[xFlamex]

I don't know why I am on this forum again. Maybe is cuz i miss you too much. Or maybe i wanted to end everything with the same forum which started our relationship.
Days without you has been regular, all the tears are gone, I have learned how to control my pain. No longer calling you and asking you for forgiveness 5 times a day. I accepted the fact that I lost you. As your phone calls diminishes, so are my hopes. Is funny cuz if i didnt break up with you, today would of been our 8 months. Oh well, like you said, I broke up with you so is my lost. haha. I promised myself to not think about you and concentrate on things that are important in my life, but is hard. I became a better liar. I am not okay, I often don't have the strength to go on without having thoughts of you. I tried getting you back, but i know i hurt you too much by breaking up with you to test you. You will never be mine anymore. Looking at our black book, it seems that all our plans will never be fulfilled. I will never travel with you, hold your hand, or kiss your forehead. Avoiding you doesnt work either. Cuz the more i do, the more I miss you.

I miss you! happy suppose to be 8 months </3

[chifuni]

making your life easier: message to anyone

sorry about what happened, by the way.

[_ATELIER]

^ maybe this was intentional =/?


pretty bittersweet tho.

[naoto]

you'll get over it. you can't go back. if you dumped him, even though it hurts you can't go back. Smile.

[andersennavy]

hang out w friends
it helps =)

[Imanangel]

making your life easier: message to anyone

sorry about what happened, by the way.

That doesn't work. No one really reads that, most people who go there go to post about their own problems.

About your plight. Why do you insist on giving the credit to Karma, when it was clearly you who broke up the relationship?

There are plenty of other accidents you can choose to be with. You needn't suffer over one person, for he...or she...is merely a number.

[Flicksityy]

Sorry to be rude, but I'm pretty sure there's a rant thread for this.

[hannieoon]

aww.. that's sad!
hope you feel better real soon!

[Mannosuke]

Sorry to be rude, but I'm pretty sure there's a rant thread for this.

He was crying for you. What now?

[AzizOnDeck]

Life is unfair, and people become more and more frustrated with it everyday. I'm sorry to hear about your past, but the past is the past. Only thing to do now is, move on right?

[ritzy!]

What do you mean breakin' up to test you

[lovenotee]

i feel you.
yeah, it's hard. and you won't believe me when i say this now, but you will.
but things do get better. you can't dwell on things you can't control.
you still gotta smile, keep living. you can't depend on someone to make you feel loved/wanted.
if he won't forgive you, it's not worth it. focus on what you need to focus and time will tell what's going to happen.
and you never know.. you might like being single.
take care.

[_Kelly]

leave it be. i was like that also, when me and my ex broke up, who somehow ended up to be my boyfriend again. I counted through all the months, till i was sick of it. Cried until i had no more tears left to cry, and everything was fine in the very end. I woke up and i moved on. well, obviously.. like half a year later, we ended back together, but that's not the point. I went through all that pain, its bad but it can be worst. So all you need to do right now is keep counting down the months; 8 months, 9 months, and soon it wouldn't even mean anything.

trust me, life goes on with or without him.

[Samael]

I can understand how you feel...i think. I met someone I loved so dearly a while ago through soompi, it's been two years since we broke up. She's supposedly with someone else now. I'm miserable of course, because all I can think about the three years that we were together and the last two years I've spent regretting everything that I've done.

[SHINEE_jonghyun<3]

i don't see why you couldn't tell him in person..?

[s h u k e e*]

this is kinda touching...

but it's your fault so you should move on.

[,astrolicious]

I went through the same thing as you.
Just because you're the one who broke up, doesn't mean you're not allowed to feel pain.

Mmm, people always said it was my fault that I broke up with him
and that I had no right to be sad about it.

But they didn't know, right? .__.

Either way, I hope you can pick yourself up again.