[secretmyst]

FUHHHH MY LIFE SUCKS.
john teshing bio tomorrow. stupid exam on genetics. >.> the teacher never really explained it clearly and now she gives us an exam on it.
everyday i learn that the school i go to isnt for me.

fml. fml to worst it can be.
when you KNOW you dont belong.

and you pinkberry. you frikin say that you dont belong but you have like 100s of friends in the school!
while you go off with your friends that you think that are my damn friends too but they arent, i watch and stand in the dust as you go.
why have we met? why? i guess you were best without me and i was best without you.
Wasurenaide. Dousite? because u made me believe so many things that i thought were true.


ARGH I HATE THIS SCHOOL
i am sure im failing geometry, english, and biology.
i have a stupid quiz in geo tomorrow. so stupid, she never even taught us the subject yet!
and in english? SHE GRADES PARTICIPATION. so if ur friken quiet in class you get docked points. < WHAT TEACHER STILL DOES THAT?!?!?!?!
OMFG and then computer graphics class. we have to make a cereal box with photoshop.
im friken done and the teacher said i must have cheated. HOW THE HELL DO YOU CHEAT ON MAKING A STUPID CEREAL BOX.
the teacher hates me and i know it. but holy coookies hes only nice when my friend; aka his star student, is around he is oh so nice and funny.
i came in after school, and i wanted help once on doing a graphic project, he was like, " IDONT HAVE TIME FOR YOUR PROBLEMS." but 10 minutes later with my friend he was like, "how may i help you?"


worst thing of all, no one talks to me anymore.
no i am not some betch. its just that they have more valuable friends than I do.
i hate my school. my life. my world. somebody kill me.



:x too long for this rant. heehe stopping here! ^^;;;;;


+edit+
Wtfrick I topped a page. O.o I DECLARE THIS THE HORRIBLE UGLY RANTS PAGE!

[Sebc]

I don't know what to do. I am trying to aviod him and all.
I don't want him to think I am mad even though I am. I
don't want him to be sad. I want to be friends, but until I
can stop liking him. I can't talk alot to him it will make those
feelings reappear and I don't want that. I still think we have
a connection ,but I am tired of it all.

[crackers&cheese]

There's a reason why they say some things are better off when you don't know them. Why did I find out. I sort of feel like I'm carrying this barrier now. Way to add more stress.
So many tests/homework this week. This is such a depressing week. Well, three more burdensome days left.

[Spicy_Noodles]

WTH? Friggin mom gets mad at me for no johnteshing reason!! Just because I was litsening to korean music while eating dinner isn't going to be the end of the world!
And she blames everything on me and when I say anything, even if it's not a bit least offending, she takes as I'm "talking back to her"!!!!! FJSKFJKLFJ What the hell does she want from me sometimes@@
And in school, does my best friend have to like the same person as I do?!
And why did she juustt have to tell me? Now all I can do is encourage her...and hide my feelings
And I'm sure he'll like her back because why not? Every guy she likes always ends up with her anyways...
Johnteshing life...

[yOungMi_012]

-so many things going on this weeek! stressful week....
-now everythings gonna be all awkward and weird! -______-

[lli_a]

urghh im getting nowhere!
been stuck at the same place for the past week
m u s t c o n c e n t r a t e

[Jah nee nee x]

It's storming outside, my parent's are fighting again inside. and you said you would call back seven hours ago.


Yeah, don't expect an answer sweetheart.

[hear me roaar]

People need to learn how to take care of their kids properly -__- DON'T FREAKING LET THEM RUN INTO THE STREETS AND STAND THERE LAUGHING LIKE AN IDIOT, I COULD HAVE RAN OVER YOUR DAMN KID IF I DIDN'T STOP IN TIME.

