girls carrying a backpack and a purse?
It looks... strange. Lose one or the other!

[Littlechicken]

I do not know if anyone had experienced this, but sometimes I try to study for exam and I get distracted by my family members. Although I am in my 20s, I still live with my parents. It is very hard to study and concentrate when my little sister yells and screams all day. Worse, my cousin lives with us and it just makes it worse with everyone trying to do his or her own things, but ended up making such loud noises that I could not study. I get tired from going to Barnes & noble because there are no seats left when I arrived, and the parking is just as horrible as my school's parking situation.

[ginger]

I am so freaking sick of my friends being obsessed with the 1995 version of Pride and Prejudice. I saw the BBC version--thought it was dry, stale, and just so-so. The girls all hold Ehle to be the definitive Lizzie, although she was way too old and way too mature. My friends have all seen the BBC 95 version so many times and yet they don't remember so many things about the book. Whenever we get on the subject of book to movie adaptations (which happens a lot, as we're all avid readers and they're all actresses), someone we always end up talking about freaking P&P.

I mean, I loved the new version. It captured a great essence, was beautiful, had stellar acting and great cinematography. I don't care if you take every single one of Austen's lines and make a 10 hour long movie--it won't make it better and it won't make it more interesting. Anyway, I get so annoyed with the constant "95 BBC P&P IS THE BIBLE" crap. They're both adaptations of a good book. I don't see why they have to be such utter snobs about it.

-ginger

[melkimx]

I am so freaking sick of my friends being obsessed with the 1995 version of Pride and Prejudice. I saw the BBC version--thought it was dry, stale, and just so-so. The girls all hold Ehle to be the definitive Lizzie, although she was way too old and way too mature. My friends have all seen the BBC 95 version so many times and yet they don't remember so many things about the book. Whenever we get on the subject of book to movie adaptations (which happens a lot, as we're all avid readers and they're all actresses), someone we always end up talking about freaking P&P.

I mean, I loved the new version. It captured a great essence, was beautiful, had stellar acting and great cinematography. I don't care if you take every single one of Austen's lines and make a 10 hour long movie--it won't make it better and it won't make it more interesting. Anyway, I get so annoyed with the constant "95 BBC P&P IS THE BIBLE" crap. They're both adaptations of a good book. I don't see why they have to be such utter snobs about it.

-ginger

haha! my mom and i both happen to love the book, so we sat through the BBC version in one sitting. that is a LONG time to be on the couch, but i thought it was pretty well worth it. i guess ehle was technically too old to play elizabeth, but these days it's a real pleasure to see an older actress play a younger character, as opposed to the other way around, which seems to be the norm in hollywood. and i <3<3<3<3 colin firth. then years later, we went to see the movie version, and we both pronounced it muchmuchmuch better. we're not purists to the extent that we require every line and scene to be present, so i agree with you; i think the movie still managed to do a great job of distilling the essence of the book into a two hour time slot.

maybe it's just trendy to dislike anything with keira knightley in it, or to love every single BBC miniseries that comes out. idk. actually, i remember being horrified when i first learned that she was going to play elizabeth, but in the end i think she really did justice to her character.