[Teknikai]

Have you ever felt... Like someone was you knew they were meant for you? You have an unsupressible attraction towards her... But not in the usual way. You dont feel the lust of sexual desire. You just want to be with her. All you do is think about her, you call her at 10:30 just to say goodnight. She swims in your mind and you can't stop. All you've ever thought was attractive, she has it all. In your own world, she is perfect. Your friends make fun of you but you don't care. All that matters to you is her. You care more about her wellbeing then herself... Wishing her safe travels when she goes out of state, or being upset when she acts recklesly. You bug her about grades, knowing its for her wellbeing. Or forcing her to eat because she's to skinny. Visiting her at home when she stays home sick, just to see that she's okay... Have you ever told someone you love them everyday, just to let them know. Have you ever been called obsessive but you don't care? Flatter her just to see her beautiful smile and to see her cheeks turn that shade of red you love so much? Have know that there are more fish in the sea, but choose to stay with her?


Have you ever, forced yourself to stop loving that person? Putting upon you that unbearable hurt, knowing the one you love will never see just how much you love her? Have you ever hurt the one you love, because of your own recklessness? Ever made the one you love cry... Because of your stupidity? Force her into times where she wants to kill herself, than rather be with you? Hav yoh ever made that same dumb mistake over and over again, time after time, not knowing whats wrong with you? Seeking answers but only finding more and more questions? Or worse, finding answers you never want to know... Seeing what you've never wanted to see. Being what you've never wanted to be...

Have you every one day, held that one in your arms, lent your shoulder for her to cry on, but then the next, you and she act like total strangers?... No. Less than strangers. Even strangers exchange friendly hellos. But us not even giving eachother a passing glance? Have you ever told her its alright, tell her it'll be better, but then go home and slit your wrists? Disappoint her so much that she never wants to speak to you again, Nd that your best friends prefer her over you. Ever have your world, collapse onto you.. Everything in ruin because of yourself and her... But in the end realize... That not for one second... You never stoped loving her?

[hobobear]

i felt creeped out reading actually..
you sound too obsessed

soo whats your question..? am i suppose to answer the 20 billion "Have You"s? or is you and this girl true love?
I don't think its true love. obviously if it was true love, you and her would be together, am i right?

but it sounds like you guys broke over because you did something stupid. so if it's not meant to be its just not meant to be. you have to move on and stop slitting yourself. theres more to life than this one girl. eventually you'll get over this, and when you look back you'll think you're acting pretty stupid.

[한스 ㅋㅋ]

if you guys broke up, and you're willing to hope that you can forget her (it is your only choice IMO). Then writing things such as this will only make you remember her more and hurt you even more.

[wolfwolf]

Have you ever felt... Like someone was you knew they were meant for you? You have an unsupressible attraction towards her... But not in the usual way. You dont feel the lust of sexual desire. You just want to be with her. All you do is think about her, you call her at 10:30 just to say goodnight. She swims in your mind and you can't stop. All you've ever thought was attractive, she has it all. In your own world, she is perfect. Your friends make fun of you but you don't care. All that matters to you is her. You care more about her wellbeing then herself... Wishing her safe travels when she goes out of state, or being upset when she acts recklesly. You bug her about grades, knowing its for her wellbeing. Or forcing her to eat because she's to skinny. Visiting her at home when she stays home sick, just to see that she's okay... Have you ever told someone you love them everyday, just to let them know. Have you ever been called obsessive but you don't care? Flatter her just to see her beautiful smile and to see her cheeks turn that shade of red you love so much? Have know that there are more fish in the sea, but choose to stay with her?


Have you ever, forced yourself to stop loving that person? Putting upon you that unbearable hurt, knowing the one you love will never see just how much you love her? Have you ever hurt the one you love, because of your own recklessness? Ever made the one you love cry... Because of your stupidity? Force her into times where she wants to kill herself, than rather be with you? Hav yoh ever made that same dumb mistake over and over again, time after time, not knowing whats wrong with you? Seeking answers but only finding more and more questions? Or worse, finding answers you never want to know... Seeing what you've never wanted to see. Being what you've never wanted to be...

Have you every one day, held that one in your arms, lent your shoulder for her to cry on, but then the next, you and she act like total strangers?... No. Less than strangers. Even strangers exchange friendly hellos. But us not even giving eachother a passing glance? Have you ever told her its alright, tell her it'll be better, but then go home and slit your wrists? Disappoint her so much that she never wants to speak to you again, Nd that your best friends prefer her over you. Ever have your world, collapse onto you.. Everything in ruin because of yourself and her... But in the end realize... That not for one second... You never stoped loving her?

i dont think you could know if someone was meant for you right away. only time will tell.

im in a situation right now that i can't get her off of my mind and vice versa. what sucks is we don't get to see each other every day.

