i want to go to a doctor and get a check up but I'm currently i Korea and i have no health insurance and I'm living off my paycheck (which is not very big).
I've always had bad constipation that goes on for a very long time, but this is ridiculous.
I've tried every single laxative that I am now immune to everything (even that gross milk thing).
I've tried the dieter's tea, asian herbal remedies, everything...nada.
Sometimes, I get constipated for two weeks and I feel so disgusting.
After the first four days, I start binging on food and mix foods that usually upset's the stomach.
For instance, I eat really spicy foods then I eat frozen grapes or I'll eat curry and chew on ice or eat grapefruit...
However, this has all ended. It has no effect anymore and I'm going to shoot myself in the face one day.
It's also making me gain weight.
Sometimes, I end up throwing up because it has to come out one way after two weeks right?
What should I do?
Going to the doctor's is not an option at this point so do any of you have any helpful remedies or anything...
I'm on my fifth day of no bowel movements...
i'm going crazy
please help me
(i'm sorry if this is a bit yucky....



























