[Ji_Eunie]

I really wish the forums/blogs/streaming feedback sites I visit had a bouncer to pass out reading/IQ tests to the people who try to come in. Esp to the twelve year old kids who think getting the last word in when they never got the situation in the first place is cool.

Why don't you study little girl/boy. Learn how to read.

[addicted2kdrama]

Why must everything so good be so freaking bad. So tempting but never have the guts to pull it off. john tesh!

And mini cooper sometimes i'm so clueless...

[BlackKitty]

Life sucks esp. if you don't know where your life is going...
I HATE STANDARDIZED TESTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[NAN]

I love my boyfriend so much that I hate him! I hate hate hate hate hate hate him!!!!!!

[__mill]

how come some people had things come in their way so easily? i had to struggle like mad woman, and when i found the right guy (i thought he is), he slips away and i'm back to square one again. Time is moving like a roller coaster ! this is unfair!

*pout/cries/sulk*

[YUNA!]

john tesh THIS
when I go crazy is when you STOP
WHEN I CRY
IS WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY

Why cant you just stop?!
Why cant you just stop making my life MISERABLE AS IT IS
Why cant you just LEAVE ME THE john tesh ALONE

It used to be physical abuse
Now that you know after 20+ years of the same physical abuse
It doesnt hurt anymore and I'm not even scared
You resort to emotional and verbal abuse

I dont know why I keep coming back to the same trauma every day
Shouldn't I have learned from the past?
Shouldn't I know that you wont CHANGE
AND THAT YOU JUST WANT THE SAME: FOR ME TO BREAK DOWN?

When will I change and get the john tesh OUTTA HERE

[HydeistKeri]

let's see...I have an M.A. in English but I'm working a crappy secretarial job...My boyfriend is joining the Air Force and will be leaving me by myself for several months (and because of that i have to move back in with my parents because I can't afford this apt by myself)...I broke my pinkie finger and my job requires me to type and write a lot so it keeps getting more and more painful as the weeks go on (and it has a hard lump where it's broken like the bone is sticking at an angle).

[sarang_ailove]

*takes a deep breath* ok here it goes!!!!!!!!

I hate it when you could already be extremely upset about something and trying your best to be mature and try to get on with your life until something SO small and STUPID just ticks you off! And this time it was SOOOOO stupid.

There is a group of very popular singers that I like and my so-called-friend that I haven't seen in awhile tries to make fun and say some other group (less talented) is better than the group I like. I mean, everyone has their opinions and u can like whoever but you KNOW i'm feeling like crap b/c it's a bad time in my life right now yet you bring up some stupid BS like that!?!?! AND do you really think I want to talk about some dumb boy band (hehe, MY boys aren't dumb but now is just not a good time....) when I have a major crisis in my life now!!?!? What i need is GOOD ADVICE right now and not a stupid debate on boy bands and how u r going to marry so-and-so in the group even though they are probably gay anyways!!!...grrrr, it's SO stupid that I'm mad!!!!! My friends KNOW that I am having it bad now but they call and try to act like everything is good like that would cheer me up but it won't!

I dont know what's wrong with me....I like myself, i think i'm unique and special but for the longest time I've been involved with and loving something that many have told me I have no business being apart of....but I never cared about what others said b/c it's not like I'm hurting ppl or that I hate where I have come from or a traitor, etc....I just have a BIG open mind to things but now, for some reason, i feel so dumb....

there is this quote "rejoice and men will seek you. grieve, and they turn and go. laugh, and the world laughs with you; Weep, and you weep alone." I never understood it until now...

The things I love now don't make me happy right now....it's like they are apart of my sadness, apart of my joy at other times. I'm at that place where your favorite things can't make me smile...

lol, i feel a little better now that i ranted....the boy band thing is kind of funny now b/c it's SO STUPID!

[uhhuh_5]

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I forgive you.

[tto.kee]

