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#251
Posted 16 September 2009 - 01:28 AM
so seeing you there today made me smile.
when you looked back at me! that was.......... ^^
i hope to see you next week, promise. haha
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dude, please stop staring at me so intently.
i dont like it. at all. its freaking me out ~~~ thanks
That will always have your heart
You never see it coming
Cos you're blinded from the start
#252
Posted 16 September 2009 - 01:47 AM
2- You make me so confused. I've never fallen for anyone like you. We're so different from each other but yet we're so attracted to each other. I'm happy around you because I AM happy to be with you. I'm happy to give you hope. But on the other hand, I find myself slowly losing grip of everything I once knew...just to be with you.
Canadians bleed hockey, and the gold medal is now where it belongs: home. Oh, Canada. ▌♥ ▌
#253
Posted 16 September 2009 - 02:49 AM
I love you so sooo much.
I want to be with you for as long as I can.
#254
Posted 16 September 2009 - 04:05 PM
#255
Posted 16 September 2009 - 04:11 PM
i'm too afraid to even give you a second glance, let alone smile or say hi.
who am i kidding, i can't do it!!! : (

. . . . . why cant I love you in slow motion, take my time ..?
#256
Posted 16 September 2009 - 04:19 PM
awkward..stuff..
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I applaud you so much for being normal around me after everything I put you through
oh and.. happy birthday in advance
#257
Posted 16 September 2009 - 04:30 PM
but who said this was going to be easy?
I'm slowly trying to forget you..
I'm slowly learning how to move on..
It just takes time.
I look forward to the day where you will no longer infest my thoughts.
#258
Posted 16 September 2009 - 04:36 PM

LazyMira,Saznawazasuasge,ManGaga
#259
Posted 16 September 2009 - 04:54 PM
gaah! your a cutie.
___ (♥) ft island & bigbang
#260
Posted 16 September 2009 - 05:13 PM
You think you're the last guy for me? Reality check, I can find another guy who will love me just as much as you did or more. In time there will be another guy who come to cherish me more than you ever did. Also, good luck in finding a woman whose willing to take your short temper and hardheadedness. Good luck in finding a woman who is forgiving to the immature stuff that you do.
Don't come saying I'm a john teshing little girl who doesn't know how to woman up, yes, I do have my faults and the stupid thoughtless things that I do but at least I know that what I did was messed up and the thoughtless mini cooper I did was never intentional.
These past few months when we're not talking on the phone, I'm actually feeling at peace, does that sound like a good relationship? Shouldn't it be the other way around? I don't even want to talk to you because every time we talk, you're always mad at stupid mini cooper. It drains too much of my energy.
At one point you even broke up with me because you just got tired. When you called me, I should of just said no.
I've allowed you to walk over me one too many times. I honestly will not look back towards you anymore. Even if you come back, I need to show you that you can't just break up with me whenever you want and come back asking to take you back whenever you want.
Don't come back saying you broke up with me on impulse because you were mad. Don't pull that bullcrap of an excuse on me. It may work for you and your past relationship but I honestly don't roll with that mini cooper. It's too energy draining and I am not going to waste my time and tears on you anymore.
Now on the good note.
I love you and I miss you a lot. I never wanted to ever be in a LDR nor did I ever want to date a guy in the military. But with you, because of our 3year friendship before and us being together, I was willing to take the chance. You went off into the military and left me behind, not considering my feelings and I was still willing to be by your side and was always faithful to you. I honestly don't regret anything. I'm glad that I was willing to give 'us' a chance. You're my first love and I'm happy that it was with you, someone whom always made me feel safe and comfortable. Someone who I could always turn to when I needed someone to talk to. You were the best friend that I could never ask for. But to everything, there is always an end. I guess this is our end. I hope that you live your life happily. I hope you find yourself a s/o that will be able to fill in the spaces that I was unable to fill for you. I just hope you take good care of yourself and not let those guys influence you to do stupid mini cooper. Keep being a good person that you are. I am not bitter towards our relationship, I've had my rant about you now I feel better. I love you and will always have love for you. There are soo many things that I love about you. Thanks for the experience and the love that you gave me. I've definitely became a stronger woman. You've toughened me up tremendously compared to the past. Now it's time for me to become independent. I've always had you and my family to lean on, now I need to stand by myself in order to move on in life.
Take care. I love you.
#261
Posted 16 September 2009 - 05:23 PM
Do you ever think of me over there?
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you..
..What should I get for your birthday ^___^?
Aishh...I wish we were going out
#262
Posted 16 September 2009 - 05:44 PM
#263
Posted 16 September 2009 - 06:18 PM
I'm getting tired nowadays.
Not just physically but mentally and emotionally as well... I'm tired of going though what I go through everytime. Building up my hopes and just having them smashed down.
I don't understand why I put myself through this.
It's over before it even started.
I need to try not to get my hopes up anymore.
#264
Posted 16 September 2009 - 06:50 PM
:/ Getting my hopes up like that and bringing them down just like that.
#265
Posted 16 September 2009 - 09:49 PM
I want to know what you're thinking ):
#266
Posted 16 September 2009 - 09:54 PM
neither black nor white.
i'm just... gray.

--love and karma
kachiky. addicted, infatuated
#267
Posted 16 September 2009 - 11:12 PM
no matter what context you put it in
and sorry if i'm being stupid, but seriously... you're being dumb too.
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i'm going to have a good day tomorrow without all this nonsense. good riddance..
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i thank God everyday for you girls/guys. Even if we aren't super close, it makes my day brighter to talk to you all.
and God, I want to be closer to you. I will try to live my life the way you want me to. I seriously forget that you're always always there for me, but when I remember this fact, it just feels so comforting to know this fact. Thank you.
#269
Posted 17 September 2009 - 05:24 AM
Wish you could talk to me more.
i wish things weren't so awkward.
#270
Posted 17 September 2009 - 07:32 AM




























