[poop!]

-I have a really hard time opening up to other people
-I have a REALLY hard time trusting people
-I have used my looks to get out of things

[christypoo]

When I tell you you're my best friend, I'm lying.

[riloandthewall]

i like drugs way too much, alcohol,pot, pills, whatever
i suck with money
i am a mirror rainbow
i procrastinate whatever work i have
i think i'm better than my friends
i stereotype people
i am not doing a good job religious wise

lol i am a mirror rainbow...
the next step should be to say good things about yourself and ill start

i am super responsible
i am good looking
i have great fun friends
i love all people
people love me, in general
when i die, it's going to be a happy ending

[oh_miracle]

- i cry very easily. especially watching k or jdramas.
- im a pretty good liar.
- i like boys...with other boys.
- i get somewhat paranoid after seeing something scary.
- sometimes, i think best friends are overrated.
- i believe i will lose contact with my friends when im older.
- im afraid of the future even though i say ill take what life throws at me.
- i like walking alone. i can get lost in my thoughts that way.
- i like looking at the rain, even though i start thinking negative thoughts.
- i believe that nothing special will happen to me in the future.
- i can comfort others, but i dont know what to do when im sad myself.
- i want to one day yell out my thoughts to the ocean.
- i tend to bottle up my emotions at times.

khekehkeh. some were rather depressing...

[Ogihara_Hideki]

Wow guys. It really pains me to see that so many of you have gone through so much. Just hang in there! I'll put my 2 cents in. I've beat back these demons, but there are sometimes here and there, where I do have a really bad day and all the bad memories and emotions come all rushing back like they never went away. Well anyway, heres are some of them...

1. I've battled Depression for several years, but I told my mom I was seeing my psychiatrist for ADD!!!
2. I envy my older brother.
3. One of the hobbies I took up to try and "forget" my loneliness nearly ended my life a few years ago.
4. I secretly hated people that were successful who fulfilled their dreams because I was too weak to get up and chase my own.
5. I got into serious debt trying to get this girl to love me. One of the most foolish things I ever did.
6. I do things alone many times because I have VERY few friends.

I have no problems openly admitting these things. As I learned long ago that keeping them bottled up gets you no where. It took the raw will to live and some divine intervention to really turn things around for me. I think it's awesome that people are sharing these personal facts about themselves. Just proof that you are never alone and there are plenty of people going through the same thing. We can, and there it always someone to help you out. Just ask.

[freya47]

I used to collect Cosplay clothes and stuff toys. I used to love collecting Cosplay clothes because I'm a true Japanese fan. I'm not ashamed to tell it but there are people that has negative reactions about it.

[killjadeskye]

Waah...love this thread. I always feel like I got many secrets..

1. I'm not that strong. It's just my ego; it's stronger than me.
2. I critique people a lot more than my friends know.
3. I never feel anything when I see my friends cry, but I have to act like I do, and its hard.
4. I cry easily when I watch movie
5. I believe I'll make a bad wife and a bad mother and I'll end up with an abusive man
6. I always say that I'll be okay alone in varsity coz I have no friends, but I feels lonely all the time
7. I'm destined to fail
8. I always envy my friends coz they're pretty and guys never look at me, with or without them. They always have many admirers, and I have none.

[yellowchocolate]

wow this was interesting to read.


~I feel so alone at night. because everyone sleeps and i dont really ... like sleeping?
i procrastinate sleeping, i put it off as long as possible.
~i am actually highly disorganized.
~i am very spoilt....imo. despite what others say, because i know myself the best and i believe i'm spoilt.
~i have a personality in front of my friends, my family and then when i'm alone. i like my friends more than my family.
~i keep a diary, and theres no way i'd ever let anyone read it fully... i write more thoughts in that diary than i have in my head... i swear i dont think that much.
~i've liked a guy for a whole year and still like him. despite saying i've stopped, i dont know him that well...
~i think i'm also developing feelings for a close guy friend who doesnt feel that way towards me. oh crap.
~i'm overly sentimental. i've kept the strangest and weirdest things, for examply, the cupcake wrapper of one of the cupcakes made by my crush in primary...
~i am incredibly indecisive about things that matter and opinionated about things that dont matter , i want to be a doctor one day and a architect the next.
[edit]
~ i have a bf, but i'm not sure if i like him. like ALOT. because sometimes i see my old crush, and my hearts starts doing that old rountine again. and i wonder where i'm going in my relationship. but i owe it to my bf to try my hardest, so i will.
~i have quite alot confidence sometimes. because i dont think i'm short, fat or ugly. and i feel awkward when my friends worry about those things, i dont think its worth worrying about. but thats because i think they are all awesome... i wish guys would stop being so freaking shallow and see what i see in my friends.
~my best guy friend likes/liked me and i still decided to go out with my other guy friend.
~my life is so drama like i get confused by it...

[LiLi_xox]

I have a split personality and I'm sometimes scared of people realizing that there is more to me than the extremely nice innocent & cute side that they see all the time.
I get jealous when I later on find out my friends all went out somewhere and didn't invite me.
I compliment people but over exaggerate, it makes them happier about themselves and give them a bit of a confidence boost. But sometimes I think I do it for them to give me compliment or maybe I'm just a suck up.
I always want to be prettier and I really care about how people think of me.
I'm jealous of really pretty girls who are also smart and always have guys around them.
I even have secrets & lies that I keep from my best friend. Although I classify her the truest bestie I have ever had. ><
I don't like one of my besties and many people know this but she herself doesn't even after all these years.

