[loveydovey]

- i get jealous very easily
- i feel like no one would really care if i died except for my parents
- im scared my life might turn out to be a failure
- people being disappointed in me is one of my biggest fears
- im very sensitive and get hurt easily with words even when they dont mean it
- i dont think i have any real friends...as in i cant talk to any one person about everything i want to without fear of them judging me
- i dont like it when people call me quiet
- i cant articulate/express myself well
- i wish i was the person everyone liked and wanted to be around

[swt_blue_dragon]

I want to change
I wish I knew what I wanted to do
I want to have a best friend but I don't think that will ever happen, only really close friends
I wish I could be more social
I feel like I will be left behind

[pinochio]

- my friends think i'm strong but actually i get hurt very easy , it's just i don't say it out loud but sometimes my heart aches so bad
- just because i'm always smiling, making jokes, making others laugh doesn't mean i'm actually happy
- i'm a dreamer, a big one
- it's pissing me off when people say that everything it's gonna be fine and that i'm smart, i hate it when they have so high expectations of me

[hiswendy]

I think I'll be alone forever. Wait, I admit that irl...
I guess what I don't admit is that I'm afraid I really will be alone forever.
I wish I pursued my dream of acting.
I'm scared sh-tless of not getting hired after I graduate.
I want a hand to hold.

[coldfire-x]

1. I want a boyfriend. But that's only because I see my friends with a boyfriend and I envy them for a little while and then I get over it.
2. I try to make it like I have a life but not going on msn but I'm actually appear offline.
3. Sometimes I act like a pinkberry around my friends for attention.
4. I hate how I have something that people hate about me.
5. I try too hard to be funny.
6. I get left out a lot.

[bonjour tristesse.]

That I hate life, in general. That I will never admit .. Mhm, Lmao. Does that make sense? o_O"

[loveyurice]

- I hate this place... I don't fit in anywhere.
- I'm terrified of the thought of being alone for the rest of my life.
- I can't stand my family sometimes.
- I'm not as optimistic and fun-loving as I make it out to be.
- I wish I could just start over.
- I wish I had a boyfriend...
- I wish I had a friend who GETS IT.

[xxxong]

- I bottle up my emotions.
- No one in my family understands me AT ALL.
- I have a different appearance in front of everyone.
- I start to get hyper when I see someone I like.
- I want to become a singer/actress.
- I have seriously no friends.
- I tear up for almost everyday these past months.
- I was backstabbed by my so called "best friend"
- I hated it when my "ex-friends" believe a friikin stranger instead of my own words.
- I lied most of my past life. I learned my lesson now. I can't tell lies no more. I'll end up hurting myself.
- I hate being a loner.
- I want someone to be there for me.
- I am weaker than my appearance
that's enough.
haha, never thought I would say the 4th one.

[MiizzHyukiie]

-im afraid of not being accepted.
-im a loner in my homeroom. no one from my group of friends is in it. i just don't entirely click with anyone.
-i seriously wish to have a best friend.
-i seriously wish to have a real friend who relates with me and my life.
-i tell every person that asks me if i would rather live in edmonton or in vancouver that i would live in vancouver, but take them with me. every time i lie about bringing them with me.
-i like to keep my friends outside of school seperate from my friends in school.

if i think of more... ill come back to edit.

[ionely]

1. I really do not TRUST anyone but myself
2. I l want more guys to look at me and not my friends
3. Sometimes I am jealous and envy my friends
4. I am not as smart as people think
5. I can be a funny person, but I still have feelings

[xxkokoro]

1. im happiest when im alone just left with my thoughts

2. i only have 1 true friend (she's the bessttt)

3. i have a crush on someone 2 yrs older than me

[Imboredthatsnotfun]

I prefer to be alone. Just me. I am a very independent person and don't rely on others for approval or comfort.

I plan, plan everything. I plan things I am going to say. I plan things I am going to eat.
I plan things I am going to change about myself. I am very driven by self improvement.