[ShadowMax76]

aha.. i feel ya brother. nice writing too. wasn't too creepy till the end.

some friends are the best way to start moving again. from being stuck in this one moment of your life.


_ is it true love? .. i wonder.
sometimes it's best not known. perhaps even denied. just to move on.

i guess it's good to just downgrade your love as "a good friend" till you start believing it yourself [hard as hell. >>' ]_ i don't think absence is the cure... =.=' that's more like temporary amnesia..

[naoto]

You have successfully convinced yourself that she is the one. But that does not in any way mean she is. You need to tell yourself that she is just another woman out of millions, and when you find a better one (and you always will) you won't think about her anymore. You won't.

[colloquy]

Haha, I think I once did...

but then I realized just how WRONG that is. Nobody is perfect and I would simply be a weak person if I felt that the end of the world relied on one person. Also, giving 100% of yourself to somebody is just wrong.

[ThaoIee*_*]

lol... sounds straight out of a Korean drama.
is this truly about you?
if it is, congratulations.

[Teknikai]

lol... sounds straight out of a Korean drama.
is this truly about you?
if it is, congratulations.

Yes this is truely me.. Even though i wish it wasnt... Everytime i try to fix my relationship with her... It ends up so wrong... Like today, she asks if i want to go to a teen club with her, so we start looking for rides... I get the information and we realizr its way to far... So she asks me to meet her at a mcdonald where we would hangout... This was all on facbook, and she says she'll be right back. But after like an hour she logs off. I text her that i was slightly sad sue just kinda left me without any word... And she texts back like an hour later saying call me... Usually, nowadays sue only tells me to call when something bad happens or bad is about to happen... Me, being the wimpiest guy around... Goes And texts her whats wrong. And she never responded.... I wished i called her... But something about her affects me so much... I can barely keep a conversation going and i dont know what to say to her... I feel like nomatter whati do... I end up hurting our relationship more and more... And it really hurts... Especially knowing its all your fault...

[mizz_J]

[quote name='SpikyBryan' post='13063530' date='Apr 12 2009, 10:39 PM']True love.


DUDE that picture scared the crap out of me!

[JJ no Baka]

True love can only be told when you spend 40-50 years with the same person; knowing their flaws, their troubles, their personality, their ways, etc. After all those years spent together and still love them, that's true love. I think true love can only be describe by two elderly couples who spent their life together.

[nghister]

I think you need to mature a bit and be in more/actual relationships to see what love (or true love, etc.) really is. Obsession is not love..

You ignore her requests and then laments about making her cry and such.. I don't want to sound mean, but you need to grow up and face it like a man, or just ignore everything and move on with your life. Deal with it, or forget it.

[des monstres]

Too many "dramatic" questions and overuse of question marks. I personally cannot read this. :l

[NoctisFan]

my boyfriend used to see me like this he used to treat me so special
but now he changed.. and i cant do anything to stop him because it was my fault..

[kylk]

...
yeah you sound creepily obsessed.
if she doesn't like you anymore, accept it. loosen up. move on.
the more you try to hang on to her, the more she might try to distance herself from you.

[wolfwolf]

Yes this is truely me.. Even though i wish it wasnt... Everytime i try to fix my relationship with her... It ends up so wrong... Like today, she asks if i want to go to a teen club with her, so we start looking for rides... I get the information and we realizr its way to far... So she asks me to meet her at a mcdonald where we would hangout... This was all on facbook, and she says she'll be right back. But after like an hour she logs off. I text her that i was slightly sad sue just kinda left me without any word... And she texts back like an hour later saying call me... Usually, nowadays sue only tells me to call when something bad happens or bad is about to happen... Me, being the wimpiest guy around... Goes And texts her whats wrong. And she never responded.... I wished i called her... But something about her affects me so much... I can barely keep a conversation going and i dont know what to say to her... I feel like nomatter whati do... I end up hurting our relationship more and more... And it really hurts... Especially knowing its all your fault...

i dont know how to say this but she could put you in the friend zone already.

you better make a move quick if its not already too late from what i see.

[llamamama]

rain - lee carr

[I_Love_Rice]

Grow up, if you love her, you'll do better. It's not true love, if you don't treat it like one.