Generally he is not a jerk, so I just assumed he was not that into me, got over the whole thing and went on with my life. Thing is, during this whole time since we broke up, we were always around each other because of mutual friends and work. So every now and then (every 6-9 months
) he would try to sit me down to talk about our past and apologise for being an AH to me. But I would sort of ignore those attempts and pretend I didn't know what he was talking about. (Except that crying thing over the phone, I never talked to him about how hurt I was by him and did all I could to seem like I didn't give a damn that we broke up). So it's been two years like that, we're not at all close as friends but run into each other almost everyday at work and sometimes we hang out together with the same group of friends.
During the past two weeks, he has been trying extra hard on his attempts to apologize and talk to me about the past. I don't wanna talk about it, but he keeps on alluding to it whenever we are alone together (while hanging out with friends). So here's something I totally don't understand. Why would a guy want to apologise so much? Why would he even bring up the fact that we once used to go out and that he was a "jerk" (his word) to me?