Quote from MiizzHyukiie
Today, 05:22 AM
"I like to keep my friends outside of school seperate from my friends in school."

Same here.

[Miss.Understood]

- I have a secret blogspot solely made to express my more personal thoughts.
- Truth is, my depression never went away.

[l-almo]

- I get jealous easily
- I bottle up my emotions
- I'm not as strong as I appear to be, I'm very sensitive
- I want to change everything about me sometimes.
- I can be very depressed
- Stupid people annoy me.(some exceptions though)
- I don't like being alone, being with a group of people makes me feel happy
- It annoys the hell out of me when people just don't GET me
- It's hard for me to trust people(I lie at times when people ask if I trust them)

[mizgen17]

- i'm confused about life
- i'm worried about my exams
- i work hard on other things and not just on my education
- i wish my parents understand me
- i wish i can my true self with other people not just my closest friends
- i wanna become a trainee
- i suffer from depression
- i attempted suicide twice
- many people expect so much from me which is making me stressed out

[PhunGar]

im soo "popular" everyone seems to think that
but i question how many "freinds" i have , quiet depressing

i go in and out of depression ever week or so and dont' know how to deal with it other than to smoke heaps

[*frutti]

1. I had/have a crush on my mom's friend's son (who became my friend) and he's part of the reason why I want to go to UCLA so bad.
2. I am a loner in my drawing/painting class because of all the stupid freshmen and those who aren't are...weird slacker/party animal/druggie people that I don't associate well with.
3. I am veryyy self-conscious about my hair. And tbh, I hate my hair.
4. I'm very arrogant on the inside. But at the same time, I have super low self-esteem.
5. I have a love-hate relationship with my parents.
6. I wish my brother didn't exist 95% of the time.
7. Sometimes I feel like I don't have any real friends.
8. I have a tumblr and xanga that no one knows about...and they reveal some shocking hidden truths about myself.

That would suck if my friends read this. Oh well.

[chaumein]

1. My image is really important to me: both my physical image and what people perceive me as.
2. I'm boring, no way around it. I can't hold a conversation for mini cooper.
3. I don't know what to do with my hands when I walk. I have to be holding something or have pockets to put my hands in.
4. I'm really awkward. I don't mind though, personally I think it's endearing. (Yeah, I'm conceited too)
5. Being single for so long has made me desperate. I'm pretty sure about 40% why I like my current crush is because he's there and he pays attention to me.

[chaumein]

- I care too much about what people think of me to the point that almost everything I do is to impress them

- Like others in this thread, 95% of my friends aren't real friends. Which leads me to the next one:

- I'm a pretender. And I'm good at it. I pretend to like people just so I avoid drama.

- I'm way too nice, but that's not because I care, it's because I want people to like me. But people take advantage of it and use me sometimes. They think I don't know, but I do. And what they don't know:

- Another way I benefit from being really nice is not only to get people to like me, but to get things out of them. People trust me with their secrets, and I do keep them. But I have so much dirt on so many people that I could expose them anytime. While I tell them nothing about myself, so they have nothing to work with.

- I put on many different masks depending on the environment/situation.


This is the horrible selfish person I am. Always thinking about myself, but pretending I think about others first. The only person who knows the real me and everything about me is my younger sister. I tell her everything and I'm grateful to have someone to talk to about things I'd never tell anyone else.

Your 4th and 5th points are so relevant to me right now. I slipped up and told a secret about the "Queen Bee" of my social group so I'm pretty much exposed to these "friends." Of course they're all too passive-aggressive to do anything about it, but I notice how guarded they are in front of me now. I wanna be cool and say good riddance but gosh now I've really isolated myself.

[MarsCrescent]

-I want people to like me so much and I try so hard to fit in. I feel like no one likes me and I'm lonely.
-My family is driving me insane.
-I have a huge crush on someone I barely know.
-I am super paranoid beyond belief. Every time I post to any sort of message board I fear that someone I know will read it and will know all about me. (I say things I may not say in real life because I take the anonymity of the internet for granted.)
-I'm sad.