[fuuko-chan]

I can get easily upset without anyone knowing.
I solve my own problems all by myself most of the time.
I do want to be noticed... even if it's not obvious.

[jaeka]

I check out Japanese idols! :B


I think they're pretty.





*Uhhhh... suddenly feels the need to change her SN, mail address and identity... XD*

[Cobalt]

The life I show my friends in school is my alter ego..

[maaxroy]

Aww, i wish i could give everyone posting in this thread a hug T-T

- Im a very jealous person, even though i dont show it
- I've never had a boyfriend, but i bet that im gonna be really possesive over him considering the fact that im already possesive over the concept of 'Prince charming'
- I feel reallyyy ugly & I get jealous of all of my pretty friends; Sometimes i think that whenever i walk with them, people are comparing me and them...and im the ugly one. T-T
- I really want to be pretty. Not to get anyone's attention or anything, but just for my sake since I have serious issues with self-esteem
- Right about now, Im really depressed, even though there really is no reason to be except the whole deal with my friends...
- I feel lonely...like i feel like if i meet any of my friends from before, they wouldnt even awknowledge me...
- Im having a hard time adjusting to my new school, even though its a normal thing for me to move; Like before, i had no problem adjusting and i made alot of friends, now, ionno why, its sooo hard...I guess the roles have switched up and im the lonely kid now...
- Whenever im with my new group of friends, im always behind them, the only one following them. I try talking, but it seems like i cant be the same ole' super talkative kid... and It seems like they dont want to talk to me...
- Sometimes when i go out, i feel like the whole world knows whats going through my head, which makes me feel paranoid and super self consious...
- I put up a happy & optimistic face, but deep down, im really worried about the future...
- I am really seriously scared that one day i might not find my prince charming or I might end up heart-broken by some jerk
- Im worried and confused about religion...like, with all of this on my mind and all of these doubts, does this mean that I dont trust God?; I've become more religiously and spiritually aware ever since i moved to my new school since its a christian school...
- I have these weird thoughts, like about people's personal business and their lives...that i seriously shouldnt be thinking of...and I know that I dont, but...sometimes i feel as if people around me know that i have these thoughts about them...and I feel like im being really disrespectful and I dont want people to be disappointed in me (I know, very weird)
- I put up the face of the forgiving girl but deep down, i feel really cut up by my step-mom and I cant seem to forget or clearly forgive the things that she put me through...
- Sometimes, I feel like i dont want good things to happen to my friends or anyone...Even though i do, it feels as if there is some evil spot in me that doesnt allow me to truely be happy for them...is it selfishness, jealousy, or am I really not their well-wisher? I dont know...
- When good-looking people say hi to me or something, i'm like 'Uhhh, okay?' because Im scared that they're not really trying to say hi, they're trying to make fun of me or something...
- I get really scared when im in a college campus or a place with older people...intimidated, i guess?
- Im a 15 yr. old who is supposed to be enjoying her teenage life...and right now, im here writing out my insecurities...

Positive stuff

+ I want to learn how to sing
+ I want to learn how to dance
+ Im a daydreamer of lovey dovey stuff
+ I want to be a fashion designer
+ I wanted to be a child actress when I was younger...

[Vidalia]

- When I know something is wrong I do it anyway sometimes
- lol I'm a damn good lair
- Very calm on the inside when I'm around my friends or others but alone I get really anxious
- Scared of big changes
- Always get lost about what's gonna happen in the future
- Sometimes can be very criticizing against other's depends on circumstances, but I know to keep my mouth shut

[Jnn]

-I worry a lot, to the point where my health is affected.
-I care a lot about what others say to/about me even though i act totally aloof.

[adorkableheo]

:/

i post one before
but there's more...
this topic is so interesting
- i feel like no one listen to what i say
- i don't trust people as much as i used to
- i hate my mouth, i blabbed too much
- i don't trust most of my friends; i only trusted like 4
- i read other people's blogs, cuz it's more interesting than my blog
- i wish i can be a singer/actress instead of pursuing law
- i say things i don't mean
- i may say one thing , but that's not what on my mind
- my feeling get hurt easily but does not show it
- i lied to people, which is not good, i only lied under some cirumstances
- i feel like people will think i'm fake, but my best friend know who i really am
- i feel like no one really understand me, they think i'm all bubbly but i have secrets
- i feel secure about myself, i'm not very confidence hate my weight, i see girls who are prettier than me i feel jealous
and girls who act all sweet and innocent, i feel jealous
- i look at pretty girls because i'm not lesbian but because they pretty and i want to pretty like them..

[doggiexdp]

i like to cut my friends out of my life
same
i also live 3 different lives.. the one my family sees, and the one my friends see. and the one i actually live in.

[Sympathetic]

I'm an envious person.
I'm a girl, and I think I have a crush on my best friend which she is also a girl.
I'm a self conscious person.

[heroxsh]

-i wish i could sing
-i keep on thinking about breaking up with my boyfriend even though i still like him
-i pretend to be natural
- there are more that i wouldn't even admit on here

[minh_11]

if you still like him then you shouldn't, because it hurts losing the one you love !!!