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[i13elieve]

wow that precum thing is no joke.
im really sorry this happened.
he seems like a total jerk and needs to have karma happen to him.
i really am sorry my friend had this happen to her but the sad thing was she had the baby
and he left her. later on the baby died.
but you did what you had to.
abortion was your only option so i have nothing against that.
but i do hope you find a great guy that will treat you really well (:
and give you the cutest babies ever (:
again im really sorry.
goodluck to you! (:

[pocketsoul]

I have a feeling a lot of people aren't going to take the time to read this, but wow... that was heartbreaking to read. I guess I'm at a loss for words because it's far too late and there are a million thoughts and feelings that are passing by me right now, but thank you for sharing that. It must have taken a lot of strength to share that on a forum so I commend you . I'm also very happy for you. It's wonderful to know that you're picking yourself off the ground from this experience.

[ShadowMax76]

"we didn't even have sex. he precummed and it got onto me"

i'm not quite sure how that's possible. but if you say so.

o_O" ah. scare/moral stories. this sex-obsessed generation seems to need it. so -salutes-

[C4Y [[Crazy 4 YeongSaeng]]]

^actually precumming and getting pregnant is very rare, but not impossible.
ive read a lot of stories on it happening to other women before.

anyway, your story is so heart breaking, and even though i have no idea who you are, my heart goes out to you.
your right, there is always a spark of hope, and i know your capable of picking yourself up and keeping your chin up high. :]
your ex is a jerk, and its a good thing you left him. D< i was getting so angry at him while reading this. -o-;;
anyway, keep your head up high. there's always hope, and you are still young. there are many ways to change this whole situation around.
<3

[vindemi]

-sigh-.
Good luck to you girl. You're feisty and a brave one.
You didn't deserve this.

[[K]Jae]

I have a feeling a lot of people aren't going to take the time to read this

I finished reading, this didn't take so long lol. Back to the topic.....
Sorry for what happened to you.
Karma with come back and get your ex i hope.
Thanks for sharing this with us, this must have been really hard for you. Glad your able to come out of this situation stronger despite all the factors against you.
I'm a guy and would never treat a girl like that. Makes me mad and irritated at how guys can treat girls like this.
Best of luck to you in the future and hope you find the right guy!

[xstrawberry_bearx]

Oh sweetie, I don't know what other words to make you feel better at this moment.
I promise you I read the whole thing; I didnt skip a word.
You must be in confusion and lost-- this is such a heartbreaking story. Honestly, I wish the best for you.
Life gives you ups and downs and even though this may seem the very bottom of down,
Do your best to stand right back up and face the next day with everything you got.
Your ex-boyfriend is a jerk, you don't need him.
Be happy, stay happy, you're young; you have a long road before you.
Because of the abortion, I'm sure your baby would want you to be happy.
Dont let this event in your life bring you down, keep hoping for the best. Best wishes to you.

[ShiroPetal]

You are extremely brave to post something so personal for everyone to read. That guy's a complete bubble gum, I'm sorry he chose to hurt you. I think it's admirable of you that you're watching out for other young girls to take precaution. Truthfully I'm not that surprised that the abortion clinic had that many girls come in, even if it's a small one. I think a lot of girls would think they're alone in the world, but if you think about it, they probably have more people to associate with than most lol. I'm glad you're taking this better than a lot of other people would. Just remember you're still young, you can still do anything! Stay strong ok? Best of luck to you and all the other girls in this kind of situation. <3

[plegend2007]

YOU LIVE AND YOU LEARN.....

GOOD LUCK AND BLESS YOU.

[Bombom.]

Holy Sh.it
T.T

I don't want to say the sympathy word, but you are a strong girl (:
I agree, no one should not go through what you went through.
It hurts to know that your ex bf did that to you.
I'd cut his balls and feed it to his dogs T.T
That freaken rainbow just backstabbed you like that. People are just so heartless.
& plus he's hella fu.cken dumb for leaving a girl like you.
In the future, things will work out well for you sweetie (:
I wouldn't have the guts to post this at all >.<
I'm glad you are though and I'm glad I read this <3
This is a really heartbreaking story. I think my thoart was crying. Don't make sense but yeah x]
I swear I felt your pain though. & your baby? I think it would have wanted you to do
this too. It isn't your fault you will have to abortion it ):
No matter what, it'll love you and once say you were it's mommy.
I wish I can say more to make you feel better but I know I won't be able too >.<
But at this age of 17, your still extremely very young. There's more in the future waiting for you.
So you must be ready and seek happiness too. Don't let this situation bring you down.
You posting this on Soompi forum is brave enough already, so you will be brave no matter what.

