I know what you guys are gonna say, "WTH?! Is she crazy?!" or something I don't want to know

Um...why would we think that?
Uh, go get some training. If you're from America, you can enroll in CIA or something.
Get some experience NOW. Being a pastry chef is hard work and you should see if you can actually handle it, also it gets you some practical experience...
Read some food books (not recipe books) and learn about the chemistry behind baking because you should basic knowledge first, Alton Brown's show, Good Eats is also great! A lot of people read On Food and Cooking but I think it's a bit...dry (boring). I recommend Alton Brown's book I'm Just Here for More Food: food x mixing + heat = baking.
Oh and no offense, I think you should stay away from restaurants, I think you're more suited to bakeries and cafes...
And stock up on equipment...what do you have so far? I think a stand mixer is a great investment, and I do meant GREAT investment!
do u live in the US? cause in aust. we have liek tafe courses and stuff so liek ...students can do it
but they really expensive >.<
liek over $500
i rly wanted to do it ...
As a Canadian, $500 for a course here is CHEAP.