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#951
Posted 21 October 2009 - 05:15 PM
#952
Posted 21 October 2009 - 05:38 PM

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#954
Posted 21 October 2009 - 07:03 PM
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#955
Posted 21 October 2009 - 07:51 PM
Wow that sounds quite desperate and pathetic, and unlike my ideal independent woman goal.
... but I don't care.
I really miss you.
#956
Posted 21 October 2009 - 08:31 PM
I looked back into the older days when life was more simple.
I miss all the buddies I used to have and now they`re mostly all gone ... *sniff*
I was loved and I loved them back until I had to leave due to stress, etc.
Life has it`s ups and downs everywhere anyone goes *sigh*
I`ll still love all the buddies that have been there for me no matter what happens, even if they don`t feel the same ♥
All I can do now is think about the happy times we shared together and walk on happily!
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#957
Posted 21 October 2009 - 09:24 PM
I never thought this would happen to me but I guess I'm paying off my debt of playing with people's feeling off you. Yes, took the master of heartless a whole 3 weeks to realize you have stopped loving me. I thought I knew love so well, I thought I play the game well too but I thought wrong.
For the past 6 month, you taught me something that I should have learned a long time ago. Something I must learn in order to grow up. I guess when I can finally completely let you go, I officially say goodbye to immature games. But Why cant I just let you go? I send you a email saying I need to leave for a while to calm myself down and forget about you but you drag me back by saying you still care about me and I have the key to your heart? Do I have the key to your heart or am I the bridge of your new love.
I'm confused, never been this confused in my whole life. I put all my heart in this but I screw up. Yes I was a idiot and not a very understanding person and I do agree, i start this relationship off as a game. But I lost. I have lost before but I find a way to bounce back and make the other person miserable. Why can't I do this to you? Why can't I just bounce back and turn this game around. Aside all that, you seen how miserable I was without you. You seen how hard I'm trying to fix this. You seen how hard I tried to "fit in" again. I put all my pride down, yet you played me.
I deserve the break up, I deserve the yelling, I deserve the heart broken but I don't deserve being played after I fall so hard.
You know I love you, you know I care for you. When I said I can take a bullet for you, I really mean it. Yet you played me and I didn't realize that until today. So I came up with a pathetic decision. I'll be your bridge until you find someone new, and I will leave you forever. It's not easy but is the only way.
This is how it feels being played by someone. I guess for each heart I broke in the past, I have to double the pain to pay it off. Is this why destiny send you to me? To make me feel how heart broken feels like? If he did, then he's horrible. He's horrible for sending you to me and break my heart after is broken. If you didn't have feelings for me anymore, why say I was the key to open your heart? Why did you have to lie to me?
But I do wish your happy with whoever your with.
Let's just make rest of our time memorable for me. We don't have much time left.. your love is slowing turning into someone else and I'm going to slowing fade away from you...
#958
Posted 21 October 2009 - 10:10 PM
#959
Posted 21 October 2009 - 10:24 PM
#960
Posted 21 October 2009 - 11:15 PM
You and I both know you are not this kind of person,
its time to live up to your full potential - You are worth so much more than how you're acting.
I know you're scared to fail,
But I believe in you.
#962
Posted 22 October 2009 - 02:12 AM
Did you know that? That I miss you? I miss you so much even though I see you everyday.
#963
Posted 22 October 2009 - 03:07 AM
#964
Posted 22 October 2009 - 06:08 AM
#965
Posted 22 October 2009 - 06:32 AM
Maybe it's because I've just had a can of Mother - but caffeinated drinks don't usually affect me. I hope this feeling lasts a while. Perhaps it's because of him. No.. I started feeling *happy* before him, so I guess he just elevated my levels of happiness. Still, thanks. You're a great friend. Although I don't like you romantically, I sure as hell love you to death anyway. Something about you just makes me smile. And yeah, you will never forget my name. Ever. =]
I guess anyone can get better with some lovin'.
#966
Posted 22 October 2009 - 07:06 AM

"Even if the two of us are ever torn apart...
I SWEAR that..I will change the world.."
#967
Posted 22 October 2009 - 08:27 AM
how am I suppose to take this?. . rationality vs emotions. . how can I reconcile the two?. . I don't know what to do..
how am I suppose to act tomorrow. . I don't want to be selfish. . but at the same time my heart feels so much hurt because of you. . what am I suppose to do?. .
#968
Posted 22 October 2009 - 11:38 AM
Let's make this last.

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#969
Posted 22 October 2009 - 11:55 AM
#970
Posted 22 October 2009 - 01:26 PM
It's annoying.
And I'm going to stop talking to you because it's a total waste of time.































