-i met him (let's call him D) when i was 14-going-on-15 (i thought it might be helpful to let you know the age). that was freshmen year.
-we got along really well. i noticed a lot of qualities that D had that most guys i knew didnt.
-pretty soon i began to like him. some ppl said that they could see that he liked me but he was more of the reserved, play-it safe kind of guy, so i had no idea how to tell. and on top of that, both of us never had been in a relationship.
-then came the day i moved. stupid me forgot to get his number cuz my phone was confiscated during a random scanning. and he doesnt really go on the internet either,
-fast forward into the present and now i'm 16, going to be a junoir. i havent seen him ever since. and during all of sophmore year, i always thought about him...and i still havent stopped thinking about him.
-the time came when i had my first bf (let's call him G). but even with G, i had doubts, there were so many times where i would thing about...1) how would things turned out if i got together with D? 2) how there were so many things that D had that G couldn't offer.
-so G and i broke up a month later, partly due to my feelings for D but mostly cuz of my decreased attraction for G.
-now, i'm single and confused. what if i keep thinking about D all the time that it'll affect the possible relationship that i could have with other guys? what i fall too deep and mistake my feelings for something else?
so, that's it, i hope reading wasnt a pain =) i want to know what you more experienced people think of this. is it love/lust/infatuation? what should i do? and what would you reccomend?
THANKYOUU
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