[Pearl_Mai]

I'm nervous because...
omg.. this is so embarrassing..
I'm nervous because I have to meet my ex tomorrow.. I'm still now over him yet.. and tomorrow he wants me to meet his new girl..
but I'm Mai the strong one! I have to face this sooner or later and get over with it.. I will not show him that I'm nervous or sad, right? I lost him as a boyfriend, I don't want to lose him as a friend..
ok.. this is out of topic..

here is a HOT pic of our Gackto! enjoy


btw girls! u are so talented with PS! make some graphics for us to see!

[OBSCURE Sin]

but I'm Mai the strong one! I have to face this sooner or later and get over with it.. I will not show him that I'm nervous or sad, right? I lost him as a boyfriend, I don't want to lose him as a friend..

I think you are strong, and I admire you for it. Good luck honey! You'll be okay! *hugs*

[AmberKid]

@Mai: I agree with Ginny, you'll be fine! *hugs*

btw girls! u are so talented with PS! make some graphics for us to see!

When I get something new done I will show it to you, promised!

[Shiva_K]

I really..I just hate my father. Once, I was afraid he was going to kill me. He did nothing but give me reason to be afraid when I was younger.

O_O *hugs Ginny* I'm sorry. And does he still... live in your house?

I will not show him that I'm nervous or sad, right? I lost him as a boyfriend, I don't want to lose him as a friend..

Ohhh I agree with you so much!! Don't worry ne! Besides, if you're still friend of him, if someday he breaks up with that girl... Btw thank you, but I'm not that good at Photoshop hehe ^___^

[OBSCURE Sin]

O_O *hugs Ginny* I'm sorry. And does he still... live in your house?

Unfortunately yes

He pretends like nothing nasty ever happened, but I cant forgive him. I dont really speak to him.



&& Lovely pics Mai, he seems to be saying "guess what else I can do with this gun?"

[Shiva_K]

Unfortunately yes

He pretends like nothing nasty ever happened, but I cant forgive him. I dont really speak to him.

It must be an awkward situation




Edit

I've uploaded one Utaban! ^_____^ This one:







xDDDDD

Download here

[Pearl_Mai]

ooooh! when was that?
thanks Esti! can someone please tell me what the show is about?
*hugs!*

[AmberKid]

@Ginny: I remeber us talking about our fathers once in the Diru-thread. *hugs*

The thing with my father is that I don't have any emotions towards him. Just...nothing, absolute blank. I met him a few times in my life, but he never left a lasting impression, I never felt like saying "he's my father".

When he contacted me via e-mail shortly before christmas last year I was excited. I somehow had the hope to come to terms with him, now that we're both adults I thought he'd find it easier to approach me. But after my second e-mail to him nothing came back. He just disappeared again...just like he did all those other times. All he ever really gave to me are his genes.

I've uploaded one Utaban! ^_____^ This one:




Download here

Arigatou, Esti! Downloading now.

[Pearl_Mai]

oh... I'm sorry to hear that Amber *hugs*
I'm just glad that I have my mum by my side
what on earth should I do without her? She's like my best friend.. I can talk about everything with her hehe.. When I'm with mum I can be a kid who is kidding around all the time.. when I'm with dad I just have to be an adult.

yeah Esti.. thanks for the clip! I'm downloading it now hehe

[AmberKid]

I'm just glad that I have my mum by my side
what on earth should I do without her? She's like my best friend.. I can talk about everything with her hehe.. When I'm with mum I can be a kid who is kidding around all the time.. when I'm with dad I just have to be an adult.

*hugs back*

It's similar here. I'm really glad I have my mom. She annoys me big time sometimes...but then again we have so much fun together...and I could always come to her with my problems. She never yelled at me or hit me or anything, she just said: "Next time you do better."

Over the years we have become friends, more than mother and daughter. Although she still treats me like a baby sometimes...

[OBSCURE Sin]

Wow Gakuto's smile looks stunning in those screencaps (as usual)

@Amber I dont even like to think of him as my father. I've never really thought "I love my father" and I dont like anything about him. I dont have anything in common with him. He repulses me. I think of him as the person who is there, and who I hate. When you're little, what you need is parents who protect you, but he caused me pain instead, and filled me with fear. So he lost his chance. I've detached myself emotionally from him, completely.

I do have my mum though, and we are very close.

[AmberKid]

Wow Gakuto's smile looks stunning in those screencaps (as usual)

@Amber I dont even like to think of him as my father. I've never really thought "I love my father" and I dont like anything about him. I dont have anything in common with him. He repulses me. I think of him as the person who is there, and who I hate. When you're little, what you need is parents who protect you, but he caused me pain instead, and filled me with fear. So he lost his chance. I've detached myself emotionally from him, completely.

I do have my mum though, and we are very close.

