[ryuem]

First time making a thread x) woo~~
anywy i've been going thru a mini crisis atm in my teenage life.

Basically i really fell for one of my gd time friends, first we saw eachother as older/younger siblings
tell eachother everything and anything. & i reli started to fall for him after lke...2years. wow, surprising i know.
and what happend, because we're honest friends, i told him. & he said okay. what do you want to happn?
i said, well i know you have a crush on someone else, so i'm gna just try & get over you. if you'd help me that wud be nice =D
(i said that obviously because he tells me all about ANOTHER girl, who he totally LOVED).
so we agreed to see eachother less & be... lets see... more distant.

when he finally got the girl, he didnt evn tell me =_=
i heard it from another friend which reli pissed me off. the fact that teh trust had been BROKEN lke that.
the honestly just DISSAPEARED. i mean, i know we stopped talking, bt .... a big thing lke that? ARGH. (this was a few months ago)
we hardly spoke during his relationship with her. only random times @ friend gatherings he'd be there too
and he'd sometimes cling onto me @ these gatherings, evn tho we'd only talk a bit.
& couple times his gf was there, bt he clung onto me instead, it was uber weird.

so they're relationship lasted a few months bt ended recently due to distance difficulties.
& so, me being a stubborn girl, am still totally interested in him, IN THE WRONG WAY =_=''
even after all this time, adn his going off with another girl after i confessd, and its just so.. totally argh.

nwo since i havent been close with him for so long , hes started to get out of hand.
almost being a changed person. personality has changed. interest. friends (quite important as this point in life they're ur biggest influences).
i fell for his personality and some of his charm
and now, the charm is still there~ sort of. bt the personality is just ticked off & totally opposite
its so hard to talk to him now, and evn tho hes diffrent, i stil like him (no idea WHY T_________T)


Advice in helping me would be nice.
Comments on ACTUAL topic of "loving a changed person" is also welcome too x)
Share your stories too~~ x)