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#1151
Posted 02 November 2009 - 02:18 AM
MAC, Dior, NYX, Skin 79
#1152
Posted 02 November 2009 - 02:22 AM
you haven't changed after all this? HAHAHAHA i'm so john teshing amused.
#1153
Posted 02 November 2009 - 02:36 AM
Person 2: lol you're so pitiful. Just because I didn't let you have any of my food doesn't mean you can just go off insulting the person I respect. Don't you have any common sense? Jesus christ I just want to stuff some sense into you! How much dumber can you get? People like you piss me off to no end.
Person 3: Why are you like this? Why are you such a bipolar? One day you come to me, the next you leave me. If you're going to be like this then why can't you just leave me alone? You're one of the reasons why I want to leave this school!
Person 4: Why can't you leave me alone? Just because I talked to you doesn't mean you can grow attached to me (again) just like that! I don't want you to come to my birthday! I don't want you to come over for a sleepover! Heck, even my mother doesn't even like you! She thinks you're a wh*re! And your voice-- argh! Can you PLEASE stop using that stupid high pitched voice of yours! It's not like it's going to attract anyone! You're just annoying people and it's making me dislike you even more! And stop touching me for goodness' sake! I need some personal space you know!
#1154
Posted 02 November 2009 - 02:58 AM
please kill me first
because i wont be able to live in a world without you....
please please listen to me
i love you i really do
ive never loved anyone so much in my life before
and i know that it wont ever change
so even if you dont love me
please try to be happy
even if i cant have you
i want to at least see you be happy
that way i can be satisfied no matter what
and live on with life
#1155
Posted 02 November 2009 - 03:59 AM
I'm waiting for you to put me in first place, like you should.
You always upset me.
#1156
Posted 02 November 2009 - 04:45 AM
i apologise for making you lose trust in me. you're the one friend i can't lose. its not only because of the family bond, because of that familial love, because of the fact that you've been there for me since our primary days nor the fact that you get me mad like hell yet i still cherish you like you're my sister. BECAUSE, you are my sister even though there are no bloodties to say so.
like the saying goes, we only realise how much something means to us once we lose it... well, i just lost you and now i want you back. i want to know that you're not mad at me and that you dont hate me. i am so very sorry. but... i know well that sorry is a meaningless word, and it doesnt interpret well what i really feel inside. Like noone's ever going to trust me again because i lost the one person who had so singly confided in me and had never regarded me in a bad light.
I've lost my position now, been demoted to nothing. tomorrow, when i see you i want you to know how scared i am.. i dont want a confrontation, but i know i have to face you sooner or later and i prefer doing it before its too irreparable and too late.
i miss those days, when i wasnt so volatile and when i didnt let myself get ruled by emotions. i miss the old me so much that sometimes i wonder how i could've let myself go and disintegrate into such an impure, callous and imprudent fool. i john teshen hate the person i've become. i hate me. i hate hate hate hate school, friends and everyone in my small confined world.
when the day comes and i get emancipated, i KNOW i'm going to diminish these links... undo my ties and disappear from the face of this earth.
And to the Other Person;
my message to you is simple. How the john tesh could you do this to me? now i know who i can and can't trust. don't meddle with me you incompetent pinkberry. understand that i thrive on independence, that i'm grown and am very capable of looking after myself. i don't seek pity and i know you find self-satisfaction in making people 'happier' but you haven't helped this situation...you created this mess alongside with me. i know that what has happened is MY fault, but let it be known... you're going down with me.
#1157
Posted 02 November 2009 - 08:33 AM
underestimated ability to pursue
desires towards the unknown.
fallin'.
#1158
Posted 02 November 2009 - 01:28 PM
you're putting me through hell.
#1159
Posted 02 November 2009 - 01:35 PM
if any guy doesn't realize that, then they don't deserve you.
i know you're going to be strong. and if you ever stumble, i'm going to be here to help you get up.
and if you don't want my help, then i'll still be by your side and make sure no one else kicks you while you're down.
i love you and i'm always here for you!
#1160
Posted 02 November 2009 - 02:49 PM
person 2: I wish you'd realize that we can't move beyond the friend zone, at least now. I just wish I had the guts to say that directly to you...but thanks for always being there.
person 3: you're awesome, but personal space PLEASE.
#1161
Posted 02 November 2009 - 04:28 PM
Let's not split apart. We're really the only family left in the end. Chu Phuoc is gone, Bac Duc is gone and Cali's just too far.
We have to stick together. I love you guys a lot.
Wow. Stealing Buddha's Dinner is a very reflective book that makes you reflect in turn.
#1163
Posted 02 November 2009 - 04:37 PM
#1164
Posted 02 November 2009 - 06:14 PM
i've gotten for the last 5hrs. that's so not me . why'd she have to tell me T_T" i'm scared for tomorrow too. nervous D;
it's so not going to end well ...
___ (♥) ft island & bigbang
#1165
Posted 02 November 2009 - 06:27 PM
It just feels so right <3

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#1166
Posted 02 November 2009 - 06:57 PM

"Even if the two of us are ever torn apart...
I SWEAR that..I will change the world.."
#1167
Posted 02 November 2009 - 07:09 PM
#1168
Posted 02 November 2009 - 08:38 PM
You're annoying.
#1169
Posted 02 November 2009 - 08:41 PM
2. I`m too nice to you, KMH and JX lol.
3. Girl-friend, cheer up and be happy because we all love you! ^^
4. After 3435344534545 days of reconnection, it`s strange because I feel like I`ve known you for even longer somehow lol.
Member of Soompi Private Investigating Team. Notorious S.P.I.T.
#1170
Posted 02 November 2009 - 08:45 PM
I'm tired. You are not there for me, like I'm there for you. When you tell me terrible news, I do my best to make you feel better. But when the tables are turned, you tell me some crap about not knowing how to console me. I think that's a load of crap. How about you say "I'm sorry." or "Is there anything I can do for you?" or even better, leave me alone.
Its ridiculous to think you can be so selfish. I'm stepping back from this because its literally frustrating me to the point where I want to lash out at people.
I'm tired of you alienating me, then trying to joke about it. Do I do this to you?
I'm going to stop keeping you on top of some pedestal, because you clearly don't do the same for me.
You're behavior is bringing out THE WORST in me.


