*nods* *hugs* Seems like we have something in common there. Although I was never scared of my father...it was other men raising fear inside of me and almost ruining my life.

Because of everything she went through, my mother tended to be overprotective. But when I needed her most she wasn't there to protect me. I don't blame her...no one is to blame except for that bastard that...that did those things to me. For more than two goddamn years of my life.

I won't talk about it further here in the thread. If someone wants to know, PM me.

[Pearl_Mai]

SPOILERS TO THE UTABAN CLIP! *just had to give my comment hehe.. hope u girls can watch it soon so we all can talk about the show together*


OMG!!! HAHAHAHAHA!
that Utaban show was SO funny! *laughing my head off!*
though I didn't understand a thing what they said, I laughed so hard because Gackt gave that wannabe a reeally ugly glare LOL
I know everything was just acting, but man! haha wannabe was soo scared when Gackt was about to jump at him! Gackt looked like he gonna kill him any min.. and the hand shake in the end was so funny
thanks Esti luv ya! *muahz!*

[Shiva_K]

Arigatou, Esti! Downloading now.

You're welcome

SPOILERS TO THE UTABAN CLIP! *just had to give my comment hehe.. hope u girls can watch it soon so we all can talk about the show together*
OMG!!! HAHAHAHAHA!
that Utaban show was SO funny! *laughing my head off!*
though I didn't understand a thing what they said, I laughed so hard because Gackt gave that wannabe a reeally ugly glare LOL
I know everything was just acting, but man! haha wannabe was soo scared when Gackt was about to jump at him! Gackt looked like he gonna kill him any min.. and the hand shake in the end was so funny
thanks Esti luv ya! *muahz!*

Hahaha I'm very glad you like it!!! It's really funny, ne?? I love how he looks at that guy xDDD And at the end, when he's going to greet him, he gets scared and say "fufufu!!" and almost runs away
You're very welcome! *chu*

[AmberKid]

SPOILERS TO THE UTABAN CLIP! *just had to give my comment hehe.. hope u girls can watch it soon so we all can talk about the show together*
OMG!!! HAHAHAHAHA!
that Utaban show was SO funny! *laughing my head off!*
though I didn't understand a thing what they said, I laughed so hard because Gackt gave that wannabe a reeally ugly glare LOL
I know everything was just acting, but man! haha wannabe was soo scared when Gackt was about to jump at him! Gackt looked like he gonna kill him any min.. and the hand shake in the end was so funny
thanks Esti luv ya! *muahz!*

Hahaha I'm very glad you like it!!! It's really funny, ne?? I love how he looks at that guy xDDD And at the end, when he's going to greet him, he gets scared and say "fufufu!!" and almost runs away
You're very welcome! *chu*

OMG...I just laughed so hard my eyes started to water. Gakuto really gave that poor guy one of his trademark deathglares.

And didn't Gakuto look sooooooo handsome? *drools* But the shirt...did he steal that one from Chacha?

[catchlight]

OMG...I just laughed so hard my eyes started to water. Gakuto really gave that poor guy one of his trademark deathglares.

And didn't Gakuto look sooooooo handsome? *drools* But the shirt...did he steal that one from Chacha?

HAHAHAH that Utaban was HILARIOUS wow haha I only understand a little Japanese but that was great..and Amber that smiley LOL it got me laughing even more after I watched the show!

Gackt looked GREAT as usual I love how intimidated and scared the guy was of him ^0^ Gackt is so strong and manly...and when he's ready to fight you better run!

[Pearl_Mai]

of course he did! hahaha
i luv his hair! this show was in 2006, right?
I... I don't like his shirt though..
*run and hide before the girls throw tomatoes at you Mai!*
but his sunglasses are waaaay too cool!!! the whole man just make me nosebleed again.. tissue please!

oh girls! I think we will reach 200 pages by the end of tomorrow! YAY!

[AmberKid]

HAHAHAH that Utaban was HILARIOUS wow haha I only stand a little Japanese but that was great..and Amber that smiley LOL it got me laughing even more after I watched the show!

I love that smiley. It expresses exactly how I reacted to that show.

Gackt looked GREAT as usual I love how intimidated and scared the guy was of him ^0^ Gackt is so strong and manly...and when he's ready to fight you better run!

I sure hope I never piss Gackt off...he's frightening when he's angry. But then again he looks sooooooooo hot.

Okay, what? Scary...hot...at the same time? *confused*

*hands Mai a box of tissues*

[OBSCURE Sin]

Ah, that clip really was hilarious. I was in hysterics. As Mai said, that glare was priceless.

Gackt has a really sexy voice

Thanks for uploading Esti!

[Shiva_K]

^ You're welcome~



Mai the show was at the end of 2004 or early on 2005 I don't know the exact date, but yeah. Or at least that's what I guess because his hair


Three screens more:




^ Cuuute ^O^