[sugarcube]

April 2008.. my family's house burned down, I was living in a hotel (a nice one but still..) for 2 weeks and had to deal with insurance companies and having to write an exam the next day. Things sorted themselves out but there was a time period in which we didn't know how much would be covered by our insurance. It was scary as hell!

[she-smiles]

A lot of these stories are so sad.

[happy_tomato]

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[beckii]

this year has got to be the worst in a long time...given how much has happened to me.

i lost my drivers license in march [and FINALLY in a few weeks im getting it back], my external harddrive with all the photos and music [my 60-70gb of precious asian music that i took DAYS collectively to download...and music means the world to me. the WORLD>.<] and school work over the past 3 yrs corrupted in july and I HAVE NO BACKUP, and then recently this thing with 2pm/dbsk is friggin stressing me out. and im in the last few months of my final year at school and i hate my career...and i only realised the magnitude of exactly how much recently due to realising that yes, this will be my job.


FFF. everything seems to be going wrong.

[love.lila]

after my son was born and i came home from the hospital someone stole my car and his carseat and stroller out of it and my rims T-T the good thing is i got a better car later after. omg. now i feel sad cuz everyone ToT i absolutely hate thieves and everything bad tht happened to everyone!!

[brownman90561495]

4th week of september - 1st week of october -> worst days of alot of lives living here in the philippines.

[acsrad]

Mine isn't as bad as the ones written, but i just wanted to share a little something about one of the hardest and roughest times of my life...

My worst Months were Dec 2004 - May 2005.
After successfully running away from home (for reasons of my own) and living with my boyfriend in NZ, my parents (who had just moved to Aussie) asked tricked me into having One Last Family Christmas and New Years's together.

I really didnt want to go, but my boyfriend didnt want to dig deeper in the hate my parents had for him at the time so he told me that I should go, try to atleast have them accept that I didnt want to live with them anymore and that they needed to accept my relationship with him.

So I went, I left everything with my boyfriend including clothes and wallet to reassure him that i'll be coming back... When I arrived, everything seemed fine. I was downstairs and saw my dad coming from my room. My dad took my passport so I couldnt get back. I cried every night! I wasnt allowed on the phone, internet and outside the house without my parents there. My dad took the phone and internet cables, changed the PC and Laptop password and locked the doors and took the keys with him. I felt like I was under house arrest.

I hated my dad so much at this point. We were constantly fighting everyday and yelling so loudly that the neighbours will hear it. My mum and sister would be crying because they had control over it. My dad didnt want a "broken family".

My mum couldnt take it anymore and said that she can get me away from my dad but not back to NZ. She took me to Philippines where I had to stay with my Dad's side so that they can monitor my every move. I agreed to go. When I arrived, my parents had my passport blocked from leaving Aussie and Philippines without permission. (My parents are friends with quite powerful people in Philippines). My mum is more lenient on me, she let me see old friends but never talk on the phone or use the internet.

I felt depressed, I went drinking and got completely wasted. It didnt help coz all I didnt was cry. Oneday, I was able to sneak out with a friend to the internet cafe and contact my boyfriend after 3 months of no communication. It was so good to get in contact with him again! We just needed a plan for me to get back to NZ but it seemed almost impossible as my Mum took my passport with her everywhere she went.

My dad's family was hating me so much because everytime we would talk on the phone I would end up screaming at the top of my lungs to him on the phone constantly telling him "i hate you" and then hearing from my grandma "if you hate my son, i hate you too"... My parents found out that I was in contact with my boyfriend and freaked. I wasnt allowed to see my friends anymore.

They took me to a psychiatrist because they thought that there was something wrong with me and that my boyfriend had brainwashed me. They just didnt understand that I hated the fact that when I was living at home with them they were so strict I couldnt handle it anymore. The psychiatrist perscribed my mum pills and advised them that because I grew up in a different country with different values, they should understand the way the 2nd generation lives in a foreign country.

There's more to the story but it wont relate to "Worst month ever and year?" thread, it's more of a L&R thread.... but in short, im still with my boyfriend (now 6 years) living together at my parent's house and currently engaged... IRONIC!

