[daintymilk]

- I strut in my sister's heels when nobody's home
- I get obsessive with my looks
- I get jealous easily, but I hide it a lot
- I can't be independent, I hate being alone so I'm kind of clingy
- I judge people by their looks, commenting on their looks to myself
- I make up lies about myself to make myself look like an interesting person

[zombie_milk]

- I speak my native language in my head around people who speak english, and I speak english in my head in front of people who speak my native language because I always have a paranoid idea that they might be able to hear.
- I don't enjoy hanging out with my "friends" at school and I've been wanting to move back since I left (2/3 years ago.)
- I think that my art teacher checks me out.
- I have a tendency to look at peoples bums.
- I don't know where I'm going in life or how I'm going to get there.
- My scar isn't from falling in the shower, I used to cut myself.
- I feel like I'm in my own little bubble sometimes.
- I'm actually depressed often.
- When nobody is at home, I eat all the chocolate.
- I steal makeup.


..I think that's more than enough : )

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[xo_sugar_ox]

-I seem all happy and confident when others see me, but inside i feel i'm unattractive.>.<
-Compared to the asians at my school who get 4.0 gpa's, i feel ashamed that my grades are only mediocre, and most of my friends think my grades are better then they really are...because i make "white lies" about my grades. tsk tsk
-I stress out a lot whenever i have crushes
-I care too much about my looks, and sometimes i feel no guy would ever think i'm pretty.
-I have extremely low self-esteem.
-I suck at talking to guys I like.
-I care too much about what others think of me.
-I eat like a monster at home.

[tramnart]

I'm afraid that in the next few years, I won't have any girl friends to throw me an engagement party, to be my bridesmaids, or to throw me a baby shower. I don't have that many friends.

me too girl, me too. T_T

-I spend more money than I make.
-I had an eating disorder
-I don't think I'm very attractive.
-I want to look like the girls from Girlicious, I always found them attractive.
-I talk too much crap.
-I have three lives.

[TurtleLove]

- No one knows my true self, not even my closest friend.
- I see most things as a competition
-I feel anxiety when I think about my love life in the future. I worry that I won't find anyone because no one would be interested in someone like me (low self esteem inner conflict >_<)


The majority of these facts that were posted by fellow soompiers are pretty depressing.
Whenever I feel this way, I remember, that someone probably has it worse off then me and I should be grateful.

Best of luck to everyone!

[suju_m]

this make me

~my parents thinks i'm attending college, which i'm not..(no cash yo!)until next sem.
~i never cry after breaking up in a relationship.
~i also think of jumping off the cliff and hanging myself. O.o (yeah~ i only think of it when i'm sadd though.)
~i get awkward towards my dad.
~i always have that feeling that my mom wants me gone.
~i can make a prediction happen.
~i worry about my future. (really do!!)
~i always have the urge to kill somebody.. (ahh! i'm being too much!)

gotta go! but CHEER UP kidds!

[KCfan_1314]

- i am retarded&weird. *actually, i admite that.
- sometimes, overboard emoness, (;
+ myy unworthy future
+ sometimes-- my jealousy.

[DRELLA.]

- I'm weird . personally , I don't think I'm weird at all ... I sometimes have my moments .
but not weird . but lately , I've came to realize that I am a bit abnormal D:
- I'm scared when I'm on my period T________T
- I have no confidence in myself
- I try too hard to impress ...

[MaC87]

- I would never admit to myself that I'm useless. Even though, deep down I know I am.
- I have no confidence in anything I do anymore but I still I have to fake it because I can't show my weakness to anyone.
- I don't really have a goal in life. Everything is copied or part of someone else's life. I'm just a clone to everything.
- I hate everyone around me because they are so fake but I need to pretend to like them so I can belong somewhere.
- I make people believe I have true friends and family that cares about me but really I'm ALONE. No one cares about anything I do. The reason I'm even living is because I don't know how to die in a natural way so people don't think I have issues.

LOL. This is my current life.

[ashchronicles]

- doesnt have any feelings towards guys my own race
- hate to share my best friend with somebody else [real possesive]
- pervert..in a way..haha...no, no, i dont watch porn and stuff..i juz have pervy thoughts once in a while..

