Rant All You Want Here..whining Allowed. Work, school, family, friends, life...
#901
Posted 16 July 2008 - 07:29 PM
I have officially given up on her and moving on like one of my friends recommended.
Hi, I'm Ben :)
#902
Posted 17 July 2008 - 06:42 PM
#903
Posted 17 July 2008 - 09:56 PM
And why are men (sorry for the generalization; this is a rant) so DIRTY! I just casually suggest you to wear a pink tie the next time you come in. NOT A PINK THONG! Making my job dirty is not fun. PLEASE keep those comments to yourself and stay professional. If you can't, then send another person to take over your job. Thank you.
Canadians bleed hockey, and the gold medal is now where it belongs: home. Oh, Canada. ▌♥ ▌
#904
Posted 17 July 2008 - 10:50 PM
And damn this 80 degree heat. I know there are places hotter than this but, damn it still.
#905
Posted 18 July 2008 - 10:26 AM
i dont know what i want
T.T
"tomorrow I'll sing you a sweeter song" but tomorrow has yet to come.
#906
Posted 18 July 2008 - 11:58 AM
edit://sorry. i didnt realize this was in the 20 + section. my bad.
#907
Posted 18 July 2008 - 12:07 PM
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#908
Posted 18 July 2008 - 04:22 PM
i'm trying to cut back on the ice cream
#909
Posted 18 July 2008 - 07:07 PM
i have two jobs, i work both jobs...at least 3-4 times a week.
i don't ever see my friends, which now-a-days i have less of.
i usually don't mind.
today it seems as if it's eating me up inside.
worse of all...i like a coworker. don't know how to tell, how to act.
and a friend-coworker also likes him.
don't want drama, don't want to fight with her, don't know why is it so awkward around her for us both.
my mum always screams at me whenever she's upset.
she just likes yelling at me for no reason.
whatever happens i get the blame out of three siblings.
* sigh *
god i feel depressed.
#910
Posted 19 July 2008 - 08:43 AM
My new place is perfect. 2bed/2bath leased condo, walking distance to a mall, and down the street from just about every regular store and restaurant I go to. It's close to the freeway and gets me to school faster than all of my previous places that weren't on campus. I'm just worried that her being a little old fashioned, won't give a damn about this convenience just because I live with a guy. She knows I was looking for my own bedroom and bathroom, so chances are my only other option would be to live with at least a male in the household who they don't know of.
I just...Don't know why this is so hard for me. I'm of age to make these sort of decisions. It's not like I can move somewhere else easily just because she won't approve of it (and hell, my parents have only visited me twice in my entire college career). And I'm only living here for a year, if not less because I plan on studying abroad (which is a whole other issue she disapproves of). I haven't felt like this since high school and so I don't know how she'd react since I'm older. Still the same and old fashioned? Or be totally fine with it....
When I had a place in the past, my dad said my mom couldn't sleep without having to see it for myself, and it was all female. After living there for a while, I moved into my sorority house for about 7 months without telling them (not that they wouldn't mind) and I feel fine about that.
The worst I can expect is to have an argument with my mom in the event she throws and irrational tantrum. Looks like I'm going to have to stick up for myself and lay down my reasons whether she likes it or not. I've just been so good about not hurting her feelings all these years that I'm too scared to make her sad or angry.
I feel I can escape the problem 100% without telling them since it's been done before, but I'm scared that something could happen to me and they'll find out the hard way which would certainly make them upset.
#911
Posted 19 July 2008 - 06:01 PM
#912
Posted 20 July 2008 - 08:29 AM
#913
Posted 21 July 2008 - 06:48 PM
#915
Posted 22 July 2008 - 09:18 AM
I also hate how. When I became well known and was supposed to move to Korea to go into singing and dancing training, loads of people hated on me for being white etc. Now that I'm not going, more people are hating on me. I fell for a guy while the whole Korea thing was going on, and I couldn't make myself do it, move away from him. But some people feel compelled to let me know how very disappointed they are in me, like I somehow owed it to them to go to Korea and sacrifice my own happiness. How selfish and stuck up can you get? =___=;;; I sing for me now, not for a company or advertising campaign. It's more fun that way.
On a happier note, I've been with that guy since then and things are going great. But he's on holiday in Turkey atm and I miss him, lol
#916
Posted 23 July 2008 - 12:52 PM
Sometimes, I feel like my dreams are impossible - are so far away because of these circumstances.
#917
Posted 24 July 2008 - 05:38 PM
Why do I complain so much? I'm getting annoyed with myself.
Why am I still getting angry pimples??
#918
Posted 24 July 2008 - 06:56 PM
FOR GOD SAKE'S I'M 21!!! Let me fall and rise on my own! I won't grow up if you keep telling me "this cannot be done" and "this must be done"!
i HATE my uni! i dislike the way they treat a new student like me there. i feel unwelcomed >__<
#919
Posted 24 July 2008 - 07:04 PM
sometimes i just let people walk all over me and yet i dont think its because im overly passive. i think i just need to be less accomadating and more willing to confront problems then to just avoid them.
#920
Posted 26 July 2008 - 07:25 PM
*sigh* i hate summer

seriously. and to add on to my previous rant about my car issues. on thursday i got a flat - stupid construction by my apartment - got a huge nail stuck in my brand new tire. and of course changing my tire had to be difficult as well.. for some reason the person who installed my new tires stole the lug wrench or something because it was no where to be found in my car.. so i had to wait for my sister to pick me up and bring me to autozone.. they were sold out.. called another location.. they had no idea where they put theirs.. lol.. and so tried another auto parts store, oreilly's, and finally success! switched out my flat with the donut.. donut was flat... *sigh* fun stuff.. drove super slow to a gas station just a block away... and of course the air pump was out of order.. and so again drove super slow down the street to another gas station and finally.. got air into my donut and drove to discount tires.. and everything else was fine after that.
thank god for the angels at discount tires. i didn't even buy the tires from them, but they did not hesitate at all in repairing the hole in the tire, switching out my donut with the fixed tire, and then rotating and balancing all four tires for FREE. they were super busy too. lol... ok sorry this part doesn't belong in the rant section.... just saying...






























