[bonjour tristesse.]

My mom is bitching, I have so much homework, I'm sick, I have my period, my best friend hasn't been answering my phone calls since friday and to top it off my boyfriend is acting like a total ass wipe.

Great day if you ask me .

[xdeathberry]

Lots of homework I should have done.
Procrastination.
I must kill you before this year is over.
Go IB. =__=

-sigh-

I always thought I was a selfish little girl. But I realized I find happiness through helping others.
But that always ends up resulting in the person whom I've helped turning around and screwing me over.
I know for sure I'm not a push-over. But the tactics they use.. vile creatures.

[stjapo46]

Ughh I am such an idiot, I bought the wrong book!
I should have read the syllabus first but no, I thought I knew it already.
I don't think the seller will let me switch -___- If he does, then that might cost me my feedback *cries*
I am so stupid, if I do buy a new one then it won't arrive on time *sighs*

[Want2LoveU]

Even though I had 4 months of free time to do whatever I want I was very happy, but now that school is starting I don't want it to end. In my dad opinion I wasted those 4 months because in his eyes not wasting means doing something productive and has value. I did feel bad that I wasted those 4 months, but looking back I on those months I felt so relaxed and made me feel happy. I found that those months were priceless to me.

When my summer holiday began I didn't know what to do at all, I slept late and woke up in the afternoon. I caught up on all my sleeping, I feel really great. I exercised by riding my bike for 2 hours everyday, I even lifted weights. The rest of the time I spent going online watching movies and dramas. I have to say I watched a lot, but I feel that I wasted a lot of my time on these movies and dramas. Before school starts I want to finish one drama that I was watching, and never never watch dramas anymore. I just feel that I was meant for greater things, I just haven't found it yet. I spent my time sitting watching these movies and dramas, I felt like I was killing time. I wasn't happy nor sad, I felt like it helped me calm down. At the same time I feared going back to school because of all the work they gave me every semester. At times I feel like the whole world is falling down on me, but I would rather do work than sit at home all the time. I just can't find anything worth doing, I don't want to waste my time on these entertainment videos. I have watched some many movies over the past 4 months, and most of which are all crap. I am wasting my time away on these stupid things, I want to be someone in this world. I want to make a name for myself, so everyone would recognize me. Yet, I don't know where to start.

What's even more frustrating is going to school with a class of 200 students, I want to concentrate on my work and do good on exams in the future. At times I feel that I have all this burden on me, I feel all this emotional pain alone. I want to talk to someone in my class, but this isn't like my old school. I want to isolate myself from other people to concentrate on my work, but every time I try to someone has to interfere. I want to get to know some people, but at the same time I won't have time for them. I don't see my purpose in studying, I feel like I doing it for my dad. Yet, I don't feel I am totally there studying. There are times when I feel my mind is blank, I can't find my path in this world. I don't know what I want to do, I tell myself to study and do good but really I don't know what I am doing. Am I the only person who thinks about these things, I feel a little sad it shows in how I speak to people. I want to smile, but I feel all this pressure on me. I want to reach out to people, but I feel they won't understand me. I don't know what to do each day, whatever happens to me I just go with the flow. Yet, I know what I want but I haven't seen it yet.

[wonderfulVIP]

OFCOURSE I'M HAVING A BAD DAY. HOW CAN A HOTTEST HAVE A GOOD DAY TODAY ? !
john tesh YOU JAEBUM. NICE, GREAT THANKS FOR LEAVING 2PM. YOU'RE SO LEADER WORTHY.
I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS. T___T GAHHH. ONE OF THE WORST DAYS EVER.
I THINK I'M DREAMING. I WISH. NO, SADLY NOT. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO FEEL RIGHT NOW.
ANGRY, SAD, DISAPPOINTED, WORRIED ? I JUST HOPE YOU'RE MAKING A RIGHT DECISION.

[adieu.cloud]

GOSH
hatehatehatehatehatehateeHATE antis.
i wont believe anything.
theyre trying to kill somebodys dream, then take it back ? and say its too much of a punishment?
WHY? MAKING HIM LEAVE 2PM IS WORSE THEN DEATH!?!