[viviians]

I HATE GROUP WORK!
planned to work on our assignment today cos the presentation is due next class.. (same day as our exam!!)
my two other group members doesnt have the work done.
i lobbed my laptop all the way to uni so we can finish it & we didnt end up doing anything!
now we gotta cram. fwd'in email and such. GAHHHHHHHHHHH~ so irriatinggg

[YUNICA]

most of my friends can't online yesterday, after 6pm.
grr. wtf? we need freaking internet connection to do research. darn.
Streamyx is starting to piss me off like crazy. they freaking need to upgrade their connection!

[innocia]

I can't believe I'm so irritated and bothered by a matter like this.
What were they whispering behind my back? I hate hearing my name in sentences like "Oh so shes _______. Oh blah blah blah blah". What is with the stifled laughter?

Oh gosh

[xxctxx]

Raining again...
Annoying again
X(

[neshpa]

Your incompetence amazes me.
Just shut up, leave me alone and don't think your opinion matters more than mine. Not everything you say is right and your ideas were not made to be followed by others. I am entitled to my own ideas, beliefs and ideologies. So, you have a problem with what I think? Then you can go john tesh yourself. I'm tired of your dreary ways and why you have to make me out as a bad guy because I don't care about the world. I don't care about the economy, I don't care that there are john teshing priates on the seven seas and really don't give a rats ass about things like black presidents and the media brainwashing people.

I think something. You are not obliged to reject my ideas because you think otherwise. Stop arguing with me. I'm stubborn and you are just too proud to think yourself wrong.

My life isn't as fine and dandy and john teshing delightful as you think. You think you're lonely. You think you have no purpose in life. So what?! It's called going through life. Everyone has those ideas and have a double-take at everything you do. What you are going through is a phase. I went through it. I lived through it. And you know? It's back. After months of forgetting, it's back and I'm dead. And I'm dead to the whole john teshing world.

I'm finished arguing with you because I know I can't win and I don't have the patience to do so. You're trying to confuse me and make me appear as if I am contradicting person. Maybe I am. I'm not one to be good with arguments and displaying my emotions and this results in usually contradicting and making a fool of myself. I apologize for giving you my ideas. I apologize for telling you that I didn't want to ever have deep and meaning conversations with you. I apologize for ever changing the way I think.

I don't know how I can be best friends with a person who can't accept my ideas.
So, could you be so kind as to leave me alone?
What I can say to you now ... I have no idea.

Edit: Oh, so you enjoy crushing my ideas for amusement? You're a john teshing bastard.

[catalima]

I cannot believe that you found a job, just when we were bout to buy your ticket. Seriously it was my only option to go away from this insane family... And now what? WHAT? And about this party thing thank you so much, for telling me. So right now I'm not one of your friend? Well I don't care, but please have the courage to tell it. It's not that difficult.

[twinkle_l0ve]

why are you sooooooo damn unreliable?

[bubblepeach]

Wth? Why isn't my access card working? I thought I've been given access for the lab. In the form, it clearly specified that I have access to THAT lab. And now, I'm trying to study for my lab test tomorrow and the security guy just kicked me out 'coz apparently I don't have access to that lab????
Now, I have to use home computer, which is super slow

[x d u c k ii e]

My day just started and I can't believe it .
It started out fine , I'm kind of moody today since I didn't sleep well .
My grandpa wasn't home this morning which was good ,
but once he came home he started nagging at me like , oh you made noodles and you're not even eating it .
When I was waiting for it to warm up - __ - !~~ Omg ,
if you don't know the whole story , don't nag OLD MAN !!

[dreamz]

Lazy co-workers!!! I don't understand how these people can just sit and open their big mouths all day long! Don't they have any guilt whatsoever at all!?

[kishycathiee]

My gosh, my dad is so stupid sometimes. What, I can't talk to guys? He wants me to be lesbian? >__>

I'm gonna lock myself in my room for the rest of the day.

[missmoobear]

OMGx, my horrible geometry test !
i did hooooorriiiible.
i thought a pentagon was a hexagon and did plenty of problems wrrrrong. T___T;
kljdlkljkd;
i can't get over it.