Having A Bad Day? Wanna Rant? Right This Way! Do NOT go around the swear filter; no exceptions. - YOU WILL BE WARNED
#401
Posted 31 March 2009 - 06:15 AM
please make school end now !
#402
Posted 31 March 2009 - 06:56 AM
blah high school is stupid.
College doesnt seem much better!
#403
Posted 31 March 2009 - 07:55 AM
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sincerely, freddie.
#404
Posted 31 March 2009 - 01:56 PM
...phew this is long. It seems like no big deal but this is really getting on my mind right now.
#405
Posted 31 March 2009 - 04:44 PM
Today isn't my day. How do I even manage to smile?
#406
Posted 31 March 2009 - 06:49 PM

The last enemy that shall be destroyed is death.
polaroid | my bestfriend's boyfriend | you are so conceited, but I think I love you
#407
Posted 31 March 2009 - 06:49 PM
i honestly thought that this could go on forever.
silly of me, right? haaaaaa. losing so much in one day.
how can i deal? hmm. i thought it could be okay,
i thought i could smile again. but why now? ._.;
why does everything decide to pile onto me all at once?
i really did promise myself.. not to give up.
but how can i keep that promise when it's this difficult?
idk why.. i was so foolish and i believed that maybe..
i could succeed this time LOL. yeah, very stupid indeed.
i kept telling myself that it wasn't true.. couldn't be.
but, experiencing it with my own eyes today....
how else can i interpret it? the way he .. embraced her like that O.O;
i was so surprised and my heart just shattered at that moment.
what i'd always longed for .. i could see it, but the person recieving it,
was not me .. it's difficult to even pretend anymore.
and the fact that everyone wants to rub it in ? even if they aren't trying to..
i just want to scream and let it all out.. but it's stupid, really.
i just feel like it's too much to handle right now .. i don't want to face it >.<;
and on top of this... the feeling of my heart being crushed yet again.
it really is a lot to bear.. but overtime i hope it'll get better? =/ idk...
i just take everything too seriously. my smiles are fading.
the one that could always make me smile, why can't he anymore?

© power7ranger & BUBBLEWRAP!
#408
Posted 31 March 2009 - 08:46 PM
and leave me he bloody heck alone i dont want to talk to you blooddyyy!!!!
I DROWN MYSELF IN MUSIC TO FEEL ALIVE.
#409
Posted 31 March 2009 - 08:48 PM
#411
Posted 31 March 2009 - 11:31 PM
#412
Posted 01 April 2009 - 02:28 AM
Finding a job is impossible now
#413
Posted 01 April 2009 - 02:39 AM
#415
Posted 01 April 2009 - 04:53 AM
when your internet is not working right and your mail doesnt come in as you wish, please do not shout at me. Its not like I want that to happen.
#416
Posted 01 April 2009 - 05:27 AM
and be in school during full rehearsal is super tiresome. yes, i've been going back
and forth of both place for nth times. shoot. please come faster, Saturday. let's end this. grr.
#417
Posted 01 April 2009 - 05:41 AM
#418
Posted 01 April 2009 - 07:05 AM
Now I'm afraid I can't enter any university!
There goes my 5-year plan goal whatever.
#419
Posted 01 April 2009 - 08:03 AM
I hate people. I hate school. I hate my condition.
Everything sucks.
#420
Posted 01 April 2009 - 08:33 AM
and the memory card.. with all those pictures on it...
DUNG TO YOU I SAY.
FRESH, STEAMING DUNG.






























