Posted 05 September 2009 - 07:42 PM
-writing/typing it out isn't going to make it better. but whatever. i'm tired, really tired. everything keeps building on and it made me explode. i'm sorry ___ today for exploding on you. it's your fault for always provoking me at the wrong times.
-im not gonna forgive you anymore. hell im not even waiting anymore. (it's funny because im too sensitive, and im being a hypocrite about this). if you let go of it, you should have said something about it, cause fk i dont wanna wait around forever. you piss me off alot, just like in the past. why does it always happen? i have no damn clue. even when i try to be selfish, it hurts. being not selfish, it also hurts. hahaha this is a joke......
-and sorry today. i dont mean to act that way. thanks for trying, i know there's nothing you can do but listen anyway. my eyes really burn from the tears, i dont know if i should tell you that i did. im really sensitive really, and really weak inside, i think you should know that by now. even if i act coldly or ignore others, it's just an act, to mask my true self, my weak side. you're a good friend. if i ever......... sigh i dont want to think about it, i dont want it to happen, but if it happens, it does. i really dont want it to happen anymore, the future effects of it is so costly, and hurtful.