Basically, today i was at myung dong tofu house in santa clara to meet an old church member. because it's so hot in the place i live, i took my dog and left her in the car. I parked under the shade and there were 4 bushes and two tall trees to the right of my car. Some dumba-- white woman calls the cops on me the moment i parked and told them i left my dog there for over an hour... it turned out to be give or take 20 min... not only that, my brother was going to check on my dog when the cops started looking for the dog owner... they fined me 100 bucks saying that it's 90 degrees and +15 degrees cause the dog was inside the car.... the thing is, THE DAMN CAR WAS COOLER THAN OUTSIDE CAUSE OF THE BREEZE COMING FROM THE DAMN PLANTS. I know it was wrong for me to leave my dog period, but there's so many places that won't allow dogs... and not all dogs can become service dogs and stuff... even then, i felt wrongfully cited for 100 bucks cause wth, it was REALLY cool inside the car cause of the breeze from the damn plants... not only that... but wth was up with that woman who called the cops on me... she treated me like mini cooper too saying she raises dogs too and what i did was so inhuman... she was like 'NOT ONLY THAT BUT YOUR DOG IS WEARING A JACKET' it was actually a shirt with a hood... and my dog is smart enough to take the damn shirt off when she doesn't wanna wear it... and the damn cops... they kept yelling at me and using 'fu--' a lot... freaking verbal abuse... not only that they kept saying 'GO GIVE YOUR DOG WATER' and crap... and my dog wouldn't even drink a lot... she just slurped a handful of water and that was it... handful as in i put the water in my palm and she drank it... it wasn't even a handful cause a lot of fell out... DOES THAT SEEM LIKE A DOG WHOSE DEHYDRATING AND DISTRESSED?!?! god damn... now i have to pay 100 bucks... they kept saying HOW WOULD YOU FEEL TO BE IN A CAR WITH THE WINDOWS UP IN 100 + DEGREE WEATHER.... seriously, my car was like 75 degrees... it was pretty cold inside the damn car... damn cops... why are they so ignorant...

[pikapika]

if things keep going the way they're going right now...im going to fall into depression again. but i cant. i cant let that happen. i didnt come back just to screw myself over. there has to be something out there waiting for me. something good. something thatll just make me stop regretting transferring for the second time. something that will stop people from looking at me and shaking their heads telling me that im such a fool.
so im waiting. i hate waiting. no thats not true. i hate waiting and not knowing. i can wait for a long time as long as ill be rewarded in the end. but i dont have that assurance and its eating away at me.
(and why are californians so shallow and flaky? i cant believe i totally forgot about that. they may be friendlier than east coast people but so so flaky its snowing. )
i just gotta trust in God...and once again right when things get hard my faith is faltering...i cant keep doing this.
all i want to know
is how much longer?

[.moony.]

I keep losing direction of where im going. Like right now I cant finish this work cuz I have so much goin on in my head, too many things i want to do yet I dont know where to start or where to end. Then each day I find myself finishing one piece of the puzzle yet the puzzle is never coming together. It makes me question myself. I just wish I could work harder and know what exactly needs to be done. Im all over the places and its pissing me off not seeing anything coming together. I guess I'm no longer smart or business savvy or whatever they say anymore.

[7thprincess]

I hate to say it, but age is so much more than a number. I see age as privilege. And it is too!

AGE 2 or younger: Free entrance to many events <--i kinda miss this. lol
AGE 16: Driver's liscene, able to work legally
AGE 18: Legal, adult, able to vote
AGE 21: Can legally buy alcohol
AGE 24: Can legally rent a vehicle

You can go on and on and on about how age is just a number. But there are reasons why there are child protection laws. You can go on and on and on about how age is just a number, but yet society and sometimes YOU freak out when you find out your sibling/friend who is only 16 and they are dating someone who is 6 years older than them.

Age is much more than a number.

ex: erhem look at this thread [the real world (20+ ONLY)]

Notice how you have to be 20 yrs older plus to be in the REAL world. Because society wont ever see a 16 yr old as a person in the REAL world. I can understand why, b/c that person is after all, only 16.

No matter how mature you were when you were 16, your parents wouldnt let you go out.

No matter how mature you were when you were 16, people still treated you like a child.

No matter how mature you were when you were 16, you COULDNT post in the real world (20+ ONLY) thread.

[Pogichinoy]

Age is not a number, because I like teasing people about their age.

Ho ho ho. ^^

[Korowa]

I feel like I need a drink....

[halcyondays]

nitpicky ppl should go to hell.........

they pick and pick and pick.........ARGH!!!!!

what do you want from me????? DO U WANT ME TO BLOW UP AT YOU! Y MAKE SUCH A BIG LONGWINDED BIG DEAL OVER EVERY ITTY BITTY USELESS THING. ADMIT THAT U ARE SLOW AND WE'LL ALL BE HAPPY.

[B0hemian_Sprite]

i had a john teshing horrendous day at work today. I hate being a hostess...hate it hate it hate it. And this is only the 3rd time I worked and they were all pinkberrying. give me a break. I just started. the pay sucks, the hours suck, and htis job in general sucks. i want to quit, i need to find a new job.

[Irysinon]

I wish one bottle of vodka could knock me out for months. I could relax inside my dreams. I'm sick of feeling shackled.

[7thprincess]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! I dont want to do it! WHY?

[tinasarangg]

i am so falling for you.
i'm so scared.
because i don't know where this is heading towards.