[Starberriee]

I hate how my parents bought a HD television that we can't even watch "normal" channels on. That means the whole TV is useless to me since the regular channels I watch like TLC, Slice, MTV.. are just a few that I can no longer watch. It makes it "laggy" which creates a whole blocky censor looking screen. The sound isn't much better.

I hate HD tv.

[janelforsure]

WOW. Again? This happens like, every month. Just swallow your pride & move on. If you don't wanna have to go
through this all the time, then stop acting that way. You KNOW it's the only reason this happens. Then you end up
crying & making it seem like HE'S the bad guy, when you were the one who wronged him in the first place. & you,
you lack a LOT of understanding. The world does not revolve around YOU. We both agree that you need one, but
you PTAI as if you've had some sort of experience in that sort of expertise. You need one so you can stop b!&@#ing
about how it affects me. It's not me who doesn't try. Realize that it's you. & why am I the only victim in this situation?
IWLYGWM, ANYTOWNTTM. Grow up. Realize that INMFF!. I try just as hard, but things always seem to turn out better
for you. You don't know what I could be faced with, especially with everything going on with me right now. IDNYTBM
AMRN. WIRNRNIAF, which you really haven't been lately. I mean yeah, MVAMBISOMUD, but like I said, I try. You don't.
WWA, YDEWTA. YJWSAWH, & SKOROOY, & that has been the biggest annoyance of them all. Stop acting like that.
You are NOT made of glass. Stop being so scared. It'll get you nowhere. HTHDYETMIISIYSSOE?! Realize.

[EHNerJI]

why do people keep adding onions to my food even when i say not to !?
ughhhh now all i can smell is the onions T_T so sad.
and now i have to make myself more food -___-;

[loversixteen]

ok first i saw two reflections of MJ in the washroom and no one would believe me including my brother.. and now he even hit me with a stupid pump and left a bruise on my forehead. he didn't even apologize sincerely just because i disturbed him while watching T.V. i mean i was trying to rant how bad those Ms. Pageants were.

[iyagi]

Ugh... I'm pretty tired of putting on a fake face just to please everyone else. But I know once I speak my mind, you're going to attack me, say I'm wrong, accuse me. This is what I get for holding things back. They build up over time and once I let it out, I let it all out. And it's just so unfair. Why is it that you get to be the center of attention, have all this stuff, have everyone like you, and still get to one-up me on the one thing I could count on? You totally stole my spotlight, the one, little thing I had. It's just not fair. And I can't say anything to you. It's so freaking unfair that you've made yourself untouchable.


And I hate that people will tell me "You can't change people" or "They can't help how they are." I try to listen, and I try to tell myself I can be the bigger person, that the blood in my body is me and mine alone, and that you can't take that from me. But somewhere in the back of my mind I still think ugly thoughts, and it makes me even more pissed that I really can't change people. There's no way you can blame someone for being who they are. Yet at the same time I can't help resenting you for the way you've made me feel. And being naturally competitive, you've just driven my competitiveness to a whole new level, and I feel like everything's a competition now. It tires me, and I hate hearing these stupid things. You're such a wannabe sometimes, and I just don't get how people aren't bothered by that. I don't get how you can just lie to save face, and then go and blame me for things I never did.


Why is it that in the end, you win, and I always lose?


---


Oh, and you? I just want to forget about you. I want to forget I ever met you, that you ever existed. Really? I just wish we never became friends. It's too hard, and I can't take my jealousy. It would be alot better if you'd never said all those nice things to me, made me believe things that were never true. You misled me.


You're never going to know the extent of what I felt, or how much you, and everyone else, hurt me. But you know what? I don't want you to know. I just want you to go away. And if you would understand, you'd do just that. Can we please just never speak to each other again? My life would seriously be so much easier. I hate hearing your name from someone else's mouth, and thinking what I've been missing out on. I don't want to hear your name, your existence, your voice, not again. This just needs to be one of those lessons that I've learned, and then I move on. If you make me suffer one more second, I don't think I can take it. I doubt you need me here anyways. And if you really did, then you'll know the same pain I've been feeling for the past three years.


I'm not waiting anymore. I know you said to wait, but I'm not waiting.

[soulremix.]

Ugh, my internet's annoying me right now. It keeps connecting and disconnecting -____-x

[Starberriee]

My formal dress for a yacht party, makes me look like I am going to a funeral.
Arghhh.
I hate it. My mom bought it without asking me.

[ephemeral.]

Again?
Why the crap are they doing this over again and again?
It's getting irritating now. Just stop it.

[have_faith]

my stupid feelings are driving me nuts! i want to be with you but i dont want to be with you. i feel like u dont care at all about us. but im suppose to know that you do. i think it's easier if we're just friends. but i dunno if i want just that. i cant decide and i think its ruining our relationship. the build up of my insecurities and irrational-ness is making me an angry person and ur the one i take it out on. how long will u put up with it and try to understand before you give up? i know i can trust you but i dream of you cheating and having girls on the side to just go to. i know i can trust you yet i can imagine you cheating. does that mean i really do trust you? o.o i wanna say i love you cause i think i do. but im having second thoughts. and if its so hard for me to say it or not want to say it, then does that mean i dont love you? half the thoughts i have are stupid because i know you can have the same doubt as i do. but you dont. i cant be a hypocrite, its not like i dont check other guys out. ur not blind, you can see that there are other pretty girls. but why is it tat it drives me nuts knowing u do?! i use to be so reasonable and understanding. what happened to me? i try to maintain and act like im okie with a lot of things that i SHOULD be okie with. but deep down, i feel scared and nervous that you will betray me. so i maintain my understanding image while inside im breaking. does that mean i need to walk away from us cause it's damaging me? maybe my heart hasn't healed all the way yet. and im still scared of being hurt and hurting you.

[#SHINAI]

AM I EVER PISSED AT MYSELF!@#$%^&
I WILL DO SOMETHING WITH MY SUMMER!!!111
/END FAIL.

[Allison]

Let the guys play live, damnit. They are capable of doing so ;___; man.

[abviolinplayer]

ohmygahhhd why am I so stupid?!? -____-

[loversixteen]

i didn't know i offended my optometrist.. i thought it was a joke but actually the matter got even worse. nothing is working great for me, first with the MJ reflections, getting sick three days in a row, half of my face is bruised, and what else?? oh yeah my hair is in a mess right now. so pathetic...

[YUNICA]

sick. very sick. i think i've fever right now.

woah, you did a bad job in transforming yourself into the "cool" people on Soompi. tsk. tsk.

[superhero ♥]

john tesh ME.
FIGURE OF SPEECH YO!

[TSUBASA.]

-deletes-
I regret typing this.

[xlemonpie]

>[ you need to learn to respect others' property..

[retraspect]

you're doing it again. that thing where you stop caring because you're lazy and you think that things are alright between us. they're not. nothing is ever permanent like that, and i wish you'd stop depending on me to always just be there, no matter what. i'm not. i'm leaving soon and if you even care an ounce about this dumb relationship we have going on, you'd do something to finally step up and save it.
if not, then whatever. i'm always prepared to say goodbye to you.

[viviians]

ahhh measurin BP mini coopers me!

[AyuTrance90]

Dargh I don't know what to believe anymore. I know DBSK won't disband but SM is making doubt that fact! Lee Soo Man is disgusting, honestly.