[adieu.cloud]

this threads depressing ! but some of them listed here is what i wanted to say too !

- living 3 lives =X
- i cry & get depressed REAALLY easily now. even when i feel like crying, i try to suck it up & not let anybody see it.
- when i actually cry, i jump and make hiccups LOL .
- i dont know much about myself. >___<;
- ive been thinking too much & wanting too much these past few weeks ever since high school started.
- i always think of my friends happiness before i think of mines.
- my friends thinks gets shocked when i get angry o.o "youre ANGRY!? woah. that is rare"
- i dont want anybody to know my weakness.
- im not normal o_o; kind of weird & stupid at times
- I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE MAKING PEOPLE SMILE.
- i dont have good selfesteem -___-

[xrockstar]

I think I am fat.
I hate one of my friends.
I'm lazy.

[Nine]

I prefer my friends in California than here in North Carolina

I'm not a healthy person at all

I'm not normal in anyway

I don't try as hard as I should towards my goals

[yanshimkim]

- I never know what to say when people compliment me.
- But I like it when people say I'm pretty, even though I always say that a person's personality is worth more than his/her looks. ._.
- I hate it when people start liking the things I like, just because they happen to be an "in" thing (like Twilight). T_T I mean, there are some things that are just totally awesome, and I liked them before other people liked them just because they were awesome. But now people pretend to like them because it'll make them look "popular". T_T I mean, why can't they at least sincerely like something? I'm sure they'll dump this fandom as soon as something else becomes "in". -.-;; I know it's irrational, but I can't help it.
- I hate drinking. But I go to bars anyway, just for the socialization. :x
- I don't know as much as people think I do. I don't even understand why people call me smart, when I'm not as intelligent as most people I know.
- People think I'm a really honest person. Well, I do speak my mind. But I lie, sometimes. I'm probably just a convincing liar. :x
- I seem like I trust people easily. But in truth, I trust only my mom and my sister, and I think that everyone else will hurt me or disappoint me at some point in the future.
- I try too hard to impress other people, to gain their approval. But in the end, I'm just another disgruntled human being who almost never gets her way. T_T
- I do think pervy thoughts (especially about the guy I like o_o). I just seem to give off this innocent vibe, so people try not to talk about sex-related stuff around me. Like when they start discussing the pros and cons of birth control they say, "Oh, we can't discuss this around her! She doesn't know this!" Well, I don't have hands-on experience yet. But I do know what you're talking about. No need to censor the stuff you say. :|
- I think my mom's psychic. o_O (I don't usually believe in psychics, but dude, she has predicted so many things in my life that she makes me want to believe she's psychic. o_o)

[pan•pan]

* I feel lonely most of the time
* I don't have many friends
* I'm shy and I don't know how to talk to people I just met
* I always want to be prettier and always compare myself to other people (appearance wise)
* (sometimes) I have a very low self esteem
* I feel like I'm not good at anything
* I don't have good personalities (I think)

[Shui]

- My family and friends all expect me to be a doctor, but what i really want to do is be an English teacher overseas or do something of that nature.
- I distance myself from my mom
- I live three lives, 2 people in my life have seen all three.
- I have seriously thought of becoming bulimic in the past.
- I, now, have a very strong mental mind.

[Manyhx3]

- my parents doesn't allow me to be myself....
- I live in a nutshell
- I curse at myself a lot while thinking about the mistakes I made
- I've never been asked out in rl xD

[awdark]

I have a big ego even though I am a failure in school. My ego tells me to never study because I am too smart to need to study.

My life is my online life, it takes up a lot of my time and gets in my way. A comfort zone that prevents me from going further I can push everything away and do it another time.

I am a hermit but I want to be social.

I hate a lot of how my life is but I won't do anything to fix it.

[RiderKamen]

To be honest, I have no problem saying things online and offline. It really depends on time and place just like anything else.

[onetwothuy]

*Some of my friends think I'm too strong to cry, but the truth is, I have no more tears left to cry.
*I don't have a dream to chase after, so I chase after my dad's.
*I'm surrounded by many people, but I always feel alone.
*I believe that I'll never find love.