[ladyyehse]

aoi's acoustic is love.
the weird thing is, i can get solos down, but then strumming comes along and kicksmyass.
its like. i have no rhythm, and i still havent remembered most of the chords yet
and now a random thought just popped into my head.

aoi's bun song<3333


@mihaela: *hugs* yeah you should beat some sense into that man. but keep trying, you'll get there soon!

[*Morticia*]

@mihaela: *hugs* yeah you should beat some sense into that man. but keep trying, you'll get there soon!

Nah, thanks Shirley *hugs* I'll explain everything when it's over....

[buuberry]

^*nods* I know what you mean. I love watching them play...sometimes even to the point where I totally forget about the song, because I'm so mesmerized.

*sighs* Great...my best friend has another depression attack...and through my fault. Because I'm too broke to visit her...I hate my life.

*put's Cassis into the player* Need that now to calm me.

-huggles- amber amber. i wish i could make things better for you. sighs. dun beat yourself up over that okiie. you cant blame yourself all the time.
nods. cassis is great. go get some music therapy babe. chizuru is actually very nice as well. -hugs- cheer up now.

ooh mihaela! pooor thing! i think you shld go talk to your dumbass pricipal again. try to work something out! i always find it soo unfair that education goes to rich spoilt brats who dont deserve it, while the ones who truely wish to furthur their studies cant do so. pouts.

[ladyyehse]

@mihaela: okay, i'll wait to then... *hugs*

aw, life is so unfair at times

i prefer listening to happy music when im down, but soothing calming music works as well~

@amber: you feel better too ne? *hugs*

[OBSCURE Sin]

*hugs Mihaela and Amber*

you know, I actually prefer depressing music when I'm down. Because if I listen to happy music, it's like "I dont feel like this, I can't empathise with this music." It's like if I tell someone my problems and they just smile and say "cheer up!" it doesnt do anything. But if they were to hug me and say, "I know, life really does suck" and share their experiences, I'd feel much better.

Sorry for that emo moment XD;;

and because we all want to rape him:




and him too:

[*Morticia*]

ooh mihaela! pooor thing! i think you shld go talk to your dumbass pricipal again. try to work something out! i always find it soo unfair that education goes to rich spoilt brats who dont deserve it, while the ones who truely wish to furthur their studies cant do so. pouts.

Unfortunately, what you said here is very common and correct...I'm trying, I don't want to give up....

*hugs Ginny* MMMM THOSE PICS!!! Now that kinda thing always works when I'm feeling down *laughs*

*back to emo corner*

[buuberry]

nods. dont give up babe! a miracle might pop up! well, i guess the impt thing is not to lose your temper at him, as diff as it might be... (i cant hold my temper well but... haha) coz if you do, then it doesnt help in anyway!

go persuade him yea. then run home and stick pins in his voodoo doll!

-huggles-

[*Morticia*]

nods. dont give up babe! a miracle might pop up! well, i guess the impt thing is not to lose your temper at him, as diff as it might be... (i cant hold my temper well but... haha) coz if you do, then it doesnt help in anyway!

go persuade him yea. then run home and stick pins in his voodoo doll!

-huggles-

AWWWW YOU SO SWEET YOU KNOW THAT?!!! *hugs*

But yes, I'm going tomorrow...and I can't really kick him in the nuts 'cause if I'm gonna try again next year, guess who I'm gonna need to sign my papers? Yep, this useless piece of sh!t right here. So I HAVE TO be nice to him. Unless my knee just decides to kick him, ya know? Then I'll be like - oh I'm so sorry, it has a mind of it's own! *laughs*

Nah, guys, gimme some nice Gaze pics...Don't even know which one of the guys I like best XD I'm pretty sure it's Aoi *claims*

[ladyyehse]

*rapes him*

ahh i should do some caps of that vid too.

i atcually havent been listening to that single much :<

[itsf0'y0'mynd]

aoi's acoustic is love.
the weird thing is, i can get solos down, but then strumming comes along and kicksmyass.
its like. i have no rhythm, and i still havent remembered most of the chords yet
and now a random thought just popped into my head.

aoi's bun song<3333
@mihaela: *hugs* yeah you should beat some sense into that man. but keep trying, you'll get there soon!

