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#652
Posted 04 October 2009 - 08:27 AM

#653
Posted 04 October 2009 - 08:35 AM
please be happy, the way i am happy right now.
you deserve it, because you've worked so hard for so long..
i want to be closer to you.
i want to be there for you; to listen to you, to lend you my shoulder, to give you support..
please be happy, smile!
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#654
Posted 04 October 2009 - 08:50 AM
"I know what i a have lost and i know what i have now"
Behind every untrusting girl is a
boy who taught her to be that way
#655
Posted 04 October 2009 - 09:45 AM
stop leading me on,
why cant i get over you ?
you're a jerk.
a player.
a big jerk-player.
needed to get that out!
#656
Posted 04 October 2009 - 09:50 AM
You want to see your girl everyday?
Leave me the fck alone if this is what your going to do to me.
I'm not here to please you, to satisfy you.
If you want me, come and get me. Im not here to try and change your mind, because thats not going to do anything.
If you dont want me bad enough, then wth am i still doing here?
You know what i want. What i want is US.
But obviously, you dont.
Have fun in college and just leave me alone..
Why cry? I'm a stronger girl now because of you. So, why cry?
#657
Posted 04 October 2009 - 01:23 PM
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#658
Posted 04 October 2009 - 01:53 PM
I'm going to see if your words turn into actions, I too miss how we used to be.
It was also somewhat satisfying knowing you weren't feeling too good cos I wasn't talking to ya (AHA), or you might just be saying that to toy with my emotions. Please babe, just try for me T_T you obviously care about me but why have you been disappointing me so much these days? Yesterday my heart cracked into two. It hurt. Bad.
I believe in ya, I hope they're not just empty words. Bc if they were, I don't know what I would do. It's so effn hard to move on. Believe me, I have tried.
I hope the fact you told me what you did yesterday about that shows that you're not kidding around when you say you want us to work out, cos telling me that was quite major wasn't it? I really care about you babe, I really do, so I seriously don't really care what you did in the past. Please please don't take my love for granted, my heart is delicate, it has already taken some blows.
pleasepleaseplease don't disappoint me. I can only take so much. Though with you, it seems even when I'm bruised and bleeding inside, I still keep running back. Despite everything, I love you. I love you. I really do. >_<
#660
Posted 04 October 2009 - 03:43 PM
#661
Posted 04 October 2009 - 04:16 PM
you are not going to take up most of my time. i hope.
#662
Posted 04 October 2009 - 04:45 PM
But, once you come back, who knows what's going to happen between 'us'.
We have so many things to talk about. So many problems to talk it out.
I don't know where that's going to lead 'us' to. We might end up together changing to make our relationship stronger or we just might break up knowing about the differences that we both have.
You need to understand, I'm not perfect. I don't plan to be the perfect girlfriend nor do I plan to mold myself into your ideal girl anymore. I just want the both of us to be happy.
The more I think about our relationship, the more I feel like we're going downhill. I feel like we're losing each other, our communication has been lacking lately. These are just what I feel. I just hope that what I'm feeling are just assumptions and not true. Until we get to talk it out, I'll just hope that what we had for the past year, was something real. I've sacrificed important things to be with you, I've lost people in my life because of you, you need to understand, if I never cared about you I would've of just left you before I decided to leave those people who had my back for you. Just know this, I've always cared about you, I may not show it the way you want to see it but I do care for you. If you just look at the little things that I do, you'd see my love for you. Until you come back...
#663
Posted 04 October 2009 - 05:18 PM

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#664
Posted 05 October 2009 - 02:37 AM
#665
Posted 05 October 2009 - 02:45 AM
Couldn't even see each other today
Miss you<3
#666
Posted 05 October 2009 - 06:38 AM
You said I was your first everything but I am not. And now you're telling me, you lie to protect me; that if you didn't we will never be together. Well, if we're not meant to be then we're not meant to be. I hate the fact that you lie about this. And right now I hate you. I hate that accept so many mini cooper from your past. I hate the fact that I still want to be with you. I hate you. I hate everything about you. You have such a long history, while I have none. Why do I have to accept all this crap from your pass? I don't have anything to hide like you. I never had anyone before you. I feel like you cheated me out. its not fair for me to have to keep accepting all these stupid secrets from you. I don't know what to do about us right now. But I know, I don't want to talk to you for a while.
#667
Posted 05 October 2009 - 07:56 AM
WOOOOOOOWW I think my life is a small world LD WOOW
"I know what i a have lost and i know what i have now"
Behind every untrusting girl is a
boy who taught her to be that way
#668
Posted 05 October 2009 - 11:03 AM
I was on the verge of slipping..
Slipping back towards you.
The fact that I'm barely surviving this week scares the wits out of me.
How am I suppose to endure two more months of this?
Focus.
Remember, this is only for the best.
#669
Posted 05 October 2009 - 02:23 PM
trying to fight back these feelings,
but every time i want you more.
however, i feel that i will just be another girl who will hurt you.
and you deserve much better than that.
you deserve much better than me.
even if i know all this, why am i still unable to let you go?

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#670
Posted 05 October 2009 - 03:13 PM
It wasn't right for me to get so attached.
Especially when I don't even know you well.
I don't want to set my expectations so high,
or else they'd be that much easier to be
knocked to the ground.
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