[Regina Rae]

- On my weekends, I drive to a parking lot and sit there for hours to make my mother think I have friends.

- They forgot to announce my name at graduation.

- The only time a girl has talked to me is on April Fools day.

jesus. we should be friends.

anyway, something about me? well, sometimes i think i'm crazy.
like reeeeeeally mentally ill. i have a sick mind when it comes to
somethings O_o; i also am very nice to someones face, but deep
down inside, i say things like "i wish you would effing die" and these
thoughts are about people like my family members, and close friends.

i just don't know .______.

[FrozenWaterMelon]

- Not as always happy as i appear to be (have thought of being ><)
- Think that i'll never get my first kiss, since all of my friends have been kissed already.
- I'm losing my friends, and im afraid i'll keep losing till i have nobody.
- I feel alone a lot of times, and feel that im nothing.
- I can't be open to my family at times.
- I'm really scared of losing my best friend. even though i don't show it, i feel saddened at school.
- I hate my body even though people say there is nothing wrong with it.
- When i was little, i didn't like being part asian
- Sometimes, when I can't let out the tears or I wanna cry when people are near me, I watch dramas that make me cry.
- I like guys that I have absoulutely no chance with.

[dmph]

I used to say how life is crap and all, but now I'm more optimistic. To be honest, sometimes my life is so screwed up that I have to pretend that I'm okay. I'm actually bleeding inside. My parents don't know, my friends probably don't know, and maybe nobody knows the pain I'm suffering. Well, maybe you guys since I've told you.

It's just not simple as it sounds but I think my laughter and smiles are there to make my life more full of sunshines and rainbows.

Maybe it's just me, but the reason I'm always feeling down inside, and happy outside is because I'm scared of the people surrounding me. If I break down and weep everything away, they'll probably say I'm this stupid girl that's crying her butt away to gain attention and pity. I try hard to keep strong and to not to show my inside, out.

I guess that's all really. I have many problems, and I'm not the kind of person that washes away anything easily. I'm more of the stubborn type who doesn't get over things until it's damn straight.

If you're wondering what the hell is my problem, it's everything. Just everything.


God, I like this thread. I'm feeling better!

[commelafleur]

I sleep better when my room is clean 8-)

[Courtknee]

I'm usually really conceited. I just people on their looks, I call people ugly and all that stuff. In reality, I find myself horrible looking. :/ *cough* I shouldn't be judging people like that - since I'm no better than them *cough*

I have more of a internet life than a IRL life.

I feel like I will never be in love - never have a boyfriend - never start a family.

[Incise Soul]

- I live different lives as well.
01. My mom thinks I'm doing really well in college. I'm struggling.
02. I have a sorority life at school. Partying & Drinking & Boys.
03. With home friends I go out to movies/bowling/taking sticky pictures/hanging out at boba places.
- Different people think differently of me. Some think I'm quiet/indifferent/shy. True friends know that I'm really caring/talkative.
- I try to act tough in front of people when I tell them that I don't have a dad figure in my life. Inside, I know that I'm NOT okay with it. I cry every time the "dad" topic comes up in conversation or movies.
- I'm so afraid that I'll never fall in love again.. the way I did for my ex-boyfriend.

[yeindarrrling]

when im with friends i feel utterly left out.

i always think my friends are better than me in someway.

im feeling very down lately; and i feel no one can get me out.

i wish love was real; but im always denying that it isnt.

i wish i had better friends that i fit in with.

[mezzed]

I hate listening to people talk about their problems. even though I want to become a therapist.
I love talking & don't care if other people get annoyed.
I secretly want a boyfriend but don't at the same time.
I think my brother's girlfriend is selfish and a brat.
I stalk my sister's internet use.
I'm probably depressed & am on the verge of a nervous break down soon.
I brag about myself in order to seem better than people.
I love attention.
I'm really stupid.
I get pleasure from other people's failure.
I live 3 separate lives, a home life, an internet life, & a school life.
I still feel like I can't forgive my sister for going out with my ex.

[Sympathetic]

This is mostly about my boyfriend, but I swear - I will never admit these things in rl.

I'm scared of getting emotionally cheated on.
I hate the fact my boyfriend checks out so many girls - it's not jealously, it's the feeling of being compared.
I cried myself to sleep the pass few days because of him.
I'm scared, scared of losing him the most.

I'm negative about everything in life.

[inyeon.]

I feel that all my friends are losers.
Even though I hang out with them, I roll my eyes at how immature any annoying they are.


The only reason I hang out with them is because I have no other friends. ):


poops. ._.

