[_ShiKAndA_]

i'm trying my best to restrain myself. a lot of things remind me of you.
i want to ask you questions but i feel there's not point.
you've already made your choice and this time, you really meant it.
we're only friends. i'm sorry if i pushed my feelings on you.
i can only think you picked someone else over me. it's more like a friend over a friend.
was i even a friend? did you care, really?
"i don't like talking to you anymore."
who the heck says that? normal people just drift but no, you just wanted to get rid of me.
i was probably just a burden.

jkughkjhghjbgjhyutdetyuj i suck

[jew-lee]

I didn't even noticed that it has been about 9 months that i haven't been talking to you. Still counting...

[candacethsu]

I thought I was getting good vibes from you. I heard this, and that, and I was looking forward to it. Then, bam, you told me what I heard wasn't true. Sadface, I hate being let down.

[mintcracker]

I think when I don't expect anything from you
I'm much happier.
That way no disappointments lol.
As long as you snap out of that mood of yours and is genuinely happy, I'm happy (really I am =) )
No need to worry about me...
My skin's thicker now.

[twix0rz]

open up a bit more so it will be less work for me. XD

[flyxme.]

i wish none of this is happening.
its like sucking the life out of me.

[xKanane_1]

I feel so foolish as I sit here pondering what you are doing, or where you are. I thought my heart had moved on from you, but the little things you do has reignited the flame that once burnt for you.
Its funny how I find myself redundantly falling for you, despite the fact that I know nothing will ever come about.

[xquisitebabyy_]

Last night will be the last time I will ever cry over you.
I'm pretty disappointed that you already found a new gf even though you promised me you wouldn't.
Although I told you it was a silly promise to make and that you had my permission to retract it--
You replied with a "don't worry" , implying that you would go through with what you promised.
So since you broke yours, I'm breaking mine.

You're out of my life for good.

[MoonlightConfessionx3]

I don't think you realise what you're doing to me. I regarded you as one of my closest friends and once you found her, you just completely stopped talking to me. Was I just a substitute until you found someone who would show you the affection you wanted? Did I make you wait too long? I never thought you'd act like this, considering that she had done the same thing to you. I may be saying this out of spite... But your honeymoon period will come to an end soon. And you'll realise that you two moved too fast in such a short time. I'd advise you to take things slow. You guys just met eachother at the right moment, the right time. Don't be foolish. You're in love with her love for you.

If you'd talk to me, I'd tell you:

The worst mistake I ever made was fooling myself to be in love with someone.

[*heartforme]

"I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground, and I
I pray that something picks me up
And, sets me down in your warm arms."

[*reminiscing.soul.]

It's like when I try and try and try, I get nothing and I'm left with a sense of hurt and of being unappreciated.
Yet, when I'm all drained, numb and have nothing left to say or give, you say all those things that would have meant the world then..
How am I supposed to keep up with you and this cycle?
How am I supposed to have enough strength for this..?

[KuYA II]

I wish I can see you, but i guess it's better this way because when I do see you, it will be the greatest feeling ever.

[carshrimped]

Do you even realise that I'll get tired of this?
I don't know what's causing this. Your endless stream of problems, me, our drifting apart, your self-centredness.. honestly, I just can't be bothered to care. You talk to me when you have something you want to announce, but when it's about me you don't give a damn.
Isn't friendship about give and take? I'm getting drained, love. I want to understand and sympathise with whatever situation it is you are in, but I don't know how when you don't want to share and just expect me to submit and adjust to your highs and lows.

I'm being selfish, but honest, I just wish you can snap out of this or leave me alone. I'm sick of being I don't know, your emotional toilet or something. Be a friend to me, please.

[BBL0V3x33]

im so sorry, i really am ~
i didnt think my actions/and the things that i say would affect you this much.
give me one more chance? please?
i care and adore you so much <33
in the beginning i was scared of losing you, now that it really is gonna happen...please come back?
i need you. i don't wanna cry anymore, this hurts so much.
after those 5 months, can you really let me go? cuz i know i can't let you go.
you mean a lot to me now, since i realized. i knew this was coming, but why so soon?
=[

[onetwothuy]

hearts, dried mangoes, and sunny d. <3

[IaMsEo]

i hope you realize soon... that you're the one i'm missing.

[the kite]

YOU'RE A JERK. WHY WON'T YOU JUST FRAPPING CHOOSE ME ?

[INSANE]

watching this gives me a little bit of insight. i should stop waiting and take my own damn advice!

[*heartforme]

A lot can happen in 12 months, John.

[_ShiKAndA_]

i wonder if you check up on me. i'll never know but i hope you do.
it'd make me feel as if you actually cared.
i don't want to get mad every time i think about you.

why do i blame myself? i think it's because i don't want to believe someone hurt me but instead,
i'm hurting myself. i won't have to blame anyone.
i can only blame myself and that's all i ever do.
it's eating me up emotionally and now, physically.
there's no escape, i can't ignore it.

i remember when i told you that "in the end it's just me."
you replied, "yeah, that's right."