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ok so i teach this boy in year seven as part of my school course. im in year 9 btw. he likes to pick on me swear at me and all that stuff. jsut recently on the last period, which was on a friday he kept being so annoying. i got annoyed but i kept it to myself.

he kept saying f*** this and f*** that.

it was constant and he wouldn't read even if we took turn. i swear i had enough. i slammed my hand on the table and he scrambled of his chair onto the floor shocked.

i dont exactly remember wat i said. i asked a friend and he remembered me saying "i'm sick of you." i dont even have any idea at all. according to a friend i was so upset and angry my mind just surpressed everything. (still asking around if anyone remembered). to tell you the truth i could not see anyone else in the room. i saw tat boy and everything he said that was rude and bad just came rushing in. i wanted to pick him up by the collar and just hit him. i was prepared but as a result i threw this pen at him.

prepared to sit down and continue on with the lesson i cried. everything jsut came pouring out. from what i remember i think he was about to laugh but my friend said " i wouldn't laugh if i was you." i stood there crying covering my face.

the teacher was outside and heard me and told me to go outside. i think she waited till i was done shouting at him. i heard her say go to the english staffroom. and in my head i was like f*** this i dont give a cr@p if i get into trouble. but it wasnt directed at me.

the teachers asked wat happened and i told them i had enough.


the strange thing is tat i could have held onto my rage like i did. like a situation in year seven. i was so angry that i still have kept it in to now. and sometimes i forget. maybe its my mind surpressing it again.when i think about it i felt ashamed of myself crying and when people asked why i cried tat arvo, i ended up spilling out again.

i dont know what happen to the boy now as it is the weekend but i will later.




so i shared my situation how about your times you blew up.

maybe you wont go into it in detail liek i did. but it was recent and i jsut feel liek letting it go

[JANG.]

hmm, people normally vent in the "ranting thread" thats pinned.

-- well, actually, since you're asking people to share something,
i guess a separate thread is necessary.