[78eight]

- I get jealous of others

-I only have 1 real friend

-I like being better than everyone else

[greymoose]

- I think about killing myself alot. I’ve tried slitting my wrists once, but stopped after I noticed how much it hurt. Also, I’ve tried killing myself by overdosing on advil, but I ran out after 8 pills.
- I suck at suicide attempts.
- I’m depressed almost every day, and I’m extremely sensitive.
- I don't think any of my friends actually like me.
- I often feel left out, and think that I’m being excluded on purpose.
- I get jealous really easily. I just don't show it.
- I’ve done some things that I’ve claimed to have never ever done.
- I have this sinking feeling that just about everyone is better looking than me.
- I still spy on my ex on facebook. Weird, I know.
- Since that one guy, I’ve been completely bitter about love, and my heart feels totally numb.
- I’ve had a crush on just about every single guy in existence.
- I really really want to be beautiful. More than anything in the world.
- I also want to be adored by guys. I absolutely love it when just about ANY guy gives me attention.
- I think I’m actually a really selfish and mean person.
- Sometimes I’m not actually joking. I actually meant those mean comments that I said in a joking manner.
- I’m really lonely. Really ridiculously lonely.

i think... were long lost twins.
youre exaclty like me.
not one thing on this list is missing or wrong
okay ONE thing
- I love flirting with guys and leading them on.

[miho<3]

I get jealous easily, and I'm too competitive for my own good.
I think a lot and worry about unnecessary stuffs, A LOT.
I love to be in the center of attention.
I love to be better than everyone.

[slumber-lan]

- i feel lik ei dont belong - i cant speak fluent chinese and ii'm not an english
-i have 4 different sides to me
- one with my mum and dad~~~i have no emotion and all i care about is money
-one with my sis and bro, i'm happy as and i dont mind being left alone in the house for the past 4 yrs
-one with my aunt and that i have to give up my social life so that i HAVE to work
- and one with my friends that i show them im not happy with life, but i dont express it loud enough
- i've tried to kill myself 3times the second time my family found out and they did nothing to help me out
- im not as happy aspeople think i am
-i have major anxiaty about what im gonna do when im older
-i have strong paracentomal in my draw
-i cry myself to sleep atleast 4 times a month
-when i was younger i woul dsteal money from my mums purse_ and now i feel like i'm being punished because of that
-i'm hidden my crying from everyone for soo long , im begining to think that i wont feel anything when im older
- i have lied soo much to everyone now, i think no-one in the world knows the true me, not even myself!
...in other words im kinda depressed and can't wait to leave my house and get away fom this.....



,,,,,thats kinda made me feel better ^^

[lovely_desire]

-I feel out of place , I think i was adopted
-i get scared of growing up and maturing
-I have 3 true friends
- I hate how i look and i wish i was thin
-i have thought of sucide and running away
-I have stolen stuff
-I carried a pen knife to school and nearly hurt someone >_<
- I cry myslef to sleep twice in a year.
- i'm scared of the future
-I fear my dad mental's health
-I get scared one day everybody leave me alone
-I have two identitys online
-I want to run away from the people i love because i can't handle what the future may hold
-I'll never fall in love , i've never kissed

[bombb_]

reading these make me feel at home. haha>>

but wow. some of these make me real sad.


so..


deep down inside, i reaaaaaaaally dislike myself. who ive become and all.
i hate being lazy, making excuses for everything, lying, neglecting responsibilities, doubting myself.
i feel im hideous and i really wish i was born looking more asian, or at least enough so people wont think im mexican. but plastic surgery or something is silly. i cant imagine myself looking another way.
sometimes i dont want to eat cause i want to lose this weight ive gained. but i end up eating anyways.
i live three lives as well. the one with my family. with my friends. and myself.
i think im an actual loner. maybe one true friend..i hope.
i wear the same basic clothes every week, cause theyre plain and i feel i wont get mocked wearing them. so i dont wear all the other clothes my mom buys me.
i wish i could be smart..talented..social.
i cant purposely hurt myself physically. im too weak.
sometimes i feel ill never be able to open up enough to get a husband.
sometimes im really conceited, yet i still feel hideous.
im contradictory and hypocritical.
my lack of mental wellness scares me.

ugh. theres so much more. haha. i feel weird typing this here. i hope no one i know in r/l ever reads this.. (changes personalpicture haha)

[heejintruong]

- On my weekends, I drive to a parking lot and sit there for hours to make my mother think I have friends.

- They forgot to announce my name at graduation.

- The only time a girl has talked to me is on April Fools day.

aww. i'll be your friend that's a girl ;D
you can now check 2 things off that list of yours! ^__^

- I think I know so much about life, when I don't even go outside that much
- it kind of bothers me when people try to be asian...[sorry guys]
- I never take my dad anywhere because I think he's an embarrassment.

there's like a lot more..but I can't even admit it on here.

[imready]

-im really jealous of many of my friends ><
-i had a crush on my cousin when i was 8
-im really insecure
-im a pinkberry sometimes and i know it
-i havent had my first kiss yet. thats why i dont do the french kissing part of Truth or Dare. ><

im not gonna say anymore because i know some people on here :X

[ellis]

- I like this guy. And I'm hella sure that he does like me too. And it's been 3 months since the day i found out that we had feelings for each other. But I would never be the one who ask him out.
- I love my family but I never tell them so. Coz I think it's super cheesy to be saying those kinda things.
- I am a messy girl.
- I always want to hug him.
- I don't often drink but I can drink pretty well, or that I used to drink alot.
- I only take pictures of myself or let others do it when I'm in the happiest mood/look prettiest with full makeup/ at the very right angle.
- I love photography
- I'm saving for a big road trip around Europe this coming summer.

[SM1L3,]

- im really fake D:
- im an angry person inside
-i live 3 lives :x
-im a backstabber
-im a computer nerd

heheh ,