Good luck in the future & I wish you the best.
*hugs*

[Raindeer]

wow, you are so brave to put up your story and share it to the rest of us. it is such a lesson to everyone that sex is not just a fun thing, there are consequences. thank you for sharing and I hope that everyone who reads it will think twice before they do anything and that they do use protection if they do decide to. i hope you feel better soon, do not cry over him anymore, there are people who love you like your friend who drove you. things will get better.

[hui yee]

trust me girl.
I ALWAYS and FOREVER believe in karma.
he will get everything back.
everything that you dont deserve.

everything

i see that you are a strong girl.
and please do move on.
there is always hope.

take care. *HUGS*

[OneChance]

Wow, this was extremely heart rending :/ ...
Your ex was an ass for not being there for you in the end ..
I'm so sorry that this had happened to you,
Stay strong and know that you can get through this, <3

[jhealizzie]

he's a......
argh!
i hate that type of guy.
and yes, they are right, you are a strong and brave girl.
Good Luck!

so i hope, you learned from yer mistakes.
don't ever give yer 100 percent trust to your guy or to anyone.

hope you will have a great guy by your side.

[_shineXO1]

I really admire that you have so much strength to learn from this experience and grow stronger because of it. But you have to make sure that you're doing things to make your life better from now on. Stop talking to your ex, no more drugs (if they're illegal), and focus on your education/future. I think you should try doing community service. It really takes away a lot of pain and guilt to know that you're helping others in need, others that are in even deeper sh*t than you are. And you'll see that time really does heal all wounds. Thank you so much for sharing. God Bless, and I pray that you will see brighter days. No more tears on your pillow, k? (:

[meiming8]

awww wow you're my age! That must be so hard for you, that's absolutely heartbreaking, made me teary-eyed I hope that bubble gum gets what he deserves! Don't feel bad about having an abortion, you're obviously too young and would have no support, and it's definitely unlucky getting pregnant without even having sex. I know it'll be hard, but try to move on and forgot about that guy and move on with life. Honestly, reading something like that makes me wanna go stalk him out and give him what he deserves, lol You're a brave girl who had a lot of bad luck, and I hope you learned from your mistakes

[lady_muimui]

I agree with plegend2007. You live and you learn. I had a few pregnancy scares with my ex. I was on birth control for the first couple months we started going out, but then I couldn't afford them anymore. After having sex without a condom once, he kept b*tching about having to wear one afterwards. What's more f***ed up is that he got mad at me for getting worried that I might be pregnant. =T

Just gotta be careful with who you choose to go out with. What I learned through my ex is that, it takes a LOT of time to see a person's true colors, so it's best to wait through it all before deciding that you love a person or that you want to marry someone.

I'm not gonna lie, it's gonna hurt for a long time, but one day things will clear up, and you'll be able to let things go. Until then, good luck with everything.

[rezo]

"...and even if the rain is falling down
the sun is behind the clouds
i know at times this life can really get you down
but understand that things will always come around
you gotta keep your head up
and even if you're fed up,
just get up
and go.."

i'm really at a loss of words.. i just admire your strength and courage to be able to tell your story... just don't EVER give up hope because better things will come! somehow reading this .. it's changed my view on a lot of things that have been happening to me. seriously, you have really touched my soul >.< you are a STRONG, BEAUTIFUL, INTELLIGENT, AMAZING GIRL. there is someone out there who will treat you with the respect, love, and care that you deserve.. you will make it through~! john tesh that guy.. seriously. he isn't worth mini cooper.

you are not alone! we are here for you.. <3 i wish you the best in everythingg. much love.

[dramaprincessxox]

Oh this is really sad, no girl deserves this. That guy just bailed out on you, I'm sorry to hear that. Well I'm sure you'll be fine, in time. This will come back to haunt that guy in years to come. I'm glad you're being strong about it. Thanks for sharing your experience with us.