Facts About Yourself You Would Never Admit In Real Life
#151
Posted 10 November 2008 - 08:56 PM
It's been a good gawd darn 1yr 2 months since I've liked this one guy.
(& What sucks, I secretly envy the friend who is secretly loved by the boy that I'm secretly in *like* with)
I'm spoiled. Just not a brat. Most of the time. When you're all not looking.
#152
Posted 10 November 2008 - 09:16 PM
i probably do like that boy
i am fake
i live different lives with different people
#153
Posted 10 November 2008 - 10:19 PM
But secretly, I wish I had a tragic secret. Or something dramatic would happen to me... you know, kind of like in a drama
#154
Posted 10 November 2008 - 10:31 PM
-I find that seducing men can be very enjoyable.
#155
Posted 10 November 2008 - 11:28 PM
- I suck at suicide attempts.
- I’m depressed almost every day, and I’m extremely sensitive.
- I don't think any of my friends actually like me.
- I often feel left out, and think that I’m being excluded on purpose.
- I get jealous really easily. I just don't show it.
- I’ve done some things that I’ve claimed to have never ever done.
- I have this sinking feeling that just about everyone is better looking than me.
- I still spy on my ex on facebook. Weird, I know.
- Since that one guy, I’ve been completely bitter about love, and my heart feels totally numb.
- I’ve had a crush on just about every single guy in existence.
- I really really want to be beautiful. More than anything in the world.
- I also want to be adored by guys. I absolutely love it when just about ANY guy gives me attention.
- I think I’m actually a really selfish and mean person.
- Sometimes I’m not actually joking. I actually meant those mean comments that I said in a joking manner.
- I’m really lonely. Really ridiculously lonely.
#156
Posted 10 November 2008 - 11:36 PM
#157
Posted 10 November 2008 - 11:49 PM
#158
Posted 11 November 2008 - 12:36 AM
I cry easily. Yeah I tend to be super sensitive. =X
#159
Posted 11 November 2008 - 12:39 AM
- I get jealous easily, but I don't show it.
- I'm afraid of rejection.
- I cry for no reason, just because I feel like it.
- I want what I can't have.
- I daydream about things that will never happen.
- I want to become a singer (only people on Soompi & one of my bff's know).
- I get paranoid when a guy likes me... because I never think they actually like me for me.
#160
Posted 11 November 2008 - 12:53 AM
- when i like a guy, i will try and find their myspace and start ~stalking them -
[not like following them, but like finding info about them];
i also tend to google them til i find every single piece of info i can find :/
- i care about a lot of people - i'm not heartless, i feel bad for people a lot, i love old people;
people think i'm heartless, but after admitting that, i'm really not! ;D i act all selfish and stuff, but i'm not :]
- i have a lot of insecurities, but i tend to cover it up and sometimes pretend i'm superior D:
- i love it when guys approach me
- i'm a fake around my school friends & they don't know the real me; my family knows me best ...
[i'm hannah montana 2 in the making ;P minus the rockstar status]
- my friends are hypocrites, and i secretly want to smack themmmm HAHAHA
there's moreee, but other than that, i'm okay :]
#161
Posted 11 November 2008 - 10:21 AM
- i'm afraid of rejection and solitude.
- i'm really self conscious, and think i am the most hideous person ever.
終わりはいつだって理由をもつ。
#162
Posted 11 November 2008 - 01:59 PM
#163
Posted 11 November 2008 - 02:33 PM
- i am selfish
- sometimes i am ashamed of my bf cause he's going nowhere right now.. =(
#166
Posted 11 November 2008 - 05:06 PM
-I'm not that wise and most of the times whenever friends come to me for advise I'm flunking my way through it and tend to match up real life situations with dramas
-I'm a pig when it comes to food
-ehm... I'm actually not that smart ^^"
<3 Pocky ^-^
Cupcake Power? ><
#167
Posted 11 November 2008 - 05:12 PM
I have a horrible temper
I'm a hypocrite
I'm really vain
I'm lazy and I procrastinate a lot
#168
Posted 11 November 2008 - 05:32 PM
- I wet my bed until I was 5.
Hahahah
*still pm me please, although it might take awhile to reply!
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#169
Posted 11 November 2008 - 06:24 PM
-i daydream a lot. some people kno this, but they dont kno what i'm daydreamin about.
-i used to wanna be a famous korean singer
-i hate people copying me but i copy people. generally, i'm a hypocrite.
-i judge a lot on looks. but, i'm not that great lookin myself. lol
-i'm hopeless for a relationship because i'm too scared of the risk. rejection is one of my biggest fears.
-i USED to think about plastic surgery constantly because i was very self-conscious of my small eyes.
-i wish magic existed. i wish my life could be a fantasy.
-being dumb annoys me like CRAZY. but i do it too.
-sometimes i act loud, crazy, sometimes accidentally mean to get attention on me.
-i care WAY too much what people think of me.
-i check my email at least 50 times a day for updates if anybody talked to me. yes, i am that bored and lonely these days.
-i need to be around people constantly. i'm NOT an independent person. thats why i feel so lonely/bored if i'm not with another person.
-i'm really disappointed...because i cant talk to anybody anymore. they've all left me. for boyfriends, other people, or i just cant talk to them. i'm not that close with other people. i want new friends. but i'd never tell my current ones that. i used to talk/hang with them all the time. but now, they're too busy for me. now i just watch a lot of t.v. (i used to dislike t.v...i preferred goin outside) but i have no choice now. or i play computer games all day. i walk by myself to stores and buy candy and stuff to take up time. i dont tell anybody that i just vegetate at home all the time now because i dont wanna seem like a loser that doesnt have anybody to ever hang out with. =/ even if my old friends started to get close with me again, i probably wouldnt allow them to become as close as they used to be with me.
-i feel so lonely these days...i can hardly bear it.
this is a depressin thread...but i like it because it lets me vent out all the things i cant admit in real life lol
#170
Posted 11 November 2008 - 06:40 PM
-I bottle up my emotions, and let them go at the absolute worst time.
-I'm very judgemental.
-I pretend to be independent but I'm actually a nervous wreck that needs support.
-I worry too much.
-I dislike a lot of people.. I'm bitter.
Heheh.

