wahhh!!~
aoi+acoustics=LOVEE yes ma'm it doesss!!~~

hes muchos cutee!!~

wahhh thank yoo for the capss!~~ aoi's such a hottie~

[*Morticia*]

@Amber, Ginny, Shirley, Cass:

Guys...I've been again today and he finally admitted to LOSING my papers somewhere before he even opened them. And my book, AND my essay. And that happened a month ago, and after that he kept telling me to 'come back in a few days'. This is what it means attending a low-profile public school in Croatia. Now, if there's ever a contest for the most irresponsible person on the planet - ladies and gentlemen, we have a winner. This explains all the aggressive moods I've been having lately...

I'm heartbroken. And completely discouraged...I can't deal with this, and I don't want to deal with this again next year. It's just too stressful, and all my effort is in vain. I'm so desperate, I think I'm going to try sending the application without the papers. I'm gonna rewrite that essay now. Amber, can I talk to you tonight about this?


Sorry for the offtopic

[OBSCURE Sin]

Ah, Mihaela, that sucks. He lost them? What an irresponsible b*stard.I dont know what to say

[buuberry]

@Amber, Ginny, Shirley, Cass:

Guys...I've been again today and he finally admitted to LOSING my papers somewhere before he even opened them. And my book, AND my essay. And that happened a month ago, and after that he kept telling me to 'come back in a few days'. This is what it means attending a low-profile public school in Croatia. Now, if there's ever a contest for the most irresponsible person on the planet - ladies and gentlemen, we have a winner. This explains all the aggressive moods I've been having lately...

I'm heartbroken. And completely discouraged...I can't deal with this, and I don't want to deal with this again next year. It's just too stressful, and all my effort is in vain. I'm so desperate, I think I'm going to try sending the application without the papers. I'm gonna rewrite that essay now. Amber, can I talk to you tonight about this?
Sorry for the offtopic

OMG! what a huge F****** he is. man! im pissed just hearing that! wtf! this sucks, you know that! rawwr.

did you keep a backup of whatever you have done? man! he is such a a**hole. he shld have at least informed you earlier tt he lost those, so tt pissed as you might be, you'd have time to re-prepare EVERYTHING again. but noooooooo~! he has to wait til its TOO late! wth! -hugs mihaela- i wish i knew how to help. cookies?

oh i know. some gazette pictures okiie. i dunno how else to cheer you up.

old old old pictures of them from Cure, 2004. -coz i have nothing recent to share- forgot where i got them from.




OMG! just look at ruki. i swear this is beautiful!





i dont really like how kai is portrayed here. =/



and i also dont know why they have to flash their... ermm... nvm.



anyways, huggles. i really hope your not too disappointed to try again. please dont give up!

[OBSCURE Sin]

omg Gazette crotches

These are great pics. That purple one of Ruki *takes him away to do Bad Things*

[flyhigh1030]

ahaha those pictures are so old..but thnx newaiis(:

*Morticia*: don't give up!! when life gives you lemon, make lemonade xD
hopefully everything turns out good for you ^^

[OBSCURE Sin]

*Morticia*: don't give up!! when life gives you lemon, make lemonade xD

correction: when life gives you lemons, find someone with a papercut =O

[precious4e]

^ Ruki is love. Seeing their old pics is kind like whoa flashback for me lol

[AmberKid]

I just came online after a really stressful day. I sat at university finishing that goddamn film...after that I went home and collapsed on the bed.

@Mihaela: *hugs tightly* That man! That's...how can a grown man be so incredibly stupid? *shakes head*

I'm online now so just drop me a note if you still want to talk, ne?

[BootyFulMeh]

.....................thea old pictures ish sooooo hawt...ruki ish sooo sexy in the first picture...*stares*.....

@mihaela:....dang he ish such an as/s..gosh i would of punch him for wat he did...

[*Morticia*]

Thanx for the support guys...thanx for those old pics. I'm more interested in old ones 'cause I just recently got into Gaze and have no idea what they looked like before NIL. New pictures, I can find that anywhere.

@Amber: I wanted to talk to you tonight, but I feel asleep crying late in the afternoon and I woke up a few moments ago (it's 4.15 in the morning) - doubt you're still online but thank you anyway. I'll talk to you later today.