[hiphopmovement08]

September 9th 2006. My older brother got killed. He was 20 years old. I fell hard into drugs; didn't know how to cope it well. I dropped out of school and hung out with my brother's older friends. But a friend of brother didn't want me to end up like my brother and helped me out of that lifestyle. Now I'm trying to finish up school and live right but that lifestyle was what I was used to and it's hard to stay good, stay clean. My past is my motivation to everything; to stay clean, to stay away from the streets, to become successful.

R.I.P Big Kay

"Death Before Dishonor"

[vanessa1988]

April and May of 2008 (actually the whole damn semester)
my dumbass decides to take Anatomy & Physiology, Calculus and Physics 2 in the same semester
then i had some family issues
yep i john teshed up my gpa.

now i have to work twice as hard to get to at least a 3
i have 4 semester left...i can't get below B+

[undftdtwah]

Wow that sucks D: I hope you can sort out the bank account thing soon >o< Unlucky for the speeding ticket too. ]:

My worst month? December 15th 2008 - January 11th 2009.

I got pregnant in November (intentionally, s/o wanted a baby too). Then the economy collapsed. >___<;
Then, to make things worse, I started bleeding (constantly) on December 15th. Lightly at first, then it got heavier.

Spent the end of 2008 and the first week of 2009 in and out of hospital being scanned, poked, prodded and violated constantly,
in an attempt to find out what was wrong with me and my pregnancy and make sure it wasn't ectopic.. >__<
I was told to 'hope' for miscarriage because if it was ectopic I'd need keyhole surgery and could lose a fallopian tube o__0
I was in a lot of pain because my body was trying to miscarry and one of the male gyn's was really rough and made me cry T____T

Eventually, on January 7th (my 11 month anniversary with my s/o..) I haemorrhaged really badly but failed to miscarry.
The day after that my uterus freaked, and started spasming like crazy and I collapsed in agony and almost had to be rushed to hospital,
but mum's a nurse and had antispasmodic pills to hand.
Eventually miscarried on the 11th, days before I was scheduled to go and have an operation to remove it manually.

And then I felt really miserable and cried everyday for about another month. Especially when I saw babies and pregnant women.

Aish. T______T

My mum was talking about it the other day and suddenly burst into tears and was like 'I'd have done anything to take that away from you,
it was so horrible seeing you having to go through that T__T' :[ <3

omg im so sorry
you had to go through so much ): (L)
i hope you get better

urhhh mine was in august 09, well some where around there. i was depressed because of someone who said that i was their first love and i felt the same way too but it never happened. it was holidays and this just made it super crappy, i couldn't sleep for 2 nights and this whole thing started a year ago but the whole thing just crashed down on me at that time. but you know somethings were just never meant to be and this was one of them. yeah but im over it now... i think...

[pepprmint]

this year(09) has been my worst year ever, and starting from June up to now has probably been the worst months.

in june i lost my job. through the summer, besides being unemployed, i personally ended an emotionally messed up relationship i had with someone (think withdrawal, depression, highs and lows, all the frickin crap), while going through that, i lost my best friend because he started having feelings for me and i could not reciprocate, so during those months when i needed a best friend the most he started pulling away from me, then i got a job and they ran out of work for me within 3 weeks so now i am unemployed again, and now i have a deadline of 1.5 months to find a job before i am evicted and forced to move back in with my mother (who is equivalent to the devil).

god i hate this year.

[damyoungji]

I don't think I have any yet.

But I will hate next month with about 10 assignments and 6 exams to complete within a matter of less than 3 weeks!

[spammieiam]

I think 2009 is the worst year ever! In the beginning of the year I lost my biological dad, I was never really close to him but it still hit the heart. He left my 3 year old half brother and a pregnant step mother behind. Then my BF's father, who I always been really close with passed from cancer. Even though he wasn't my own father it hit me even harder. It's been hard to sleep and focus on my classes. And recently all my friends have been graduating and the pressure to finish just blows.