[inyeon.]

too much emoing in this thread. lols.



- im like super super super desperate to be respected, and I hate that I have such a boring personality to cause that.

[Seriah]

- I expect way too much (so I always end up disappointed).
- My life is too boring.
- I'm afraid of people not liking me, that's why I don't really talk at school.
- Sometimes I feel pathetic thinking about him all the time, because he doesn't seem to give a crap about me anymore.
- I don't like it when she constantly asks if I'm okay.
- I'd rather have my own group of guy friends, than most of the friends I have now.
- I think some people talk to me because they feel sorry for me.
- I hate it when I get compared to other girls, especially when they say that she's so much prettier/smarter/etc than me.
- Sometimes I wish that I was better than her.
- I get jealous whenever I hear about people's plans for the weekend.
- It's so easy to hurt my feelings.
- Whenever I'm alone, I'm always depressed because I think about what used to be, and what I have left.
- I think I lost all my closest friends.
- I wish that everything was the way it was before.
- I'm so hung up on the past that it's not even funny.

[ngarky]

i don't like talking and i don't like a lot of people

[x3keke]

- I don't like talking on the phone
- I love to go out with friends and such, but after an hour or two of hanging out I itch to go back home and be alone
- I'm not as popular as people seem to think I am
- I'm not as angry as I seem
- I hate being so easy.

[_aitherios]

_although I've never acted on them, my thoughts are pretty slutty.
_i wish i was never born into this effed up world/society.
_i'm losing my belief in love.
_i'm sick of my bff...
_i used to want to be a playboy bunny. or SI model. i still want to be a burlesque dancer x]
_i want to try heroin.
_i'm pretty insecure.

[Hongki.love]

- All the guys I fall for never like me back or satisfy me by talking/being near me.
- I don't want a boyfriend, but I want someone who will stay by my side.
- My bff can sometimes get obsessed with her appearance/clothes/materials. I am nearly opposite of her.
- My faith is hindering right now...just because I'm occupied with school and distracted with a busy schedule.

[ButterTina]

that I am sickly. I hate being sick. And I don't ever want to have to think I am sickly.

that I don't want to be in a relationship, however, I want a man who'd love me. what the?

that I actually want to be with my papa.

[i heart yunho]

I perform concerts in my room.

I still sleep with a night light.

I wish I could get plastic surgery.

[strawberrii chuuu]

1. i cry a lot more than people expect
2. little things that people say hurt me a thousand times more... rather than the more important stuff. i guess you can say.



ha. i don't even know what else to put.

[xxdis0riental]

- I want to call my future love by terms of endearment (i.e., Honey, Sweetie, etc.) despite that I am the total opposite or least expected person to say that if you know me in real life.
- My middle name, although I pretty much told everyone in one thread (don't even try to look through my posts via profile, despite I always make an attempt to embarrass myself).
- I want to cook for my future love and cut his hair for him (I suppose you would call this an affectionate or loving kind of thing, which again--is not like me at all in real life).
- I magnify everything people say that I find even the least bit negative (or sometimes not at all, but I'm always suspicious people have ulterior motives to hurt my feelings because I'm paranoid and a moron) and automatically take it as a personal attack.
- I will sometimes like something just because everyone else does.
- I talk to myself all the time (I don't have conversations with myself, though).
- I'm dependent on sleeping pills.
- I improvise scenes by flow or that just happen to linger in my mind out loud when I'm alone; more than most of time in a mutant Russian/Serbian accent.
- I am so determined to make myself a charming, striking woman that I constantly daydream about it.
- I am a hypocrite.

Wow, I actually feel better for admitting these things. Thanks for making this thread, OP.

[Chanellas]

I hate humanity. Sometimes.

lol saaad

[Donnerschlag]

- Im not as smart as some people make me out to be.
- I hate fixing computers even though I fix everyones near me.
- I have taken what was not mine.
- I was the one who booby trapped my step-sister room, although I blamed it on my smaller bro.
- Im the one that always eats my sisters deserts in the fridge and say I dont know who did.

[cherrybombgurl]

I'm really lazy sometimes & procrastinate too much
I'm afraid of public schools b/c for some reason whenever
I go to one I'm such a loner but I have alot of friends at my current school (a private ALL-GIRL school) yes....I know lol
I used to weigh like 160 when I was like 12 >_< man I was huge but then I started to lose weight

[prechuz_azn]

-Socially awkward yet I want to people to socialize with me.
-Invited to parties but I deny them because I'm scared of social events
-I am attracted to weird people and equally awkward people
-I hate and suck at small talk
-I never pursue the people I like (not even if they like me)
-I have a lot of mood swings
-I am not comfortable around people that are shady around me
-I can't start conversations nor end them
-I cherry pick my friends
-I have friends that are Hot Topic people, preps, Asians, and quiet
-I always talk without thinking and I say awkward things.

[.Demy]

- I want to call my future love by terms of endearment (i.e., Honey, Sweetie, etc.) despite that I am the total opposite or least expected person to say that if you know me in real life.
- I want to cook for my future love and cut his hair for him (I suppose you would call this an affectionate or loving kind of thing, which again--is not like me at all in real life).

^^^ I second those two ^^^
-I have a small crush on one of my girl friends even though Im not bi or gay
-I had a long distance relationship with a guy who is ___ years older than me over the summer
-I love to dance, and I want to learn Korean so that I can go to Korea and try out for SM

[cherri82crystal]

+i'm really fake
+i have no confidence + low self esteem
+i dont like it when my crushes are around
+i dont like people looking at me..makes me feel uncomfortable
+im not a good person
+i use people
+i dont like a lot of my friends yet i hang with them
+i dont like my current circle of friends
+im a jealous person no matter how much i deny it..you cant escape that feeling unfortunaely
+im a hypocrite
+ive slit my wrists before
+i'm not good with socializing or around guys

i think thats it...=D WOA im pretty messed

[musicpoplove]

many different lives

1. the way school friends see me (aka non asians)
2. the way not in my school friends see me (aka asians)
3. the way my fanmily seesme
4. the way i see my self and my real personality and my dreams

[a.rose*]

before i moved to america i was very fat.
& right now, i'm at a healthy weight.
but when my friend came round to sleepover
when i was 14, she was looking at my family
pictures without my consent & asked me who
that fat girl was next to my brother.
& i said it was my cousin.

[dare2move]

i haven't shaved my armpits in a month.
woops.

[LoLLyphee]

Its not that i would never admit but i can HARDLY say it out loud or admit it.
admit what?

o1; that i actually listen & take in what other people say about me when i actually told the others that i don't listen to what they say.
o2; i want to learn how to cook very well so that i can cook for my love ones in the future haha. so embarassing x///x;
o3; i feel guilty for everything i do, even the good things can make me guilty somewhat.
o4; when i like a guy. hahaha
o5; i want to hug a guy when i'm sad HAHAHA. omg this is so stupid and embarassing @//@;
o6; i used to pee on the bed til grade 4. PUAHAHA
o7; i am a quiet girl & doesn't like to talk much - i'm sure no one will believe me.
o8; i imagined dirty stuffs as well. like starting january 2009 T_T
o9; i'm a cry baby