[chifuni]

My current pathetic status.

Just sums up what I'm feeling. It's ridiculous... Will I never get over these haunting memories? Why is it that every time I see him, my head starts spinning while he seems so... unaffected? Are all our shared looks, all the secret smiles... nothing to him? Is it just all in my imagination? Why's it making it so hard to breathe if I don't care?

[taaaaay]

Oh my god, 83%? I need to go kill myself.

[lovemelody.]

-__- why can't you not be a Richard for once.

[G-D]

so phuhken pissed off man.
why?? i hope jay isn't quitting 2pm. ))))):
maybe he's just visiting home? yeah?
SADSADSAD. but it's his decision riiiight?
but 2pm isn't 2pm without jay ):
EFF THOSE NETIZENSD8< I HATE THEM ALL!!!!

[lido0LmisSundersto0D]

you.
go.
die.
well that made me feel a tad bit better

[uh-ohxev]

OFCOURSE I'M HAVING A BAD DAY. HOW CAN A HOTTEST HAVE A GOOD DAY TODAY ? !
john tesh YOU JAEBUM. NICE, GREAT THANKS FOR LEAVING 2PM. YOU'RE SO LEADER WORTHY.
I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS. T___T GAHHH. ONE OF THE WORST DAYS EVER.
I THINK I'M DREAMING. I WISH. NO, SADLY NOT. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO FEEL RIGHT NOW.
ANGRY, SAD, DISAPPOINTED, WORRIED ? I JUST HOPE YOU'RE MAKING A RIGHT DECISION.

My thoughts exactly. I'm actually shocked at how much I'm crying. I don' think I have ever cried soo much.. and I've gone through alot in my life. I feel sick. Tired. My head hurts. My jaw and cheeks hurt from crying. My eyes are sore and red and puffy. My stomach has knots. I'm just worried... and Wooyoung fainted... this is the worst day for me in a long time. And I never thought this day would come.

God, please change things around and make this day turn into something positive! T_T

[twinkle_l0ve]

john teshing mods are so not empathetic and understanding
ffs, soompi is a place to come for news and updates. if you close all the threads, then where are we supposed to post?
ARGH today is just john teshed

[vip_gd]

-__-
i dunno how to do my math hw!
like ..
how the hell do i multiply the n??

[Irony.]

john teshing mods are so not empathetic and understanding
ffs, soompi is a place to come for news and updates. if you close all the threads, then where are we supposed to post?
ARGH today is just john teshed

I freaking agree to this. I wanted and waited to post in the 2PM thread.
But they closed it. Seriously, why you just delete the basher's post =___=

[tommylove<3]

OFCOURSE I'M HAVING A BAD DAY. HOW CAN A HOTTEST HAVE A GOOD DAY TODAY ? !
john tesh YOU JAEBUM. NICE, GREAT THANKS FOR LEAVING 2PM. YOU'RE SO LEADER WORTHY.
I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS. T___T GAHHH. ONE OF THE WORST DAYS EVER.
I THINK I'M DREAMING. I WISH. NO, SADLY NOT. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO FEEL RIGHT NOW.
ANGRY, SAD, DISAPPOINTED, WORRIED ? I JUST HOPE YOU'RE MAKING A RIGHT DECISION.

Basically, you could say this is exactly how I feel right now. I'm going to start school today with this
situation on my mind. I am frustrated so much about it, being a Hottest. Starting the day off reading
allkpop or the korean celeb photo section on Soompi can sometimes be the bearer of bad news.

[kiia]

Just generally f**k my life. I'm so annoyed.

[x infinite]

MATT YOU ARE SOOO TIGHT!!
AS IF YOU SCARE ME LIKE THAT ?!
*SNIFF*
I DON'T THINK I'M HAVING ANY GOOD DREAMS TONIGHT.
I'M SCARED TOO SLEEP ><
YOU'RE AREEE SUCH A MEANIIEEE

[akirasberry]

why do people always post only the photos they look good in? i want to see the rest of the photos we took too =[

[daintymilk]

Freaking hell, I hate braggers. WHO LIKES TO RUB IN FRONT OF MY FACE PURPOSELY.

Like seriously.................... = =